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Livhikikomori (Left MediBang)

MediBang ID: ButterIsHere
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🇫🇷 I'm French American

Non Binary

They/Them/Xe/It pronouns

Don't repost my art without credit
  • Twitter： https://mobile.twitter.com/BScorpionkin
  • Tumblr ： https://butterthescorpiankin.tumblr.com
  • Deviantart ： https://www.deviantart.com/butterthescorpiankin
  • Secret Whisper： http://secretwhisper.app/butter
  • Pixiv： https://www.pixiv.net/en/users/64744675
  • Instagram ： https://www.instagram.com/livs.art.yea/
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  • Work Place：Bedroomatthemoment
  • Gender：Non Binary, They/Them

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  • Thing you interested in

    Bowser

  • Favorite animation

    Anime

  • Favorite TV show

    Attack on Titan

  • Favorite music

    Early and late 2000's

  • Software

    Medibang

Bowser

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CREATOR RANK CREATOR Livhikikomori (Left MediBang) 3 years ago
Talking about my gender and sexuality

Yes, this is a vent, please read
I was a hit nervous when talking about my gender identity and my pronouns, I always shiver and get sweaty or nervous when talking about serious things like this and that I might make people uncomfortable or offended even though I wasn't trying to.



I met people irl and online that were transphobic (including some Gacha kid)



I don't want to come out to my real life family about my sexuality and gender pronouns, they (mostly my mother) is against anything that is LGBTQ+ and my mom and her side of the family (I don't really know what my dad would do) keeps saying that it is a sin against God and it makes him upset. My dad wouldn't really help me if I do come out as Pansexual and She/They. I would imagine my mom screaming at me and my dad just standing or sitting doing absolutely nothing, and probably disown me.

I still imagine it being so terrible and horrifying, It makes me want to stay silent, beat myself up, and hide.


I don't know when and how I wanted to post this, but I am sorry that you had to see me like this, like God fucking damnit..

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  • > 🍂αѕн🍂 Its ok

  • I'm really sorry for you :( I've always been afraid to talk about things like that to my parents, idk how my parents would react if I told them that I was Asexual, they would probably think that I haven't ment any people yet or that I'm not mature yet (even though I'm a teenager) so I've never told them, however I'll tell them in the future if nothing changes I would tell them in the future, keeping it in will only make things worse, being pansexual is not a sin, having She/they pronouns is not a sin, idk why they think it's a big deal but they'll get use to it. Idrk how else I could help you......

CREATOR RANK CREATOR Livhikikomori (Left MediBang) 3 years ago
Talking about my gender and sexuality

Yes, this is a vent, please read
I was a hit nervous when talking about my gender identity and my pronouns, I always shiver and get sweaty or nervous when talking about serious things like this and that I might make people uncomfortable or offended even though I wasn't trying to.



I met people irl and online that were transphobic (including some Gacha kid)



I don't want to come out to my real life family about my sexuality and gender pronouns, they (mostly my mother) is against anything that is LGBTQ+ and my mom and her side of the family (I don't really know what my dad would do) keeps saying that it is a sin against God and it makes him upset. My dad wouldn't really help me if I do come out as Pansexual and She/They. I would imagine my mom screaming at me and my dad just standing or sitting doing absolutely nothing, and probably disown me.

I still imagine it being so terrible and horrifying, It makes me want to stay silent, beat myself up, and hide.


I don't know when and how I wanted to post this, but I am sorry that you had to see me like this, like God fucking damnit..

Read more

  • > 🍂αѕн🍂 Its ok

  • I'm really sorry for you :( I've always been afraid to talk about things like that to my parents, idk how my parents would react if I told them that I was Asexual, they would probably think that I haven't ment any people yet or that I'm not mature yet (even though I'm a teenager) so I've never told them, however I'll tell them in the future if nothing changes I would tell them in the future, keeping it in will only make things worse, being pansexual is not a sin, having She/they pronouns is not a sin, idk why they think it's a big deal but they'll get use to it. Idrk how else I could help you......

