Another vent but there's no Impostor
2: I don't want people thinking I'm trying to start drama like someone said when I posted my vent art for when someone on Brawl Stars fat-shamed me in front of the whole Club. *Cough* Wolf! *Cough* I'm too afraid to vent in general sometimes because I'm worried Wolf or someone else will keep being insensitive and say that I'm only starting drama.
I can't do this anymore! All of this is too much for me to process at one time and with trying to care for Grandma and myself, I've been trying to find that balance but sometimes, I just can't seem to. I miss my friends, I miss being stress-free, I miss things being normal, I miss doing the things I used to enjoy doing. I didn't give up on them intentionally this time, though. It just happened. I don't know how much longer I'm going to have to keep living like this but I don't feel like I'm strong enough to keep going. (I'm not feeling suicidal, btw. I just mean that I don't know how much more stress I can take before I have an emotional breakdown.) I hate how I feel like I'm neglecting myself just so I can care for Grandma. I know I've given you all advice saying to make sure that you take care of yourself so you can keep caring for others but I wish it were easier for me to do that myself, especially now. Sorry that this is so long. I just have a lot to get off my chest. If you made it this far, thanks for bearing with me.