I think I should end my one and only internet friendship lol. I've known a friend for a year and the worst thing is that she found out I had an account on Medibang 💀🚶😀😹 and even worse is that she follows me but from her computer and I think she has no use for it now so I doubt she can read this. It was a beautiful friendship but now I feel like I messed it up and it's all my fault🚶 I want to get it over with once and for all and it's not that I get like this just because she doesn't answer my messages she literally changed me for someone else but I think her new friend is better than me and she deserves someone much better than me after I got her hopes up that I was a man online until she realized the truth and from there many things changed but still she forgave me. I don't deserve a friendship like that, no way, I want to get away as soon as possible from long distance friendships because in these two years of pandemic they have made me install discord and end up being a victim of cyberbullying at the end of November last year 🚶. I hurt her a lot at the end of last year and I can't forgive myself, I don't want to go on living with this guilt forever even though she will probably tell me otherwise. And if she probably reads this I want you to know that you have been one of my best long distance friends and even though it's ridiculous to have long distance friendships you were someone very important even though sometimes I don't know how to show my feelings or the nice things I felt about our friendship now that I messed it up nothing will ever be the same. I want to apologise to you because I don't have anyone to tell my problems to 🚶 anyway this situation is so ridiculous and stupid that I'm even starting to feel sorry for myself hahaha 😂😺