CREATOR RANK CREATOR Livhikikomori (Left MediBang) 3 years ago
Vent (Trigger Warning)

Trigger Warning: Mentions of suicide, Mental Health, death, Self Harm













There is a thing you may not know about me. Some people think I'm some stupid idiot or just a cheerful artist and user on the internet just trying to share my art and my random stuff. But some people don't really know what I do outside from doing that stuff.





I am deeply sorry if I offend anyone reading this or making anyone uncomfortable. I sometimes have bad grammar whenever I write stuff after I don't check on the spelling.






Months ago (2020), I would imagine and plan myself trying to erase myself from the earth and from existence when I die. I sometimes want to break the huge bathroom with the handable mirror that can light up into shatters of sharp glass peices. I want the shatters to cut my skin and my face until I hit the ground and cut my head until I pass out and bleed to death. Without anyone knowing this was my plan all along. Was to do this so I wouldn't live on this place anymore, due to all of the fuck ups I did and how I made people upset, which I didn't know what I did, but I thought that whatever I did was awful and I hurt them. I wanted to cut myself on the shattered glass pieces to off myself from the plant after I thought that they didn't want me existing anymore. My folks noticed the cut marks on my arms (after I cut myself with a knife) and I lied to them that I was trying to shave with the razor. They didn't know I was attempting something.






The second thing I never told anyone about was that I was having mental health issues which were often overlooked by my other friends and people. I sometimes have anxiety and paranoia. I am scared and afraid of a lot of things in real life. Like what if get lost and my comfort person stopped caring about me. My mental health started bad and became much worse. I never had anyone I have known in real life I can talk to, nor even cared to talk or ask. They all brushed it off and said it was just part of my high functioning Autism.






I am still have mental health issues and still getting help for it to this day.

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CREATOR RANK CREATOR Livhikikomori (Left MediBang) 3 years ago
There's a smut Wattpad out of me

I found out that there's a Lemon/Smut Wattpad story out of me and my friend @Konna_keke on Twitter. I didn't even gave consent to be in this type of story nor even gave anyone permission to write me and my friend in this sexual situation based bondage story. I have a boyfriend btw. My friend Konna is 16 years old. This is awful and not ok.

I am not going to give out links or names since I hate confrontation, witch hunting, or raids. So please don't ask for the name or the link.

I made a Twitter thread about this and a Twitlonger.

The thread: https://mobile.twitter.com/BScorpionkin/status/1434882100016992265

Twitlonger:
https://t.co/MYkBJnTZGV?amp=1

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  • > 🌹Butter Hopefully that’s the case and they realise what a huge bag of trash they are

  • > TheRandomFandom They might've took it down, I can't find it anywhere anymore

  • Bro that’s so not ok Make them take it down or imma kick their a$$

CREATOR RANK CREATOR Livhikikomori (Left MediBang) 3 years ago
There's a smut Wattpad out of me

I found out that there's a Lemon/Smut Wattpad story out of me and my friend @Konna_keke on Twitter. I didn't even gave consent to be in this type of story nor even gave anyone permission to write me and my friend in this sexual situation based bondage story. I have a boyfriend btw. My friend Konna is 16 years old. This is awful and not ok.

I am not going to give out links or names since I hate confrontation, witch hunting, or raids. So please don't ask for the name or the link.

I made a Twitter thread about this and a Twitlonger.

The thread: https://mobile.twitter.com/BScorpionkin/status/1434882100016992265

Twitlonger:
https://t.co/MYkBJnTZGV?amp=1

Read more

  • > 🌹Butter Hopefully that’s the case and they realise what a huge bag of trash they are

  • > TheRandomFandom They might've took it down, I can't find it anywhere anymore

  • Bro that’s so not ok Make them take it down or imma kick their a$$

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