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<this is utterly unimportant>

Here are stupid quotes from my characters, because I feel like the air is thick and so is the atmosphere from all the drama. So I'm tryna somewhat clear the air ya know?

Feel free to tag urself as someone/that mood.

"If I had enough time or money or happiness I would gladly double all of those things, but we never have enough of what we want, do we? Or at least time to get more of It." -Charlie

"Everyone keeps asking if I'm okay, as if my mood and mental stability can change as fast as how much you care. And honestly, I think it would be better if they just stopped asking and let me be not okay in solitude."
-Robin

"If you really cared about me you would stop caring so that you aren't hurt when I dont make it through this like everyone thinks I will!"
-Brook

"I think if I was 2x taller, I could be with you. If you would let me."
-Cerulean

"Everyone here is so... Isolated. They wont let me help them, and I don't know what to do with myself. I dont have anything wrong with me to complain about like they do... And I can't help.. So I'm rendered useless again."
-Nick

"Yeah, you're right. I hide my feelings. But do you wanna know something? Not everyone has the confidence to share what's got them so sad. I'm not a dog, you can't just train me to speak. I wont."
-Airi

"Goodbye. I love you."
-Cedar

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  • > Creektehgato Yeah, I should maybe make it known that cedar's mood is dead lol... Oh well

  • airi, nick and cedar

  • eee im cedar

  • I'd say I'm feelin like Cerulean. #short

Taffeta Rose left a comment!

<this is utterly unimportant>

Here are stupid quotes from my characters, because I feel like the air is thick and so is the atmosphere from all the drama. So I'm tryna somewhat clear the air ya know?

Feel free to tag urself as someone/that mood.

"If I had enough time or money or happiness I would gladly double all of those things, but we never have enough of what we want, do we? Or at least time to get more of It." -Charlie

"Everyone keeps asking if I'm okay, as if my mood and mental stability can change as fast as how much you care. And honestly, I think it would be better if they just stopped asking and let me be not okay in solitude."
-Robin

"If you really cared about me you would stop caring so that you aren't hurt when I dont make it through this like everyone thinks I will!"
-Brook

"I think if I was 2x taller, I could be with you. If you would let me."
-Cerulean

"Everyone here is so... Isolated. They wont let me help them, and I don't know what to do with myself. I dont have anything wrong with me to complain about like they do... And I can't help.. So I'm rendered useless again."
-Nick

"Yeah, you're right. I hide my feelings. But do you wanna know something? Not everyone has the confidence to share what's got them so sad. I'm not a dog, you can't just train me to speak. I wont."
-Airi

"Goodbye. I love you."
-Cedar

Read more

  • > Creektehgato Yeah, I should maybe make it known that cedar's mood is dead lol... Oh well

  • airi, nick and cedar

  • eee im cedar

  • I'd say I'm feelin like Cerulean. #short

<this is utterly unimportant>

Here are stupid quotes from my characters, because I feel like the air is thick and so is the atmosphere from all the drama. So I'm tryna somewhat clear the air ya know?

Feel free to tag urself as someone/that mood.

"If I had enough time or money or happiness I would gladly double all of those things, but we never have enough of what we want, do we? Or at least time to get more of It." -Charlie

"Everyone keeps asking if I'm okay, as if my mood and mental stability can change as fast as how much you care. And honestly, I think it would be better if they just stopped asking and let me be not okay in solitude."
-Robin

"If you really cared about me you would stop caring so that you aren't hurt when I dont make it through this like everyone thinks I will!"
-Brook

"I think if I was 2x taller, I could be with you. If you would let me."
-Cerulean

"Everyone here is so... Isolated. They wont let me help them, and I don't know what to do with myself. I dont have anything wrong with me to complain about like they do... And I can't help.. So I'm rendered useless again."
-Nick

"Yeah, you're right. I hide my feelings. But do you wanna know something? Not everyone has the confidence to share what's got them so sad. I'm not a dog, you can't just train me to speak. I wont."
-Airi

"Goodbye. I love you."
-Cedar

Read more

  • > Creektehgato Yeah, I should maybe make it known that cedar's mood is dead lol... Oh well

  • airi, nick and cedar

  • eee im cedar

  • I'd say I'm feelin like Cerulean. #short

Taffeta Rose left a comment!

fun times and ??? attack

So last night I had a really deep talk with my dad and after he left everything went foggy and cloudy and tinted dark and hot and I was sweating and crying.

