Hey this is gonna be long, but it’s important so if you are a friend (or at least follower) please read

I’ve been gone for a while and no one is wondering why or missing why but I’m going to explain anyways others I’d be guilty. I’ve always been a coward in this sense; always running when I think it’s not enough or when I’m sad. I wanted to disappear so badly again, but I met so many people on here I love and deleting the people that mean so much to me would put too much guilt on me. I left and sat out, just watching, but no one said anything, so no matter how bad I felt I stayed away. It finally collapsed on me recently; I realized it’s been WAAAAYYY too long and I started to miss everyone. So here I am and I want to say
Thank you to all the people that have been with me from the start, and before this place. Thank you so much to people who no matter how heavy it felt, stayed because I realize you all mean too much to me. I was looking at all the people who left us, and I got sad because I realize I also left, and even though no one missed me, I still felt bad now here I am. So thank you for never leaving or giving up hope, and deciding to to stay and support us, and me. I really appreciate it. Really. Even if you think no one is there, we will miss and love you.
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~ Golden