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Chara
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I don't want to post anything on this account anymore so, goodbye for now, maybe in the future i will post something.
You can also follow me on my Instagram if you want! I'm more active there: https://www.instagram.com/honey_bee.511/
You can also follow me on my Instagram if you want! I'm more active there: https://www.instagram.com/honey_bee.511/
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new art style? qwqw
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I hate feeling alone. I saw my childhood friend's posts on facebook who now no longer considers me a friend, much less a best friend like before in elementary school, she changed me for another one called Nicol and the worst thing is that my former virtual best friend did the same with me. It hurts me a lot to see that kids my age have a better social life than mine, they go out to have fun while I spend all my time locked in my room. It really hurts me to see two best friends sharing things in common and laughing and stuff. I only have one friend that I talk to at school and I'm afraid that he will get bored of me or change me for someone else even though I feel that my best friend doesn't consider me as a best friend and I even think that he prefers Nicol over me. With my friend and I have a good time, we laugh and stuff but I feel like it's not the same, I would like to share interesting things with another person, talk about things in common and laugh too. I met a guy on Instagram that by chance we share some things in common but we don't talk daily, that makes me sad because I thought he was going to be my new and best virtual friend, I was quite disappointed so much so that I cried because he started acting weird with me. I kept looking for him and I want to keep looking for him but I wouldn't want to bother him, I don't want to be annoying with him. Maybe he has never considered me as a friend. Maybe he just considers me an acquaintance. I would like to talk to him but uhhgggg kms
He's so cute and silly
I want to sleep but at the same time no
I think i'm agender lmfao help
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I really feel like I'm not being a good enough person, it overwhelms me, I've been like this for days and I don't know why. There have been days where I have felt insufficient for others. I would like to talk about this with my psychologist.
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> ¡Reiden! You are very welcome. If you ever feel inadequate, look at the likes on your artwork.
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> ~Phazon Corrupted~|DordusRising I have been empathizing with acquaintances. I felt inadequate again, felt I wasn't doing well and so on. Now I feel better, thank you for your understanding and support ❤️
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Then don't wait to talk about it. It is better to talk about it than to hold it in.
I really feel like I'm not being a good enough person, it overwhelms me, I've been like this for days and I don't know why. There have been days where I have felt insufficient for others. I would like to talk about this with my psychologist.
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> ¡Reiden! You are very welcome. If you ever feel inadequate, look at the likes on your artwork.
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> ~Phazon Corrupted~|DordusRising I have been empathizing with acquaintances. I felt inadequate again, felt I wasn't doing well and so on. Now I feel better, thank you for your understanding and support ❤️
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Then don't wait to talk about it. It is better to talk about it than to hold it in.
Yesterday was my first appointment with my psychologist, I can say that it was also a good day and I felt a little relieved of all the accumulated stress.
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I apologize to everyone for my previous nonsensical posts. I am a teenager, a bitter weirdo with sudden mood swings. My life doesn't suck , I have a mother who loves me and good friends in real life and online. I feel very ashamed for everything I have said and had said, it was not my intention to try to make you all feel uncomfortable.
My impulsiveness is a lot, I do things without thinking, probably avoid reading posts when I'm sad or angry.
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> Austara Lynn Thank you! ❤️
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> Eminoa IDK LOL sorry
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What happend ?
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im proud of you :)
🌻ｓｕｎｆｌｏｗｅｒ🌻 left a comment!
I apologize to everyone for my previous nonsensical posts. I am a teenager, a bitter weirdo with sudden mood swings. My life doesn't suck , I have a mother who loves me and good friends in real life and online. I feel very ashamed for everything I have said and had said, it was not my intention to try to make you all feel uncomfortable.
My impulsiveness is a lot, I do things without thinking, probably avoid reading posts when I'm sad or angry.
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> Austara Lynn Thank you! ❤️
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> Eminoa IDK LOL sorry
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What happend ?
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im proud of you :)
🌻ｓｕｎｆｌｏｗｅｒ🌻 left a comment!
I apologize to everyone for my previous nonsensical posts. I am a teenager, a bitter weirdo with sudden mood swings. My life doesn't suck , I have a mother who loves me and good friends in real life and online. I feel very ashamed for everything I have said and had said, it was not my intention to try to make you all feel uncomfortable.
My impulsiveness is a lot, I do things without thinking, probably avoid reading posts when I'm sad or angry.
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> Austara Lynn Thank you! ❤️
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> Eminoa IDK LOL sorry
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What happend ?
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im proud of you :)
🌻ｓｕｎｆｌｏｗｅｒ🌻 left a comment!
I apologize to everyone for my previous nonsensical posts. I am a teenager, a bitter weirdo with sudden mood swings. My life doesn't suck , I have a mother who loves me and good friends in real life and online. I feel very ashamed for everything I have said and had said, it was not my intention to try to make you all feel uncomfortable.
My impulsiveness is a lot, I do things without thinking, probably avoid reading posts when I'm sad or angry.
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> Austara Lynn Thank you! ❤️
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> Eminoa IDK LOL sorry
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What happend ?
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im proud of you :)
I apologize to everyone for my previous nonsensical posts. I am a teenager, a bitter weirdo with sudden mood swings. My life doesn't suck , I have a mother who loves me and good friends in real life and online. I feel very ashamed for everything I have said and had said, it was not my intention to try to make you all feel uncomfortable.
My impulsiveness is a lot, I do things without thinking, probably avoid reading posts when I'm sad or angry.
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> Austara Lynn Thank you! ❤️
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> Eminoa IDK LOL sorry
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What happend ?
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im proud of you :)
Almost done!!
Today was a nice day!!
I'm going to draw something in this phone. I hope i can finish it !!
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Many are probably unaware of this but i finally got to talk to a teacher about my current situation because I have been constantly getting tired and having to deal with freaking anxiety and that because of that I have been having emotional slumps. I was finally able to do so and I also explained to him about why I don't progress like the other kids in my school because of my possible undiagnosed ADHD he quoted me and my mom on Tuesday and really from that moment I cried for joy because e thought I was going to be another teenager repressed by society's ignorance again but not this time 😭😭. Another thing I wanted to talk about is that a friend told me that she felt sad because one of her friends calls her ugly but she thinks she doesn't mean it as a joke. I told her that this was psychological damage and that she should stay away from them, she said no and I respect her decision, everyone has a different point of view, she decided to stay there for fear of feeling lonely and I understand her because during these 3 years of pandemic I have suffered loneliness (and I am not the only one) because of the pandemic but I decided not to focus on making friends or others liking me, I have friends but few and with that I am satisfied, I am just trying to focus on my studies which I feel I am doing well. After that talk she told me something that I will never forget, she was a victim of sexual abuse during the vacations in December. When I heard that I was shocked I didn't know how to react I just asked her if she had told anyone she trusted which she answered no and that made me really sad because she is another girl who is afraid of being judged or that no one would believe her. So much so that since I got home I cried, cried and started to reflect because I am fortunate not to live experiences like that despite having lived traumas and that I considered myself a shitty person that empathy never left me. I could barely give her a hug although I feel it was not enough, I want to try to convince her to tell someone she trusts because she is a person like me who has feelings like us and I do not want her to keep quiet.
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I really don't know what to do in situations like this.
hate how this is litteraly me- i gave up on being friends tbh- i have to keep changing myself just for someone to talk to me, But im always here if you need anything or wanna talk. Im sure other people on here will do so also.