So after that I felt something I've never felt before in such strong urges. I keep a box of sewing stuff in my room at all time because I like to sew and at that moment I wanted nothing more than to rip my arm up to shreds.

I was texting my cousin the entire time and I got out one of the needles from the box and made a scratch on my arm. But I was luckily too scared of pain to draw blood. But then I ended up stabbing my lower lip.

It bled alot and stained my pillow case.

I'm scared and confused what possessed me to do that. So my question for you guys is what kind of attack happened pre-needle? Like, is there some sort of thing that makes those thoughts appear?

Well that's it for the sad stuff. I added a bts meme because I wanted to lighten the mood of this. So there it is. I'm that one sinful person who ships irl people and isn't ashamed of it enough to stop lol. Bye for now.

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  • > Creektehgato I'll be okay. And yeah, in the oddest way, I did want it. I was fully prepared to make myself feel as much sorrow as I could muster until I passed out. The only thing stopping me was my fear of pain. It was oddly satisfying to poke at my arm. I know ill get through it though, with my friends by my side

  • > devils_advocate Thank you for your concern. I'm okay, just shook I guess lol. The person I thought was gonna be there for me was totally a douche, so the pain is currently overshadowed by anger. I'm glad I know people like you are here for me, though, so once again I sincerely thank you.

  • taffeta, I wish you to be okay. as for the urges, it’s just your inner demons thinking you want this when it hurts you even more you’ll get through it, no worries though.

  • Oh my god, I hope you're okay. And I can't really say for sure what happened there, I'm sorry. But if you ever have this urge please talk to someone who you can trust, like your cousin. Stay safe, okay? These urges don't define you and know you can get through this with time.

Taffeta Rose left a comment!

fun times and ??? attack

So last night I had a really deep talk with my dad and after he left everything went foggy and cloudy and tinted dark and hot and I was sweating and crying.

So after that I felt something I've never felt before in such strong urges. I keep a box of sewing stuff in my room at all time because I like to sew and at that moment I wanted nothing more than to rip my arm up to shreds.

I was texting my cousin the entire time and I got out one of the needles from the box and made a scratch on my arm. But I was luckily too scared of pain to draw blood. But then I ended up stabbing my lower lip.

It bled alot and stained my pillow case.

I'm scared and confused what possessed me to do that. So my question for you guys is what kind of attack happened pre-needle? Like, is there some sort of thing that makes those thoughts appear?

Well that's it for the sad stuff. I added a bts meme because I wanted to lighten the mood of this. So there it is. I'm that one sinful person who ships irl people and isn't ashamed of it enough to stop lol. Bye for now.

Read more

  • > Creektehgato I'll be okay. And yeah, in the oddest way, I did want it. I was fully prepared to make myself feel as much sorrow as I could muster until I passed out. The only thing stopping me was my fear of pain. It was oddly satisfying to poke at my arm. I know ill get through it though, with my friends by my side

  • > devils_advocate Thank you for your concern. I'm okay, just shook I guess lol. The person I thought was gonna be there for me was totally a douche, so the pain is currently overshadowed by anger. I'm glad I know people like you are here for me, though, so once again I sincerely thank you.

  • taffeta, I wish you to be okay. as for the urges, it’s just your inner demons thinking you want this when it hurts you even more you’ll get through it, no worries though.

  • Oh my god, I hope you're okay. And I can't really say for sure what happened there, I'm sorry. But if you ever have this urge please talk to someone who you can trust, like your cousin. Stay safe, okay? These urges don't define you and know you can get through this with time.

fun times and ??? attack

So last night I had a really deep talk with my dad and after he left everything went foggy and cloudy and tinted dark and hot and I was sweating and crying.

