Realizing how much this platform sucks because it mostly consists of people who support really terrible things and act like 4 year olds and fake mental illnesses
This isn’t targeted to the people who really do have mental illnesses or act the way they do to cope with trauma, which I understand, it’s the people who obviously don’t have it, or act like such for attention, get called out, don’t defend themselves at all because they don’t have any ways to defend themselves since they are lying, and then become douchebags and attack others and start drama
These aren’t assumptions, their things that have genuinely happened on here, and then those people who attacked others will be like oh I’m sorry, and then go on with everything, pretending like they didn’t just tear down a bunch of people
So much is wrong with this platform to the point I don’t even know where to begin
I’ve seen multiple people see a vent post of saying something like “I can’t do this anymore I’m ending it” and there being 50+ likes, and 3 comments saying “great art!” And that’s it
This place is so freaking pitiful nowadays, like it makes me sad seeing dsmp supporters on here, seeing my friends who stopped talking because of assholes on here
Don’t even get me started on the dsmp man, it’s insane how some people still support that, everyone is problematic there, I am uncomfortable with 100% of the people on there, and I hate people being like but what did _____ do? And it’s someone they barely even watch
I’ve been groomed on this website, manipulated, been exposed to sh, got literal death threats, saw blatant racism and sexism and people still support the artists here who do so
I remember how I was really mentally unstable back then, and I realized it was all because of this
All of this
And when I tried to get helped no one listened, but when others like me tried to they were listened to
Just like a bunch of others on this app
The big accounts are all full of snobby douchebags taking advantage of young children for benefit
Finally opening my eyes to the horrible place
So basically, this is goodbye
I had some good memories here, I made some friends, but I’ve gotten older and i understand things now

Sorry for being inactive for like 4 months my wife sucked me into Twitter

Remembering the time I made custom art for someone who literally sent death threats to me because I felt pressured into doing so
Lowkey feel like telling that person off rn because it’s liked bugged me for a year now

My mom: You aren’t eating

Me: …yes I am??

My mom: you scare me you won’t eat anything in our house

Me: …yeah because I don’t like the food/snacks you get, I never get a say in the food

My mom: That’s so untrue, send me a list right now and I’ll get you stuff


Me just now: *sends list*

My mom: I’m not going to buy you apples because you won’t eat them, the goldfish always stays in the pantry, and the cheese because we already have some *continues to get rid of my list to only English Muffins and Hot Cheetos*





dude-

Not even the cheese I like to 😕
You always grab freaking rotten ass apples we have to throw away
I literally finished the leftover of the bag of goldfish today

Wdym bitch

I don’t understand these expectations from my mother




I got a B on an assignment that I wasn’t able to get the materials on because I was sick for 5 days straight and couldn’t be at school, and she’s so upset at me
My last term report card, all A’s all P’s nothing else and I don’t even get a “good job”
Schools not easy for me either, I barely got by with them without begging my teachers to redo tests I absolutely failed, somehow squeaking by with a good grade
She didn’t even say she was proud of me, nothing, nothing at all, and I beat myself up for perfection all for what?
She’s refused talking to me all night
I don’t understand what more she wants me to do
Why I have to be so perfect
Crap, these grades don’t even count for college or anything like that
She doesn’t even care about me
She cares about herself
She wants to be able to brag about me to her coworkers
I’m not even that good
I almost feel like I’m sacrificing my sanity for her pleasure
And she doesn’t even care to check up on me
She doesn’t understand I have anxiety tics, because she’s never asked what the movement’s were
She doesn’t understand I have derealization, she doesn’t understand what it is when I try to explain it to her, because she doesn’t care to ask
God I hate oversharing like this but it all hurts so much and I want it to end
I want someone to say that I’m doing good and I’m ok
But I really can’t even say that to myself





):

I don’t know what’s going on anymore

I want to die

How come when I think of myself as agender I’m not dysphoric at all 🤨🤨🤨
Like 🤨🤨🤨
I think of myself as non-binary and I don’t think that label fits me at all
I think of myself as a girl and I don’t think that label fits me at all
I think of myself as a boy and I don’t think that label fits me at all
I think of myself as agender and I I’m just in love with the label
You telling me I can have a specific label without being dysphoric at all???? 🤨
I also really like it’s/itself pronouns so 👉👈

My grandmas friend got me this 😔

I don’t even know what to do with all this pain man

ITS NOT FAIR IRS NOT FAIR ITS NOT FAIR ITS NOT FAIR
WHY COULDNT WE SAVE HER WHY COULDNT QW SAVE HERE WHYD IT HAVE TO BE SO EXPENSIVE
ITS NOT FIAR IT NOT DIAR SHE DESEEVED THE WORLD WHY WOULD TOU DO RHIS

