so um..apparently austin is flirting with other girls and walking alone with them..but idk if that’s true..what if my friend’s lying to me again?? i knew I was never good enough. i knew he never loved me. my friend keeps saying it’s a girl that I clearly told him to not hang out with cuz I cannot trust her with him. idk if she’s lying. austin told me not to listen to her. there is some evidence though that she is lying. like he cussed her out and kept saying,”you better not fucking ruin my relationship,” “don’t you dare fucking message my girlfriend anymore” but idk. what if he doesn’t want her to message me cuz all the stuff she’s saying is true? what if he only cares about how long our relationship is? guys..I don’t know what to do..I’m freaking out..it’s been a few rough days lately already cuz of anxiety and depression. I’ve been loosing sleep, skipping meals, etc..