I wanna draw Prinxiety for a friend of mine-
I wanna do it as a late b-day gift bc I didn't get them anything and I still feel really bad D':
Sooo-
Imma see if I can find my motivation! :D I *WILL* be looking at different pose references to make sure it's all perfect, though
But it won't be a copy, it'll still be of my own design, It's just better to make sure I'm getting the anatomy correct-
Alizé
Activity: Im off and on
Most of my art will either be suggestive, bloody, wholesome, or just random
MCYT ARTIST
DSMP/MCYT ANTIS DNI
WILBUR SOOT SUPPORTERS DNI
Comment on my art being hateful I will not hesitate to block you and delete your comment, as well as report you
🐷👑🕊
Technoblade never dies
Shubble Support ‼️
Status: Taken³
Age: Minor
Sexuality: Pansexual, Polyam
Pronouns: He/It/They (ftm)
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|Kozume Kenma Mode©|
|Ticci Toby Mode©|
|John Laurens Mode©|
|G!Eret-Ghost SMP©|
Most of my art will either be suggestive, bloody, wholesome, or just random
MCYT ARTIST
DSMP/MCYT ANTIS DNI
WILBUR SOOT SUPPORTERS DNI
Comment on my art being hateful I will not hesitate to block you and delete your comment, as well as report you
🐷👑🕊
Technoblade never dies
Shubble Support ‼️
Status: Taken³
Age: Minor
Sexuality: Pansexual, Polyam
Pronouns: He/It/They (ftm)
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|Kozume Kenma Mode©|
|Ticci Toby Mode©|
|John Laurens Mode©|
|G!Eret-Ghost SMP©|
Genre
Profile
- Work Place：Urmom<3
- Gender：Male
State: Denial
Tw//: Anxiety(?), Intrusive thoughts
I'm-
Jesus Christ-
My legs feel weak, they feel numb
My hands shake with every movement, and my chest feels tight
My thoughts are going off and on, I can't seem to focus on anything. I'm trying to focus on one thing, but then my mind wanders to just being blank, and it goes back and forth
When I try taking breaths, they feel shaky
My friend said it's anxiety, but, I'm not sure- I don't know, I think I'm ok? I should be ok, I'm pretty sure I'm ok? I think so
Hell, even my neck feels like it's gonna snap
God I'd love for it to snap
This is so odd, I don't remember feeling this.. anxious? in a while
I felt perfectly fine earlier, but then fifth period rolled around and ever since then I've been off
I don't even know how to fully describe this! My anxiety is always easy to mark or pinpoint as anxiety, but I'm not even sure what *THIS* is!
My hair
Is now
✨Short✨
And it's very fluffy UvU
Imma get my hair cut
Like, short-
It's gonna be just below my shoulder, even though I'd prefer it to be shoulder length :')
But, still- nrkebfkejgie short hair-
You're welcome for this visual you never asked for
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> M1n1K PFFT- R e a l i s t i c C o w
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HeCk No
https://medibang.com/author/21425717/
HOW ARE THEY SO UNDERRATED?!?! I DON'T UNDERSTAND- HOW THE HELL?!
THEY'RE LITERALLY SO GOOD AT ART, AND YET THEY'VE NEVER GOTTEN A LEVEL 3-
ALL THEIR WORK DESERVES LEVEL 3+
LIKE-
H O W ?!
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> Asher_Grimm It truly is, this is bs >:<
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Because medibang is unfair.
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> ueenIdiot Awesome!
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> Flair Kōri |G!Eret-Ghost SMP| Then I’ll definitely try to read it sometime!
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> ueenIdiot Mhm! I highly recommend it!
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> Voloris_ Ah ok-
So, today has been pretty shit
I've almost had a mental breakdown, I've lost someone(not, like, forever lost but, more like heartbreak)
And I still have to get through the school day.
This'll be interesting :'/
I'm done with life <3
Someone throw me under a bus please, thank you! <3
That's what he thinks of me. That's all he thought of me, and THATS what he thought made this hard? Really? I fucking knew it. I knew that's what he thought, and yet I had some fucking hope it wasn't. Fucking great.
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> Flair Kōri |G!Eret-Ghost SMP| Discord
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> Voloris_ Discord DMs or Medi? Ur choice ig.
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*what happened
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> Flair Kōri |G!Eret-Ghost SMP| If you wanna talk about it, can I know? It's not very great to keep it bottled up.
This is literally the last thing I need on my plate right now, I don't need this doubt to be planted into my mind! I'm already doubting it all, I don't need more stress
The anxiety's back! And soon the thoughts will be back, and then the arguing will be back- And I already cried enough yesterday, I don't need more
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> Flair Kōri |G!Eret-Ghost SMP| :/
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> Voloris_ Mhm, just- Trying not to have a breakdown is all
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You can talk to me if you need, remember?
*is still traumatized from last night*
Aha, funny story, I cried myself to sleep and woke myself up to find I was crying in my sleep-
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> Flair Kōri |G!Eret-Ghost SMP| :/
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> Voloris_ I know, but I don't even know how to describe what happened, or how it happens
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> Flair Kōri |G!Eret-Ghost SMP| You can talk to me if you need to.
