Im asexual demiromantic right?
So who am i attracted to in the end?
I dont freaking know-
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way too much
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physics for lifeeee
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i was active in 2020-2021 lol
So im grounded from my phone AGAIN
But the reason for that is kinda funny (and stupid): my parents grounded me from my devices because MY EYES ARE A LITTLE BIT WATERY
like what-
i will still be on my phone tommorow
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> Łøńg-łęg-łüž Ty ty
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> Ice *pat pat* hopefully u get it back soon enough :3
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> Łøńg-łęg-łüž Oof- Yeah it does
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Hehe I got my phone taken away for two week because I didn’t want to watch a movie *wheeze* But! That sucks qwq
"Ranboo ate my"
I got Ranboo ate my contest-
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> RainbowRealities Thats kinda mean tho
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Ranboo ate my cat :/
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> ꧁_ OH NO
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Ranboo ate my FrIeNd Oh SHIT-
(to those who dont know, i am trying to learn how to play fallen down on piano)
Oof now i gotta learn the harder part
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U n U
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> Ice * hugs*
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> Lil yes U-U
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gasp- U play piano too-
Ny sister was playing gacha and asked me what does relaxoshnip (thats how she pronounced it) mean and i didnt understand what shes saying at all and only a few minutes later i realised that she means relashionship lol XD
Btw to those who dont know, me and my sister are lithuanian
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> 🐻WinterSkyblue🐻IsLoca😝🤪 Thx
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wanda and maybe mark
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(btw youre supposed to tell me which i am)
Ima try to learn how to play Fallen Down on piano bc i have a piano and i dont use it in summer at all-
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> Ice I'm so rusty at playing, its terrible :')
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> Flair :DDD
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SAME
Also no you dont get to see my face hehehe
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> Soccs Y e s
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streaming bud + animals pog
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> Ice Deer uwu
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> Izayoi Yes a d e e r
also yeah im back i couldnt access my phone or computer yesterday bc my parents didnt let me so now i woke up at 6 am, tried to serach for my phone but i didnt find it, so now i took my laptop which was taken away too. so:
When I say im going to ✨The Sea Of Lithuania✨, i mean im going to Palanga (a town where all tourists go). There is a bridge there, at the beach, if you want, you can go on it. so we went on it and i looked at the signs and drawings on the (idk how are they called but google translate says handholds/railings) AND HALF OF THE SIGNS WERE DREAM SMP QUOTES AND HALF OF THE DRAWINGS WERE DNF. at the end of the bridge there is a little paper piece so everyone could write their names AND THERE WERE SO MUCH DSMP DRAWINGS AAA. also there was a BEAUTIFUL Ranboo (his character) drawing and there was a sign Ranboo My Beloved <3
i wouldnt be suprised if it was america, but its Lithuania, you dont know how hard it is to find a person who knows Dream or Dream SMP
alright hope y'all doin alright, now ima go dissapear for a few hours
also sorry for the long topic
My parents said we were going on a bike trip today and when they said we'll return really late i said "how, its just a bike trip" and they said, nope, we changed our mind, we're going to✨The Sea Of Lithuania✨again
Also they wont let me take my phone with me today as well, i probably wont be active today at all
Bye for 12 hours!
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oh m- AGAIN?? but anyways, enjoy your trip!
i told my sister that im demiromantic and explained what it is (i didnt tell her that im asexual bc she wouldnt understand, shes very young) and she just looked at me with a disgusted look and she went to our mom and told her that im demiromantic, then told my dad. my mom didnt understand anything, my dad did understand what is demiromantic, but didnt realise that I AM demiromantic. i wasnt ready to come out to my whole family (they dont know that im asexual yet) but now they know that im demiromantic and i think they know that i can be attracted not only to boys. maybe they dont know, maybe they do, idk
Maybe im just overreacting idk
1. My parents have been very strict this summer and they have been taking away my phone. And I was gone for 6 hours today, and you know what they said??? they said that i can use my phone/computer ONLY FROM 9 AM TO 11 AM. they think that i can do everything: scroll through art street a little bit, draw, play minecraft, watch youtube videos in 2 HOURS. HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO DO ALL OF THAT IN 2 HOURS??? Also i cannot use it earlier or later, only from 9 am to 11 am
Also i think i dont have any friends irl
Also my social anxiety is getting worse and worse
Also all of my panic attacks are asocciated with my parents
Also i have minor facial dysmorphia
Also i stress everyday for no reason
So yeah, i wont be on today at all and i wont be as active as always
Love y'all <3
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> pat I'LL MISS YOU TOO
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IM GONNA MISS YOU SM
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OH NOOOOOO
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I'm that sibling that doesn't know how to close the door. 🤡 IT's JuSt SoOoOoOO hArRRrRddddd😩😩😩😩😣😖😖😓 (THAT'S WHAT SHE SAID HA!🌚😼)
I just watched the clip where Ranboo talked about the facial dysmorphia and im not an emotional person i literally have no emotions almost all the time but I ALMOST CRIED-
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> Soccs Mhm ;-;
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Yeah that clip made me sob :'D. Though it was partly because it hit a nerve lol.
