oh I hate my fucking dad oh I hate him I hate him when he is drunk 5/19/23 today this night I was just gonna use the bathroom while my dad was outside and suddenly he gonna open the gate but he can't he is calling my name all over and over again and I was saying I'm in the bathroom but he didn't hear it so he keep calling and calling my name he suddenly rage and open the gate aggressively he shout at me while I was in the bathroom he hit the bathroom door while I was there I got scared and he just go outside locking the gate aggressively I wanna cry and punch myself I wanna kill myself I can't take this anymore I want him to be not like this:(