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An anon told me true love is rare and lust reigns supreme in the world today.
Maybe that’s why it never works, because I’m looking for something nearly extinct.
It may never have been me.
It may have been them.
The character Beatrice...
...she represents what I believed the spirit and personality of women and romance most commonly was. You know, proud of who they are. Loving and accepting others for who they are. Putting themselves out there to help and love others.
And me.
But now...
Maybe I was wrong.
Maybe that’s a ridiculous idea.
Maybe true love nowadays doesn’t come from a woman’s heart, but from her eyes.
And if men don’t satisfy the eyes, then they will never reach.
Beatrice doesn’t exist.
And she doesn’t exist because that personality is dying.
Less and less of them are who I’m looking for.
Until eventually all that’s left is physical touch and sexual pleasure.
Maybe we’re all doomed.
Doomed to a society of “perfect bodies” and “lengthy libidos” and “bed warming.”
True love may be dying.
Worse, it may be already dead.
Which is why...
I don’t see a place for me anymore.
I don’t have anything sexually pleasing about my body.
Nothing I know about, anyway.
Hmm.
Why did I create this plump-bodied, lovable, blonde character in my mind?
Oh, right.
It was to put out what I hoped society had in store for me.
How foolish of me to look at it like that!
I should’ve known no simple drawing could change views on what true love means.
I remember the day I first got on MediBang.
I remember my old profile.
My first drawing was Beatrice.
What I hoped would be the good and the lighting force.
But you can’t light a lantern with a flashlight.
Now it’s all coming together.
It was never that I wasn’t good enough.
It was that they never shared the same meaning of “love”.
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I can’t thank you enough.
You’re all so supportive
And so kind
And so sweet
It makes me want to cry
You are the only people I know that would’ve comforted me like that.
Thanks
So
Much.
1. My thanks
2. My new attitude towards my environment
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光
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Idk why but I walk up the stairs on four feet
What is wrong with me
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Sooooooo I got half my toenail ripped off so that’s great! It bled for a while and I also have the possibility of having half a toenail for the rest of my life. Hehehe help me!!!! I tried to show my mom to ask if it was bad but she didn’t wanna look so I just slapped a bandaid on it. WANNA PICTURE???
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I used to be excited for school.
Pumped.
My senior year.
But
Somehow
Someway
Word got out
I don’t know how the crap
But it did
And it was
“Jeff has an imaginary girlfriend!”
And everyone.
EVERYONE.
Has TOTALLY changed EVERYTHING about the way they treat me.
Now they treat me like some SPED kid.
Like I need mental help.
They CONSTANTLY reference Beatrice 24/7 like it’s an inside joke.
I know what your thinking.
“Go tell your teachers!”
Well.
I would...
...if they weren’t laughing about it too.
The only people
Who don’t judge
Are my group of IRL friends (like five not a lot)
And my crush, Maddie.
So
Maybe I’m not so excited after all.
Especially since
My
PARENTS
Know who Beatrice is now.
They weren’t even mad.
They just laughed.
And laughed.
For a long, long time.
I’m scared.
I’m scared I ruined my life.
I’m scared I’m going to end up the guy who had an imaginary girlfriend in high school.
I’m scared I will never be able to forget it.
I’m scared...
And it’s too late to fix it...
Heh
Pathetic isn’t it?
I talk about solving people’s problems, and I can’t even solve my own, let alone theirs.
It’s like I don’t even know myself.
Even though
I know myself all too well.
Which is why I keep so many secrets from my family.
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I just really like this :3
I’m also listening to Marshall and Prince Gumball, I’m my own problem duet :’D
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Featuring Markiplier
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=0OTa0rpK85U
I’ll warn you
The last one is super awful and disgusting
And some are...
Concerning
But most are the best humor
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I have Sincerely Me stuck in my head bc of a Camp Camp animatic :’D
...
Because all that it takes is a little..
*Kicks down the door*
RE IN VEN TION
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Now im cleaning it cause i just feel like having too many friends is overwhelming me really so i thought im just going to fuckin clean it cause why not, Also if you still want to be on my friends list just say "me" so i know i can keep you, but dont come complaining to me "why did you unfriend me!?" cause all im going to say is, read this topic and move on, thats all
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Detroit
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stucky doodle drawing thing
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HAPPY BDAY SEBBY
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2 MORE!!
I’m tired, sad, and sick btw :’D
Well no one cares so bye now
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When you really wanna die, but if you do, your teachers won’t give a fuck and fail you anyways....
Hehe sorry... just really worried about school cause it starts tomorrow. Normally I wouldn’t because I always had at least one friend to go through it with. This friendwas always there for me and they supported me and defended me. However that friend is going to a different school which means I have no one. Oh and have I mentioned how asocial I am? Yeah that’s gonna be a problem. Not only am I bad at making friends, but I don’t have anyone at all. And I need that. I need that extra layer of protection. Without that, I’m not sure I’ll make it out alive. You may say I’m over reacting, but trust me when I say I’m not. I’m sorry for my rambling.
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https://youtu.be/x0aHzDWAgbE
Connor is the son of hank ftw
Think about it
He's younger than Alice
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I've drawn my fursona a lot and each time I am not often pleased with the drawing but THIS ONE is just :'000 I'm not one to often really like my art??? B u t this is? Afghvjjjj
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Fire adopts! (fucking finally-)
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I drew some stuff in the past 30 minutes
1. Bad attempt at a furry (how do y’all draw that stuff?)
2. A sketch that looked great in the beginning, but really bad now that I’m done ;w; anyone else have that problem?
3. I didn’t make this but it’s really nice and I love the aesthetic aaaaa (*´꒳`*)
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Eh
I tried
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i couldn't resist
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I'm not trying to brag....Im just super excited.
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I'VE BEEN ASKING FOR A POPSOCKET FOR A YEAR XDD Anddd itss alsoooo Hamilton sooo YUSSSS
My parents and grandma actually listen to my stupid ramblings xD
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I need some inspiration and I haven’t drawn in my notebook for a while.
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I did it
And got a anxiety attack while They did it...
I mean
I'm glad I did it today
Buttt that alcohol is gonnna burnnnn ;;-;;
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But later I'll post a small haul on what My parents got me aka 2 shirts cause I own too much black xD
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oh b oy
I’m going to open house for my school on Saturday
h hhhh hH h hhh
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So i have this friend/acquaintance on Discord that ive been talking with since the 21st, but rn i feel like im not interesting enough? Idk how to explain it, but idk how to make conversations and stuff, and when i do, they only last a couple messages and then there's just a long pause. If anyone has advice on how to start good conversations and stuff like that, i would love that very much. thx
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I won't be on alot tomorrow causcause well IF U REALLY know me..U will know whyy
Anywhoo
I'm getting my ears pierced >->
After being scarred for life at church...
Thanks to my friend McKenna's ear bleeding in the middle of sunday school...causing me to not want too but Tomorrow is very special soo..WHY NOT??