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☆ i almost fucking died today.. ☆

smol story time on something that happened during school (there's some austlie in it):
so today during our break time, my friend had a cracker in her hand. im that type of person who likes to mess around and snatch it from her hand with my mouth. well when I was eating it, my friend said something hilarious and I started laughing. I laughed so hard I fell down. then my head hit the back of a locker and the cracker got stuck in my throat. I was choking. I couldn't breathe. at all. I was gasping for air but couldn't. then with the VERY LITTLE breath I had I said to my friends and austin,"i'm...choking..i cant..fucking breathe!" they first thought I was joking but then austin realized me gasping for air, getting lightheaded, and falling down from getting close to passing out. austin yelled at them,"GUYS SHE'S NOT FUCKING JOKING-" then he grabbed me and held me tight close to him. he said PANICKING to one of my friends,"GO! GO TO MY BACKPACK AND GET MY WATER! HURRY! PLEASE!" my friend went to get it and when she came back I refused to drink it. my vision was getting black. again, with the little breath I had I said to austin,"i'd..rather die.." and austin yelled,"KYLIE NO! IF YOU LOVE ME YOU'LL DRINK THE WATER. I NEED YOU." so I drank the water. it helped. but then I started shaking. I was having a panic attack. he hugged me tighter and kept whispering,"it's okay.." "you're okay.." "calm down.." "i'm right here to help you..it'll be okay.."and then ever since..I've had this sharp pain in my chest and I feel really weak..

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☆ i almost fucking died today.. ☆

smol story time on something that happened during school (there's some austlie in it):
so today during our break time, my friend had a cracker in her hand. im that type of person who likes to mess around and snatch it from her hand with my mouth. well when I was eating it, my friend said something hilarious and I started laughing. I laughed so hard I fell down. then my head hit the back of a locker and the cracker got stuck in my throat. I was choking. I couldn't breathe. at all. I was gasping for air but couldn't. then with the VERY LITTLE breath I had I said to my friends and austin,"i'm...choking..i cant..fucking breathe!" they first thought I was joking but then austin realized me gasping for air, getting lightheaded, and falling down from getting close to passing out. austin yelled at them,"GUYS SHE'S NOT FUCKING JOKING-" then he grabbed me and held me tight close to him. he said PANICKING to one of my friends,"GO! GO TO MY BACKPACK AND GET MY WATER! HURRY! PLEASE!" my friend went to get it and when she came back I refused to drink it. my vision was getting black. again, with the little breath I had I said to austin,"i'd..rather die.." and austin yelled,"KYLIE NO! IF YOU LOVE ME YOU'LL DRINK THE WATER. I NEED YOU." so I drank the water. it helped. but then I started shaking. I was having a panic attack. he hugged me tighter and kept whispering,"it's okay.." "you're okay.." "calm down.." "i'm right here to help you..it'll be okay.."and then ever since..I've had this sharp pain in my chest and I feel really weak..

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shoelace left a comment!

☆ i almost fucking died today.. ☆

smol story time on something that happened during school (there's some austlie in it):
so today during our break time, my friend had a cracker in her hand. im that type of person who likes to mess around and snatch it from her hand with my mouth. well when I was eating it, my friend said something hilarious and I started laughing. I laughed so hard I fell down. then my head hit the back of a locker and the cracker got stuck in my throat. I was choking. I couldn't breathe. at all. I was gasping for air but couldn't. then with the VERY LITTLE breath I had I said to my friends and austin,"i'm...choking..i cant..fucking breathe!" they first thought I was joking but then austin realized me gasping for air, getting lightheaded, and falling down from getting close to passing out. austin yelled at them,"GUYS SHE'S NOT FUCKING JOKING-" then he grabbed me and held me tight close to him. he said PANICKING to one of my friends,"GO! GO TO MY BACKPACK AND GET MY WATER! HURRY! PLEASE!" my friend went to get it and when she came back I refused to drink it. my vision was getting black. again, with the little breath I had I said to austin,"i'd..rather die.." and austin yelled,"KYLIE NO! IF YOU LOVE ME YOU'LL DRINK THE WATER. I NEED YOU." so I drank the water. it helped. but then I started shaking. I was having a panic attack. he hugged me tighter and kept whispering,"it's okay.." "you're okay.." "calm down.." "i'm right here to help you..it'll be okay.."and then ever since..I've had this sharp pain in my chest and I feel really weak..

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Hey guys.

So uhh, I might be taking a small break from drawing, which I've been doing frequently (though I haven't published any of them hhh). I've been going through a lot, having my own problems and seeing everyone else's lately. I also have to keep these problems and feelings bottled up since if I tell my family or anyone else, people will probably think I'm faking it all and just doing it for attention, plus I have nobody to talk to about it. And every time I try doing vent art or something, I think it looks horrible and I beat myself up over it. So, yeah, I'll stop rambling on about my personal problems...

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