I was sitting in a pose that hurts your spine a little bit and because of that i cannot use my phone/computer tommorow
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> Ice yayaya
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> pat You shall come >:)
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> DappletheAxolotl can I come?
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> DappletheAxolotl Alright >:3
Seeing Ranboo's hands without gloves feels SO illegal-
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> Soccs yeah, of course :D
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> Ice Could I add you to a group for a sec? I just wanna show you some stuff about my streaming profile plans and stuff. I'm just keeping a lot of the stuff secret from most of medi and I wanted to tell you my planned username and show you what my persona's gonna look like 👉👈
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> Soccs ayyy :D
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Oh, btw, I'm most likely going to get to start streaming! I just have to get a lot of homework out of the way first. So yay, maybe we'll be streaming buds!
https://medibang.com/topic/df2107250353335280015710497/
I will repost it later bc it will get buried-
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> NufinThing Probably pizza, i am a big mcyt fan, basically nothing
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> 🐻WinterSkyblue🐻/🦜the Blue and nothing
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d, m and v (username)
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I CANT WATCH THE MCC BC ITS TOO LATE MY PARENTS WONT LET ME WATCH IT-
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> Ice true its cool to know that it's happening rn somewhere, and to see the chat n stuff :00
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> Leieryx Yeah, i can but its way more fun when its live qwq
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> Ice Oh ok i just wasnt sure lol that kinda stinks :/ can you watch it in replays?
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> Leieryx Minecraft championship, an event
If you dont post - your rookie rank will go up, you get more followers
If you post - you get nothing, your rookie rank goes down
If you post a really good drawing and it gets a lot of likes - you wont even get level 1
If you post a collab medi will take it down
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> pErSon yeah, i know that stuff but still :'D
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1. rookie ranks mostly depends on level ups 2. if you just posted the likes and stuff you get will be calculated into your rookie rank the next day 3. level 1-3 depends on views mostly in my opinion 4. they take it down because the collab has pictures(?) on it hope that helped lol
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> Adya Mhm-
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> ❄ᴀꜱʜ❄ Yep
HOW???
ANYWAY, TYSM EVERYONE!!!
I am now in 40th place in rookie rank (it will change) and i have 150 followers!!! I will do a dtys btw
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*dtiys
i returned earlier than i thought so haii everyone
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> Ice cool vibes ^^
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> Leieryx thanks :) it was quite fun, i enjoyed it :)
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ay welcome backkk how'd it go?
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> pat thanks!
So as I said, I'm going to ✨The Sea Of Lithuania✨ and I'll be in the car in 10 minutes and I asked my mom if she can put my phone in her bag bc I dont wanna risk losing it. And she said "you're not bringing your phone with you." i said why. She said that i dont need it. I asked how about the photos? She said that I dont need the photos.
I took photos every year and now she says i dont need them
Heh, cya tommorow bc I wont use my phone today-
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> pat Oo alright :0
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> Ice i'll have you a gift for when you get back! :)
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> pat agreed :'D also thanks :D
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that is so unfair! but bye ice, have a nice day
I dreamed that I said "DIPLODOCUS" and thats it. I dont remember anything else-
Tommorow I'm going to ✨The Sea Of Lithuania✨ for the whole day :D
So I probably won't be tommorow unless I'll have to wait for food at a restaurant lol
I HAVE NEVER HAD THIS MANY-
this is the drawing btw: https://medibang.com/picture/jt2107180032417570015710497/
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> ❤tadami-san❤ thaks :D
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congratulationssssss! 🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳
Its 1 like away from 30 likes
https://medibang.com/picture/jt2107180032417570015710497/
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> Ice Np, you deserve as many likes as possible <3
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> Soccs Aww thanks :)
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It's not much, but it's honest work
> 🐻WinterSkyblue🐻IsLoca😝🤪 Yep, ive noticed that
> Ice it happens sometimes also sometimes it marks it as read even if you havent read the notif
> 🐻WinterSkyblue🐻IsLoca😝🤪 Yep yep :'D (also idk why but i didnt get a notif for you commenting)
i am graysexual and aromantic and in the end i still also don't know who i am attracted to