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Vent again

TW//// voices, thoughts of suicide, and SH






What if their right? What if everyone would be happier if I was gone.... What is every drop of my blood is a smile on someone's face..... Why can't I lie to myself that its not true.... What if they all hate you..... They all want you dead

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  • > TheoneandOri *huggo*

  • > Flair *hug*

  • It'll be ok, you'll be ok I'm here No one would be better without you, ok? People need you more than you think. You're stronger than the voices, ok? I know you are Do you wanna talk about it? I'm sorry I can't help more :[

Soooooo

Soo completely hypothetical situation. What would I do if I feel I in love with someone who doesn't and never will have romantic feelings for me but I can't lose my feelings and also they just keep on having me fall for them even more. Remember this is totally hypothetical, what would I do.

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  • > ⋆ It's fine. The main problem is that they know I like them and we even joke about it sometimes as a way to show that they are still comfortable around me but they keep on being themself and ugggh why did they have to be so amazing and kind.

  • > TheoneandOri O h h Well then yea I'm useless qvq I'm sorry-

  • > ⋆ They already know.

  • Just tell them dude

Sad

Well I'm kinda sad now cause one of my medi friends left without me knowing and I have no other way of talking to them. I think I might just go cry in a corner.

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  • > 🔹️ Do I just have a talent for avoiding bad people on the internet. Cause I have never seen any of these toxic people or any toxic people from communities that I know there are toxic people in.

  • > TheoneandOri Oh I see, I can understand that reason as the place has gotten pretty bad..but either way I'm sorry this happened so suddenly

  • > 🔹️ I'm pretty sure they left cause I also saw a post that said the poster was leaving medi cause the people were toxic and cause my medi friend left.

  • > TheoneandOri Could they have possibly been frozen? Or did they just leave

Soooo

The reason I hate school is because it's super stressful cause the teachers expect us to be grown ass adults when we are only 13/14 and I get sexually assaulted every day by some students for looking feminine (because apparently if you have long hair your feminine) and because I'm not straight and the school does nothing about it. I've literally been sexually assaulted in front of one of the teachers and they didn't do anything.

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  • > QueenLoser Yeah......

  • wait WHAT?!?! That's messed up!

Vent

What if they all hate you.... They probably do.... It's probably all just a facade like with ash.... They don't care about you, they just want to get close so they can hurt you..... Your the problem.... You know what you should do with that knife..... Why can't they all just shut up. The voices won't stop and they won't leave.... Why can't they just go like they did before...... What if they are right.... What if everyone does hate you...... What if they are right and I'll just be abandoned like before.... Like all those times before.

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  • > !! It's fine

  • > TheoneandOri yeah i forgot to put toneindicators on it sorry :(

  • > !! It's fine. It seemed a little aggressive but I have bad tone indication so I thought it was just me not reading the tone right.

  • > TheoneandOri sorry if it sounded like i was being mean:( i didnt mean it that wayy