`•*°○.honey lemon

aAhhAHh
so my sister was diagnosed with anxiety and depression
but that's besides the point.

I can't take this.
GOD IT HURTS.
I can't do anything anymore. I can't keep pretending when I'm supposed to be mature when I'm a CHILD
:") so many fucking people want me to be a great "GIRL"
their "SMART GIRL"
HHHBHHHMFKRLEELE
I'm tired of this

I've done so many horruble things
now I'm scared
she said shes gonna kill herself
please no
please help

she won't

they won't leave me alone
why won't the voices go away?
"PATHETIC"
"NOW HE'S UPSET"
"HE'S GOING TO HURT HIMSELF"
"IT'S YOUR FAULT HE'S GOING TO DIE"
"SHE'S RIGHT. YOU'RE GREEDY SELFISH PATHETIC AND SO HORRIBLE"
"DIE"

"it's okay.."
"I promise it'll be okay"
leave me alone leave me alone
LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE NO
"it'll be okay please calm down you're good :("

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> `•*°○.honey lemon We can say to many things, be stronger and when she needs, support her. It's your sister after all, the friends can leave and sometimes no the all family can support...
> AtenaScarlet she has so many friends and my family to support her, while.. I'm just her stupid brother. she said she didn't like me and she hated me more than anyone. she won't speak to me unless its forced.
> `•*°○.honey lemon Talk to her, i know will be hard, and maybe still fading, but she needs someone, she need to know every day that she have someone for her :/ that's the best way
> AtenaScarlet I do love her, but it just keeps fading. I don't know how to stop it.

`•*°○.honey lemon 6 years ago

00f

my fingers hurt
my hands hurt
my legs hurt
my body hurts

why does it hurt im confused?? why can't I get better??? when will this end??? will it ever even end?? please just find out I don't know what to do

nyes anxiety and unknown reasons???

> alien° it is jj I'm on another account o3o
> Melonman is back! :33
> `•*°○.honey lemon lol :))
> Melonman is back! pvp thanks mum

`•*°○.honey lemon 6 years ago

nyes

hullo
it's almost 1
like 9 minutes away
anyways
hiii
I'm busy trying to animate but I'm going to bed 👁👄👁
here it isss
oof
it's gnna be timed better and go to "She's so nice"
sorry it seems like a damn vent >:0
that's what happens when I draw

oof so I never said anything but a bOy brought a bb gun to school and aimed it at a kiddo like 1 or 2 months agooo and got suspended and now he is back o3o so my anxiety has gone crAzY and yee
we are not frI ends and do not get along. he's racist (w0mp I'm white he's Navajo ((like my entire fucking class)) sOo) and calls me fat ~n~
the schoold said theyd keep and eye on him when they cant even take care of a kid calling someone names >:/ so what do you expect them to do? N O T H I N G
anyways I'm gonna cut my hair soon because I've been begging like a baby ovo so yEy
and I can't jelp but remember that every time I vent my sister says I'm selfish, greedy, fake, etc... Yay my family loves me :"""3

okay goodnight p3p

> Melonman is back! yee lol
> `•*°○.honey lemon dang :( sucks oh well shes missing out on it :) <3
> Melonman is back! to conclude it: she never texted me ;v;
> `•*°○.honey lemon i sees

`•*°○.honey lemon 6 years ago

♡bye my love

oop
welll jk
im going on hiatus
art will be in illustrations
♡ bye
hope everyone feels good
or has a good day

> Melonman is back! yEe
> °*.•^~> °*.•^~ ayayayyayayay
> Melonman is back! ill still me texting and looking it posts~ ^3^
> °*.•^~> °*.•^~ ^3^

`•*°○.honey lemon 6 years ago

o o f

:'""""""")
I passed outfor 40 minutes
and
it wasn't great

> °*.•^~ coolio
> Melonman is back! lol.lucky me im home in utahh
> °*.•^~> °*.•^~> °*.•^~ dAng
> Melonman is back! i dont want to walk from arizona to utah

`•*°○.honey lemon 6 years ago

00f

I got 5 tacos
I vored 4 of them
OWO

> SpaceAlien owo oh
> 보풀 *takes out flame thrower* Look its vintage
@Anon *nomnomnomnom* hIssS
> SpaceAlien >:v fight mE

`•*°○.honey lemon 6 years ago

<:3

I've been feeling a bit happier
but I'm upset that it's so hot
~n~ Arizona sucks sometimes..
w a a a a a

qwq I need a new sketchbook because I'm running out of pages
w h e e z e
I've had no drawing ideasssss
I finished my fursona's ref sheet tho
so enjoy that

> Sphynia-Cat yeah, it'd be chill (and happy). thanks ^^
Would you be chill if someone ever drew u some fanart (also I really like your style?)) its very charming and I like the colours
> Hue-Child I should probably start doing that, although I stopped because everything I drew would rip.
@Anon yee I can't finish anything this is my first ref in like a year or two

