Goodbye
Warning: huge vent, if you don’t want this move along with life. It’s just my stupid life story, chances are you wouldn’t care.
I’m a scumbag. I know this. I tried to change to a nice person, no one cared. No one saw hope. My friends. My family. I feel only the outside cat, Mow Mow, felt my pain. I was an angry young kid, I hated the world. My mom left at a young age, and my dad was currently in jail. At this age of about 5-7, I was that one anger issues kid. I flipped tables, threw chairs. I had no friends as per usual. My first thanks is to my counselor. They were more than that, they were a true friend, they would even see me out of counseling hours. After we moved, I wasn’t as angry. I thank her for this, despite at the time being sad for having to leave. I grew older and was bullied. We moved schools, and I met a fellow scumbag, Jason. He knew the same things I did, the worst in life. I’ll skip forward in time, since you don’t want to hear my stupid life. I eventually didn’t want Jason as a friend, even though I was toxic, he grew to a new level of toxicity. I was lonely for the next year or so, since we moved again. All I had was Seth, a good friend of mine. I meant amazing person, I will not specify there name, I want no hate to them. They made me want to change in a good way, and I did. I was in there friend group, I met so many awesome people. But know one wants to stay with me for long. I’m a horrible stupid scumbag who can’t even keep a friendship when he’s friendly. I was ghosted, given no reason. I went back on Medibang to see what was goin on here, and there were so many amazing creators.
-Bean: I am sorry that I’m a scumbag. I never did finish your request, and yet you were so nice. I’m sorry that I failed yet another person, you.
-Midnight: What I considered my best friend, you are brilliant. You were awesome, and despite me wanting to be nice now, I felt like I could be my normal jokey self around. Not super nice, not a scumbag, just me. You are amazing, and you’ll get far in life. I would say reach for this stars, but you are bigger than them. Goodbye, my only best friend
-Tophat: My first interaction on this sight, it was nice, but after that interaction I felt like I was just... there. Your art is amazing, but I guess i wasn’t a good enough friend to enable you to interact with me a bit more like the others.
-Snow: One of the best. You are just... Words can’t describe. I hope luck smiles upon you, and that you enjoy yourself.
-Icy: You’re just awesome, and I know you’ll grow into someone amazing. Plain Fact.
If I missed anyone I’m sorry, a retarded asshole like me can’t think straight.
I tried being nice, i lost friends. I tried being “normal”, I lost friends. I tried being happy. No one.
I have so much more to say, so much people to thank. But I don’t deserve the joy of getting everything off my chest.
Maybe I’ll come back in the far future. Maybe it’s just a month long phase.
Who knows, I understand if you unfollow or friend me. I tried being there for everyone, and I usually was.
But no one has been here for me.
My mom, my friends, not even myself.
Goodbye all the good people, and may good karma come your way, because I know it won’t for me.
I’m a scumbag. I know this. I tried to change to a nice person, no one cared. No one saw hope. My friends. My family. I feel only the outside cat, Mow Mow, felt my pain. I was an angry young kid, I hated the world. My mom left at a young age, and my dad was currently in jail. At this age of about 5-7, I was that one anger issues kid. I flipped tables, threw chairs. I had no friends as per usual. My first thanks is to my counselor. They were more than that, they were a true friend, they would even see me out of counseling hours. After we moved, I wasn’t as angry. I thank her for this, despite at the time being sad for having to leave. I grew older and was bullied. We moved schools, and I met a fellow scumbag, Jason. He knew the same things I did, the worst in life. I’ll skip forward in time, since you don’t want to hear my stupid life. I eventually didn’t want Jason as a friend, even though I was toxic, he grew to a new level of toxicity. I was lonely for the next year or so, since we moved again. All I had was Seth, a good friend of mine. I meant amazing person, I will not specify there name, I want no hate to them. They made me want to change in a good way, and I did. I was in there friend group, I met so many awesome people. But know one wants to stay with me for long. I’m a horrible stupid scumbag who can’t even keep a friendship when he’s friendly. I was ghosted, given no reason. I went back on Medibang to see what was goin on here, and there were so many amazing creators.
-Bean: I am sorry that I’m a scumbag. I never did finish your request, and yet you were so nice. I’m sorry that I failed yet another person, you.
-Midnight: What I considered my best friend, you are brilliant. You were awesome, and despite me wanting to be nice now, I felt like I could be my normal jokey self around. Not super nice, not a scumbag, just me. You are amazing, and you’ll get far in life. I would say reach for this stars, but you are bigger than them. Goodbye, my only best friend
-Tophat: My first interaction on this sight, it was nice, but after that interaction I felt like I was just... there. Your art is amazing, but I guess i wasn’t a good enough friend to enable you to interact with me a bit more like the others.
-Snow: One of the best. You are just... Words can’t describe. I hope luck smiles upon you, and that you enjoy yourself.
-Icy: You’re just awesome, and I know you’ll grow into someone amazing. Plain Fact.
If I missed anyone I’m sorry, a retarded asshole like me can’t think straight.
I tried being nice, i lost friends. I tried being “normal”, I lost friends. I tried being happy. No one.
I have so much more to say, so much people to thank. But I don’t deserve the joy of getting everything off my chest.
Maybe I’ll come back in the far future. Maybe it’s just a month long phase.
Who knows, I understand if you unfollow or friend me. I tried being there for everyone, and I usually was.
But no one has been here for me.
My mom, my friends, not even myself.
Goodbye all the good people, and may good karma come your way, because I know it won’t for me.
