So I just read zeros vent topic and I feel so bad and yet it reminded me a lot of myself i read the comments and all I said was just like “damn I wish such close and good friends like these” but I don’t bc I’m a weird loser who doesn’t deserve shit in fact I don’t deserve to be alive I don’t need therapy right my mom isn’t right? pls say she isn’t I don’t want to go to therapy bc I’m not normal bc I don’t have friends GOD FUCKING DAMN IT I HATE MYSELF why can’t I be cool and popular why can’t people just care why can’t people like me why people look up to me why can’t people say NICE things abt me and not talk all this bullshit I want to hurt myself until I can’t anymore if I could I would scream at my face saying “be better be perfect be pretty do something tht would make people love you” i care so much abt what people think abt me so when I leave the house when they look at me I want them to think “wow she’s so cool and perfect” I’m so boring I’m so ugly I’m so stupid I don’t even take care of myself I get comfortable easily so when a friend of mine betrays me I feel just so ugh my mom thinks I’m a worthless talentless waste of money and space I’m nothing without my friends and I’m ashamed of it people say I have my friends and family to be here for me and comfort me but my family MY ENTIRE FAMILY HATES ME and my friends I..I literally don’t have any idk why don’t want to be friends with me


I want to d1e