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A little vent :v
Everytime i'm in my class i just draw my ocs in my sketchbook while they have so much fun talking together doing fun dumb friends shenanigans. Everytime i see those neighbor kids playing i keep ignore them and walk into my room pull out my phone and scroll through twitter
Sometimes i wish i wanted to fly to another country and live there or smth.
I'm proud of my country, but sometimes i think i'm not belong here in my own motherland, i'm unable to fit in with them. I felt like a failure as a Vietnamese citizen. Sometimes I feel like I should've been born somewhere else.
Social media is what i love most, especially medibang because it's less toxic and everyone are welcoming. For the first time i feel like people appreciate me for the way i talk, my sense of homour and my point of view in the world. I love this community but those thoughts of reality keeps bugging me and i know i have to accept it.
Thank you for taking ur time reading this, i really need some advice rn.
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bag⋆of⋆cansuhh, im really bad with advice. but i understand how you feel. I used to feel like this in middle school. Everyone in my class was sportsy, smart, rich, or a mix of all three of them. It took me all of 7th grade to realize that i didn't need their approval. I just started distancing myself from those people and realized how cool i am. I know it sounds annoying, but it takes time. It took me two years to accept myself and another year to be ok in my own skin. i know you can make it through and im always here if you need to chat. well usually. if i remember. but anyways, try to ignore and distance yourself from them and work on yourself.remember, you're cool and awesome and an amazing artist.Display translation