So after that I felt something I've never felt before in such strong urges. I keep a box of sewing stuff in my room at all time because I like to sew and at that moment I wanted nothing more than to rip my arm up to shreds.

I was texting my cousin the entire time and I got out one of the needles from the box and made a scratch on my arm. But I was luckily too scared of pain to draw blood. But then I ended up stabbing my lower lip.

It bled alot and stained my pillow case.

I'm scared and confused what possessed me to do that. So my question for you guys is what kind of attack happened pre-needle? Like, is there some sort of thing that makes those thoughts appear?

Well that's it for the sad stuff. I added a bts meme because I wanted to lighten the mood of this. So there it is. I'm that one sinful person who ships irl people and isn't ashamed of it enough to stop lol. Bye for now.

Read more

  • > Creektehgato I'll be okay. And yeah, in the oddest way, I did want it. I was fully prepared to make myself feel as much sorrow as I could muster until I passed out. The only thing stopping me was my fear of pain. It was oddly satisfying to poke at my arm. I know ill get through it though, with my friends by my side

  • > devils_advocate Thank you for your concern. I'm okay, just shook I guess lol. The person I thought was gonna be there for me was totally a douche, so the pain is currently overshadowed by anger. I'm glad I know people like you are here for me, though, so once again I sincerely thank you.

  • taffeta, I wish you to be okay. as for the urges, it’s just your inner demons thinking you want this when it hurts you even more you’ll get through it, no worries though.

  • Oh my god, I hope you're okay. And I can't really say for sure what happened there, I'm sorry. But if you ever have this urge please talk to someone who you can trust, like your cousin. Stay safe, okay? These urges don't define you and know you can get through this with time.

Taffeta Rose left a comment!

Questions

Hey so what does it mean when someone punches you? Does the 'they're only bullying you because they like you' rule still apply?

Everybody else says it's just their way of flirting but it hurts too much to be flirting I think

Lately I've asked lots of people but get that same stupid answer

Probably because they don't want to talk to me either, haha.

Maybe I'm the stupid answer? Am I just a solution to some problem that doesn't want to be solved or already has a solution?

Even if that's true, I'm just gonna start agreeing with them. After all, I never have enough energy to argue anyways anymore.

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Goodbye. Did you see the message?

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  • > TitaniumPegasus Yeah, the g wasn't part of the message lol. And thanks, ill go with option 2 and make them stop.

  • And who is this meg that we should help?

  • It depends on the punch and the person. If it is a light punch from someone you know as a friend then it usually is like a playfighting cat. If it is from someone you don't like then don't tolerate it because it can become sexual harassment/actual bullying. If it is a boy doing it to you then tell him straight to his face to stop. If it is a "tease because he likes you" situation tell him that you absolutely dislike it because he is not acting gentlemanly. _____________ was there a secret message in there or something?

Questions

Hey so what does it mean when someone punches you? Does the 'they're only bullying you because they like you' rule still apply?

Everybody else says it's just their way of flirting but it hurts too much to be flirting I think

Lately I've asked lots of people but get that same stupid answer

Probably because they don't want to talk to me either, haha.

Maybe I'm the stupid answer? Am I just a solution to some problem that doesn't want to be solved or already has a solution?

Even if that's true, I'm just gonna start agreeing with them. After all, I never have enough energy to argue anyways anymore.

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Goodbye. Did you see the message?

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  • > TitaniumPegasus Yeah, the g wasn't part of the message lol. And thanks, ill go with option 2 and make them stop.

  • And who is this meg that we should help?

  • It depends on the punch and the person. If it is a light punch from someone you know as a friend then it usually is like a playfighting cat. If it is from someone you don't like then don't tolerate it because it can become sexual harassment/actual bullying. If it is a boy doing it to you then tell him straight to his face to stop. If it is a "tease because he likes you" situation tell him that you absolutely dislike it because he is not acting gentlemanly. _____________ was there a secret message in there or something?