i know how many times ive said im sorry over the past... how many years? 5?
But i now know how to control myself. 5 years ago, i was put on a medicine that was the worst possible medication for my body. it made my mental health worse and worse and i did a lot of things that weren't okay. and im so, so fucking sorry that i was this way.
it was caught by the doctor and im now on the right medicine. i could start posting again.
again, especially for Lei and Luz and Jean, im sorry. im not asking for forgiveness