`•*°○.honey lemon 6 years ago

hammy hamster

I really want one qwq
I want to get one and name it mr.gilbs
no but actually I want to get one
i have name ideas ~n~
sorta...
;n;

i have 2 cats and 2 dogs but they wouldn't even hurt a fly
kindaaa I guess

;v; I'm not sure I just really want one
icould name it hAmIltoN

hehe

-jj

> Melonman is back! lol ,eey
> °*.•^~ yee, lol
> Melonman is back! :0 a birb!
but i have a bird :'>

`•*°○.honey lemon 6 years ago

;))) yes good

mMm

if you wanna draw Me

use dis dude (agender)

the body is just the color of the head (face not ears or eyebrows)

> Creektehgato ah thanks ^^
aw this is absolutely adorable
> Melonman is back! coolio dudo
> 보풀 Yup lolol, i'll finish it later 2night :^)

`•*°○.honey lemon 6 years ago

W H E E Z E

I'm okay ;)

I think

I'm gonna cut my hair sometime ://///
it's so damn thick how is that even gonna work

hAh I'll update sometime
I'll say when the deed is done

now I gotta go eat some fucking

C U R R Y

> 보풀 It was gross Bowl xD cause it was soggy by the time I ate the bread
> Hue-Child oOooh
I ate potato soup in a bread bowl 0w0
> Child :"3 thank you yesh I must

`•*°○.honey lemon 6 years ago

feel until you cant

feeeeelinggg
until you cant

: )
then I won't have this stupid feeling

`•*°○.honey lemon 6 years ago

I sure do love

how you won't admit to anything
you don't want to
you aren't bothering to get help ypu just want to feel bad
it's a competetion huh?
who has a worse life?

you always have to be on top

dont you?

I know how it feel that...

`•*°○.honey lemon 6 years ago

: )

parasiteparisiteparisiticdisgustingworthlessnogoodshittyBUG
youresosickeningwhydontyoudie
diedieDIeDIEDIEDIEDIEDIEDINDIE

youfuckingparasiticbuggokillyourself
godyouresoannoyin
fuckyoufuckyou
fuckyoufuckyou
fuckyoufuckyou

hahahahahaa

to
J a m i e 👁👄👁

No one is trash, if you breath, you have value.
@Anon why? there shouldn't be anything to worry about I'm trash which isnt important
@Anon this is not to anyone it's to me. don't misunderstand if that's what youre thinking : )
@Anon : )

`•*°○.honey lemon 6 years ago

if anyone cares read

I'll post my vents in my illustrations
have fun looking there

-tRAsHtRaNs

> Melonman is back! nyes
> 보풀 ok lol
> Melonman is back! Mk latest post :"3
> 보풀 ok lolol

`•*°○.honey lemon 6 years ago

meow meow meow meow

meow
I miss my cats
Arizona is hot
but I wear black pants and sweaters anyways
:"3i don't want to show my lEgs
but I wanna swim
so f I c k le b e r r y

@Anon you lucky little bench >:0

`•*°○.honey lemon 6 years ago

Bust Requests?

I'm gonna do 2..
if anyone is interested
;v;they might be sketches who knows

ahahahh

> AtenaScarlet oki doki 👌
I want one! Just let me finish the redesign of my Oc xD
just send a link to da oc or whatever

`•*°○.honey lemon 6 years ago

:") I hate socializing

anxietyanxietyanxiety
I'm self concious now
:"3 my fat fucking legs
it's useless complain I can't change my damn stupid body
weighed myself
disappointment rushed over me
couldn't breathe
womp
okay bye

> Vividncity> Vividncity maybe the second one, i don't remember, lol
> Melonman is back! Lmao. I'm an angry person when it comes to stuff like this. Looking back I think I overreacted. :d Is this about my first comment or the comment about not being raised right?
> Melonman is back! heh
> Vividncity lol, me *flashback* *yells to brother* YOU SEE, NOW YOU HAVE TO WARM UP THE PIZZA MACHINE AGAIN!

`•*°○.honey lemon 6 years ago

*snorts glitter*

REEEEEE
I CUT MY LEGGGS
R E E E E E E E E E E EE
:'"""")
IT A DEEP
womp
Im oka
I think
don worry

> Melonman is back! y e e
> plant Y a Y
> Melonman is back! yes we may *lick lick*
*lick ur face* sry not in a weird way i need god can we B frendos again :'^)?

`•*°○.honey lemon 6 years ago

;)

starting new
can I be c u t e ?
let's seeee ;;;))))

> Vividncity r a w r mew
> Hue-Child Mewrow :3
> plant Merow :^)
@anon mrow :3

`•*°○.honey lemon

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