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i just don't know what to do, i feel like such a burden. No. i AM a burden. life is a gift and i am very undeserving of it. I don't deserve anything good. Im just a good for nothing, annoying teen, who thinks that life is all puppies and rainbows and they fail to fucking acknowledge that they are annoying everyone, unhappy, and just making everyone pissed off. I just don't know what to do. Every thought i’ve had lately makes me feel worse and worse. But there all so true. I usually just try to watch tv or play music and always keep the volume up loud so i cant hear my thoughts. But lately they all are all just too true not to listen too. I feel like i cant do anything without my brain telling me how useless i am, or how i don't deserve to be alive, or how everyone would be happier if i just harm myself.