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> Voloris_ No not really
Spam this to see if notifications work bc I got a notification for my illustration-
Just wanna check-
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> Ice Feather Nope, nothing :') It just works for illustrations and DM's I think-
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Me: *tries to ask my mom for something to eat she got me*
My mom: *telling me, since I said I didn't want it earlier, that one fo my grandparents might've ate it*
Me: *coming up with an excuse for wanting it instead of saying I'm hungry and now doesn't plan to eat at all for the rest of the night* :'>
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*not wanting it
The only real food I've had today is a small bowl of fettucini alfredo-
The current thing I am eating is Fudge Brownie M&M's, and I just got this today but I'm alr done with them-
Now my stomach hurts qvq
New seating chart for English >:D I'm in the back now, finally!
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> Voloris_ <3
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3 b + c ! [insert green heart]
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> ❅❦IzayoiMikasa❦❅ Fair enough-
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6, a, ! (Not sure), 💚
This baby can make so many G a c h a A d o p t s
Y'all know the drill, whoever wants 'em can take 'em because I do not have the space to keep him- :'>
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> Asher_Grimm Ofc!!
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> Flair Kōri |G!Eret-Ghost SMP| Ty!!
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> Asher_Grimm Course! :D
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Can I have him?
There was an axolotl that naturally spawned near this lake/pond thing, so I picked 'em up and made the small pond into its own little sanctuary! I did add the waterfall(s), though- That didn't naturally spawn in :')
And if the axolotl isn't visible(I don't think it is-), it's hiding under those little cliff things in the water-
Plus! I added a pathway connecting my house to the community house! So when my friends build their own houses, they can make a path connecting to the already existing one!! :D
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> TheoneandOri 1: *cling* 2: Shouldn't you be asleep?- 3: Thanks, Star! :D
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Ohhh that looks so cool
I finished my house :3
Also, I added a few tiny things that will be shown in the next topic! ^v^
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*dump
Which looks better?
Stone
Cyan Concrete
or White Concrete?
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> Asher_Grimm | Meh Thanks!
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The white concrete
Am I the only one not getting Medi Notifications? Like, if someone comments on my post, I wont get a notif qvq
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> Flair Kōri |G!Eret-Ghost SMP| i didn't get a notif for your comment sorry for rreplying late
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> Asher_Grimm | Meh Ah fair enough- Still smort tho UvU
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> Flair Kōri |G!Eret-Ghost SMP| Pffft i thought I was weird for not using the notifs but ig I'm a genius It won't get to my head because I'll probably forget abt the fact that I did something that solved this problem.
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> Asher_Grimm | Meh Oop- Literally the BEST solution to this entire problem, pftt-
Which color should I use? Should I use dark oak wood, or use cyan(or white) concrete?
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> Asher_Grimm | Meh Alright, thanks!
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> ueenIdiot Just a small house for myself, so I have a base and somewhere to put my things
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It depends, what is the building going to be used for?
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Hmmmmmmmm Maybe the white?
What do you guys think?
Inside each shulker box are necessities, and on the second floor is a community enchanting room! Everything else, they'll have to get for themselves
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> ❅❦IzayoiMikasa❦❅ I doubt that, Mika! I bet they're amazing UvU
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> Flair Kōri |G!Eret-Ghost SMP| Nooo my houses look like there's something off for some reason and idk why qwq
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> ❅❦IzayoiMikasa❦❅ Thank you!!! :D It's a pretty basic house tbh TvT I bet ones you make are even better!!
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OMG THAT'S SO COOL AAAA TEACH ME YOUR WAYS– 😭😭😭😭✨
The one with blue windows or the one with the crimson windows
If neither then what color glass should I use? (I'm making a cute little world spawn area for smth :D)
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Another thing! If not any trap doors, which wood stairs should I use for the bottom? Crimson or blue?
Too energetic to sleep
Fuck headaches! >:>
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> Asher_Grimm | Meh Thanks! And yes, his pronouns are he/him, so don't worry! :D
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> Flair Kōri |G!Eret-Ghost SMP| Noice!!! Btw I love that new guy you made (Jack I think was his name) Also I'm in referring to them as he/him but idk what they are or what they go by so uhhh please tell me so I don't continue making that mistake XD
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> Asher_Grimm | Meh AGREED- And k! :D 3: *whispers* F l a i r or/and J a c k 4: I'm planning to make Flair a vigilante if that counts for anything- If not, then I might make one soon! :D
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3 and 4 :> Sleep is for losers/j Also I'm stealing this
Meet Jack <3
New OC I made for smth :>
What do you guys think?
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> Asher_Grimm | Meh Thank you! Am very proud of his design, it didn't turn out half-bad :D
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He be an absolute cutie pie
Failed Wilbur, Even worse Tubbo, and a pretty good Tommy :D All done in my new Sharpie Markers(with highlighter as the base since fuck pencils-)
I tried doing smth with Scott's design with reference for how I drew him(I haven't drawn him in a while) and this is how it turned out-
Not bad?-
I have been tasting blood in my mouth off and on, but I am literally not bleeding-
Wh-
Help?- The hell am I supposed to do?-
omg yay itll look so good !!