Hello מלכה I've been thinking about you a lot as always heh. I really miss your beautiful smile and hearing your voice on the phone. I haven't been to great mentally to be honest, but I seem to be getting a bit better. I've made some new friends on here which is nice. I try and only think and stay in the happy memories I have with you. which is all of them. but it still is hard because I miss you so much. I love you hun and I hope you are safe and doing okay.
I think the reason I cant and probably won't really ever move past this is because I don't know that your safe. I don't know that you are doing okay and what is going on. I can't be there for you if you do need someone. and and I'm worried you may think I have forgotten you as well. I'll keep checking this because maybe maybe one day you will see these and say hi I love you my מלכה Owen
I watched Coraline today I remember you said you love that movie. I found a free version on YouTube so I watched it. it's an awesome movie. I love the music. its just the right amount of creepy. but not too scary. I can't imagine how shitty this quarantine must be having everyone stuck in the house with you.
I'm going to keep checking back here because why not part of me hopes that you did find someone and are really happy but part of me also hopes that you remember me and we will eventually be able to talk again I'm not lying when I say I think of you and miss you everyday it's so stupid I know but I really do love you מלכה I still feel so stupid for having to get rid of your phone number my father was looking through my phone though