I can’t tell if I’m nb or not
Or agender
A I just want to figure it out already
And I really don’t want to label myself as genderfluid I just wanna pick one ):

I found the name of the music genre I like lets goooo :D
Also found out what music genre I liked in general so super happy (:

https://picrew.me/image_maker/1259021/complete?cd=j96gVbmFAl (:

Ignore this, these aren’t open adopts, this is for something else

I love the TikTok trend going around saying “We can’t make jokes anymore because of them” and then they’ll show picrews of people with pride backgrounds
And my favorite part is that they’ve finally gotten it
They finally understand that they can’t make this outdated jokes because they aren’t right anymore, not that they ever were, that’s because people are realizing and sticking up for themselves

⚠️POPPYTWT (nsfw of minors) ⚠️

Y’all don’t even understand how much strength it takes to say “Hey! Please don’t post poppytwt! It’s illegal, crosses many boundaries, and is just disgusting in general ):” instead of “You are a disgrace to this earth, eat glass and die in a hole”


I don’t want to say that though and I probably won’t is because I believe people can change, and hopefully they do, also I don’t like the results of some death threats ): But still, aaAa
(I found that part of TikTok btw)

Updated my carrd https://aboutsoul.carrd.co/#
Please read it
Just full on changed everything

What if I changed my entire social media identity haha






Yeah I’m going to lmao, I’ll update it in like 10-120 minutes

Thanks for sticking around, my heart goes out to anybody who’s lost a family member or friend because of suicide, I hope you’re doing alright
If you ever need anyone to talk to, find help, or if you can’t get it please find others to talk to or vent to from time to time, I’m also here if anybody would like to talk to (:
I love you all, I’m glad your still here (:
💜💜💜

Hola
Ok so I just want to confirm that this is my body being a dumbass and it’s not ticcs





Ever since there was a bigger word on ticcs going around that’s when I realized my body would move without me necessarily, doing it
I’d convince myself that it was just me mocking it because I thought it was cool
Fast forward 3 months, I’m a little more educated, and I’m still doing this
It’s not behavioral, it’s more physical, and it mostly happens when I’m nervous, if it’s the slight turn of my head, or kicking my entire leg out
I’ve heard that trauma could be the case of it, which is scary because I’ve had a lot of scary and bad stuff happen and still continuing to happen to me, that honestly is traumatizing, I’ve honestly got a changed view on the world
I’m about that age, which sucks as well
I honestly don’t know what I have, if it’s depression, adhd, tourettes, I honestly just want my parents to take me for a check up already

OK FINE MY GENDER DYSPHORIA WON IM A BOY
OR AM I
FUCK
JUST CHIOSE ALREADY PLEASE 😭😭😭

I’ve been trying to post Dapples Bday gift for the past two days but my wifi went out

Kinda wanna end this relationship ngl 🧍
I’m just not mentally stable enough and she stresses me out and I don’t know if she actually likes me because she’s been treating me differently and I’m doing all this stuff for her and she doesn’t say anything but she’s still sweet and
Ugh

My contest ends in 11 days and I have 4 out of 11 people’s submissions
If you want to back out of the contest please just comment here
Ty! (:

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Anon: Age is just a number

Me: 20 is just a number

20 years of jail time

I want to talk about this but I don’t want to get un-necessary hate and/or foolish hate comments
This is the Baldi and Lil Devil situation

*Sigh* the age gap

Lil Devil, 12 years old, Baldi, 18

Where Baldi lives the age of consent is 13, where Lil Devil lives it’s 16

This is illegal on all levels

I personally am not fond with Baldi due to how sexual he is to minors, and this happening really freaks me out and I’m unsure of what to do

If you look at some of his past ones with Lil Devil, they seem pretty… he’s lip biting at a minor and it makes me so uncomfortable

Please please PLEASE explain to me if I’m missing a puzzle piece here, please don’t send me un-necessary hate, just please

So many people are supporting them both and I want to make people know that that is not ok and it’s literally illegal

Thank you for reading this

Isn’t 12 and 18 a little much for a dating age gap?
I don’t want to be rude at all, I know people who have parents with bigger age gaps, but I don’t feel like that’s right since one of thems still a kid while ones an adult
Come at me if you want, this is genuine question I’m not trying to be rude at all/nm/gen

My first day of schools tomorrow
AAAA TvT