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Medi Has A Death Wish

I swear to god medi if you keep burring my stuff I will single handedly rip your shitty website apart piece by piece until there is nothing left but a mangled pile of what used to be your god awful website.

So um yeah anyway go like this post I made that got buried
https://medibang.com/picture/my2208140423203460021331303/

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  • Or trust me, medi does in fact have a death wish They always bury my shit so that's why I only post after they do the daily burying bullshit

  • Me too.

  • > ✒Decco✒(Dex.T) god I hate when medi takes down posts for no reason.

  • Yeah Medi kinda sucks. They took one of my posts down for a picture of people hugging.

Should I

Make adopts? Would anybody even claim them? I make really shit adopt designs so I wouldn't be surprised if anybody didn't. Although if you guys do want adopts give me 3 emojis to use so I hopefully don't make a crappy batch. Also they wont be reserved and will most likely be a mix of OTA and DTA.

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  • > AsherGrimmm Arlo, Azlua, Arza, Geronimo, Charlotte, Gertrude, Dandelion, Ignis Noru, Lotus, Lemon Demon, Pengo, and everybody else

  • > 🌿AɱႦҽɾ_Dɾαɯʂ🌿 Amber amber, you do realise that most of my characters are recolors of different hk characters with slightly different horns, I mean gloom is just broken vessel but with glasses and a bit of personality, Rosel is just an emo Nailmaster Mato/Oro and can we please just mention Arthur for a sec, I mean he's just.... A generic old fuck with long hair and a couple of scars, he ain't very special design wise, yes I do occasionally pull a good idea out my ass like with what I did with Fern's design but it is just a beetle with mushrooms on her ass and face, give me an example of one of my actually good designs, I'll wait Also I'm not at all mad I just want to know what it is that you see in my designs that makes you think, "oh, that's good right there"

  • > AsherGrimmm be quiet yes you are. Have you seen your ocs!?!?!?!?!

  • > 🌿AɱႦҽɾ_Dɾαɯʂ🌿 I'm no good with ideas shut up, at least you got a whole backstory for all of your LD characters and the only character I got that has a solid backstory is Arthur Also sure you can steal it just as long as it doesn't alot like the custom

Broken, thats me. (Vent)











I forgot what I was gonna do today. And you know what, that's ok. Sometimes its nice to live head empty with no thoughts or schedule. Although that's kinda everyday for me, and when I do think its usually very jumbled up and hard to tell what I'm even thinking about. Sometimes I wish I couldn't think, that would be nice, not feeling overwhelmed with thoughts all the time. That would be nice. I think this is turning into a vent.

Although, for the longest amount of time I have wondered if maybe I'm not "normal" like others. I often get called weird or I just mess stuff up in ways "normal people wouldn't. Maybe that's why I don talk to anybody irl and constantly worry about what others think of me. I try to make everybody's perspective on me good so when somebody doesn't view me as "normal" too, well I cant explain what it does to me. I'm a very emotional person, I often bottle up my emotions and act like I don't care.

Because we all know the stereotype that girls are sensitive by nature. I also don't like most "girl" things, I hate the color pink, if you put me in a dress they wont find your body, makeup is a big no, I don't like K-pop or pop, I don't like flowers or cute things, I like cyborg ninjas with cool swords and demons who don't pay their child support, I like scary things and weird things, I like indie music and rock music, I like making ocs with insane personalities or maybe they are insane, I like suits and dark colors, I like drawing and memes. I also go on tangents a lot, like I just did.

I cant explain my though process to people because I don't even know my thought process. All I know is that it works. I think that's why digital art interested me so much. There is no right way to do it. I also tend to panic a lot more than usual. I get scared over the simplest of things, and if you take me to a special event or a even a movie I will freak out and I might even have a panic attack. School certainly doesn't help with that.

But I haven't been diagnosed with anything that would suggest I'm "different" yet. I was always told I was smarter than the other kids and even got into an AIG group for a couple of years in elementary school. A lot of these traits that I have (and haven't) mentioned are all things that can be found on the autism spectrum. I have looked into that but again I haven't been diagnosed with anything by any doctor so it cant be that. Right?


I don't think I'm normal.

I am normal?

𝗡𝗼.

𝗦𝘁𝘂𝗽𝗶𝗱.

𝗬𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗻𝗼𝘁 𝗻𝗼𝗿𝗺𝗮𝗹.

Can you leave me alone? I'm trying to talk to my followers. This is my post.

𝗦𝘂𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝘁 𝗶𝘀. 𝗧𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗱𝗼𝗻'𝘁 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝘄𝗵𝘆 𝘄𝗼𝘂𝗹𝗱 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆, 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗼𝗻𝗹𝘆 𝗹𝗶𝗸𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂𝗿 𝗮𝗿𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗳𝗶𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗹 𝗰𝗵𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘀. 𝗧𝗵𝗲𝘆 𝗮𝗿𝗲𝗻'𝘁 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗳𝗼𝗿 𝘆𝗼𝘂.

Fuck off.

I'm normal.

Right?

Maybe not.

Maybe I'm broken.

Yeah.

I'm broken that's what.

If I don't have anything wrong with me according to my medical records, I'm just broken.

I'm am broken.

I'm broken.

Broken, that's me.

:)

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  • i relate a lot to the thing about wanting everyone to like you. i often get really worried that i annoyed someone or something... like if they dont talk to me i think "oh no they dislike meeee =(" when they're most likely just minding their own business and not thinking anything of me. i also kind of relate to not really liking girly things, i mean the colour pink and stuff is pretty cool to me, but dresses? skirts? makeup? NO WAY- i dont mind drawing those things, i'd just never wear those myself. and i dont like K-pop or pop (mostly K-pop) music either. and i'm here for you and your art =( mostly you. even if you dont like me that much, i still think you're really cool.

  • you are not broken you know what's broken? the definition of 'normal' you don't have to like a certain thing or act a certain way to be 'normal' if you show particular traits of something, confirmed or not, you're not broken you have always mattered you're a fantastic person and you will never come after you work, because you matter even if i spend hours making sure my words will comfort you in some way, i'll do it, because you matter i never liked using the word 'normal', with how confusing its meaning is but my definition? anyone who deserves acceptance, any kind of love and and the freedom from having to call themselves broken you are not broken you are normal there is nothing wrong with you different? yes, but we all are and you are not broken never have, never will you are normal you have always been normal, you will always be normal and we are here to stay by your side, to remind you you are normal normal this is you <3 /p

  • I’m sorry you are going though this, Amber. Wishing you the best <3

A Friendly Reminder

Please check out my pronouns page and find what I'm comfortable using. I have been getting comments all over using things like "bro" or "dude" in comments. I do not like it when people refer to me using that, it just doesn't sit too well with me. While I don't mind that much I still don't like it too much. But sometimes people don't read it at all and call me by things I have said I am not ok with. So please read my pronouns page.

https://en.pronouns.page/@Amber_Animates

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  • I understand and will not use those words to call you by… I will use your respected pronouns…

  • sorry if that was partly me... I use those words as my main vocabulary so sorry about that

  • Oh okay