lemme just take a guess

- all attention is on us
- we are being told what to draw, which initiates stress and tears because we are all insecure lil shits. no, im not exaggerating
- everyone else has confidence in their art because they never draw and havent set a high expectation but we do, leading to it taking a while as we are set high expectations by everyone else, not just ourselves

but thats just a guess, idk /s