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why havent i done it yet
why havent i ended things
im so ready
and so is every1 else
every1 wants the same thing
so why havent i fucking done it
i think abt it almost all the time
but i just cant get myself 2 do it
eveyrthing would be sm better

and ik ppl say "its a permanent solution 4 temporary problems" but i dont think this is temporary
i dont think this will ever end
everything, all of this shit, will always be w/ me
i cant stop that, i cant make it go away
the only way is just ended it like ive told myself millions of times
ill never feel better so why even bother trying 2
why try 2 get help when it wont change anything
it's so fucking pointless
all of this is pointless
its the only way and i rlly shouldve done it sooner
i just wish i could
this is all so fucking awful and horrible
either everything is 2 much or not enough
i have nobody and when i actually do have sum1 they always fucking leave like the rest of them
but i cant blame them
they arent the 1s 2 blame for all of this