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Horrible memory

This is one of my memories which makes me feel stupid, and I need to like get it out of me, so I might as well tell you guys.



So in school, we had this contest where we dress up as any character of our choice and we perform as them. The character I picked only wears casual clothing, so I wore casual clothing as my costume. The required length for the performance was 5 minutes or longer, but my script was only good for less than a minute. My mom told me to make it short since it was only an audition. And the way I counstructed my script was, totally different from how my classmates did. They sang in their performances, but all I did was copy some of the character's lines from the story and basically just told the story. And also, I'm not very good at speaking and memorizing. So when it was my turn to perform in front of the class for the audition, everyone stared at me which made me nervous. There's even this dude who mocks me for the things that I like, and worse, there's two of them and one of them sits on front. Those two dudes kept holding their laughter, which resulted in me talking in such a monotone way. When I recited my script in my mind, it was so lively and yet, I didn't comply with my expectations. I guess my mind's voice is better than my own voice. Now, here's the worst part. When I was done, one of the mockers kept asking me "whO ArE yOu SupPosSeD tO Be?" Sigh, it was so annoying. And ofcourse, the biased teacher chose the smart girl to be our representative. Man, I have such bad memories from 5th grade, when I was classmates with the smartest kid in our batch.


Lol sorry for the essay, but I have MORE horrible 5th grade memories I wanna share with you all. I might even make a series of topics called "Yuzuki's Horrible 5th Grade Memories"
It's not like I want you to carry this burden, but I just wanna confide/vent in someone aside from my mom

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  • That must have been scary, but at least it’s over:) I also have really bad memories I want to forget lol

  • > ❄✨🎄TheFanartFREAK🎄✨❄ Yeah, it was

  • That must've been rough 😨 Glad I'm homeschooled-

Vent....sigh






I feel really bad that I'm introverted and that I'm surrounded by so many extroverts. What makes it worse is that sometimes, some of the extroverts in school ignore me. Like, why? Am I that intimidating? Am I mean? Am I just so horrible? Or do some of them not wanna talk to me because they find me ugly?

I envy the extroverts that they are brave to talk to anyone, that they have many friends. I've made a friend, but we don't always talk because she's always surrounded by many people, and you know I have a hard time speaking with many people. I'm scared to speak with her and her friends because they might think I'm butting in and that I'm rude. But yeah, if it's just us, we do talk, she is nice.

I also got some friends and it's always me who chats first. It's very annoying, and I have thoughts that they would rather talk to their other friends instead of me. Or maybe they're busy? I really don't know. It's also so annoying that I try my best to remember their birthdays but they don't seem to know mine. It was even in my Discord status, and they were online, but never greeted me...

This makes me think that, I wish I was an extrovert instead. But when I think of it, I can't help but feel bad for this one classmate of mine. She's an introvert and for some reason, nobody talks to her, then meanwhile, our class is basically composed of many extroverts. Why are introverts often times ignored?

Anyways, I'm sorry for this vent lol
Bye

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  • I don’t know what it’s like being an introvert, so idk what you feel like (I’m an over-extroverted bitch who talks way to much and feels insecure abt it 😭) but I hope everything starts to get better <3

  • Yeah being introverted is hard, like I've made a few friends over the many years besides where I live now, but whenever we travel back to that state I'm too scared to talk to them, like I feel like maybe so many people probably secretly dislike me :( But hopefully things will become better for you

  • Oh, I'm so sorry for you :( I was an introvert too when I used to go to middle school,, so I understand how it feels when people avoid you Now I'm more extroverted but things didn't get easier at all tbh I always think how hard it is to maintain friendships with others ;w; I'm always scared of being annoying or boring ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ But I don't want to discourage you (⁠ノ⁠´⁠・⁠ω⁠・⁠)⁠ノ⁠ ⁠ミ⁠ ⁠┻⁠━⁠┻ and if you become extroverted you don't have to worry, you can still be friends with that girl :> i mean my closest friend is an introverted, but I spend a lot of time with her :,)

I made some memes

This is what I used https://imgflip.com/memegenerator

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  • 発想が天才すぎる…(((o(*゚▽゚*)o)))

  • IGNORE THE SECOND MEME, I MADE A MISTAKE

  • > ❄✨🎄TheFanartFREAK🎄✨❄ Oh okay lol But IzuOcha supremacy TodoDeku/BakuDeku inferiority

  • > 🇵🇭 Yuzuki. ❄️⛄🎄✝️ Oh, yeah that's not exactly how the template is used xD The original template comes from a guy on YouTube and he has a show where he has his opinion on a sign and he lets other people voice their opinions to try to change his mind, and he like never changes his mind lol xD Well maybe, I haven't watched much of it, but the template is more like an opinion by the maker of the meme, and it's basically saying that you can't change their mind on that Idk not I worded it well

Question

What are your top five hobbies?

Mine are probably:

1. Drawing
2. Talking to myself
3. Watching anime/reading manga
4. Reading books
5. Playing Genshin

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  • 1.drawing 2.watching anime 3.spending time on instagram instead of drawing 4.spending time on twitter instead of drawing 5.spending time on youtube instead of drawing

  • Art Watching anime Reading manga Creating fake scenarios in my head that I'll never achieve Arranging flowers

  • Ohh I know how to answer this :D (totally) 1. Drawing 2. Drawing digital 3. Drawing traditional 4. Creating art 5. Making artwork … It’s all the same but yk XDD

  • Art, watching anime