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damn if your reading all the way down here then your an icon lmao

just a small little rant/vent

also tw for $elf h@rm and su!c!de mentions

i'm already pushing my online friends away and that's pretty sad
i was at my brother's baseball game and then i suddenly got really scared that i was going to lose my friends, especially bella
and so then i didn't respond to her when i knew damn well that i could've
and i met her what, 2-3 weeks ago? and i'm already just telling myself that i should push her away
and i have no clue why i my mind is telling me that and it isn't what i want to do at all because i just want to be friends with bella forever and i don't think i would be alive if i didn't have bella
so now i'm just stressed out about that
and then the guy that i like is dating someone else, and yet still making eye contact and small conversations with me
and bella just really drew the short straw with the friends that she got, she got the friend who needs to vent all the time, has really bad su!c!de and $elf h@rm thoughts, has really bad anxiety
and i constantly need reassurance and validation
there is just way too much going on right now

okay well thanks for reading that
i've gtg to social studies now so we'll see how that goes