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Happy

Ignore these lyrics

You can fool yourself
I promise it will help
Now every single day i just wanna hear you say that

Even though you said it would never end its over
You were feeling really good but now you're crying on my shoulder

Theres nothing you can do but say it out
Theres nothing you can do but scream and shout

But say im so lucky lucky
Im so lucky lucky
Im so lucky lucky
Im so lucky lucky



These might be inaccurite because i heard this last 4 years ago

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  • > catato_cat Hhbbbnnbvcsasd

  • > Okay There aare alot of conners in this world and i could be referring to anyone of them If you dont want me to care then think about that

  • > catato_cat Why Do You Care:""""3

  • > Creektehgato Forget me, what about connor :'(

Please dont hate...

I sent a threat to my crushs crush and she saw

She told my crush

He said"stay out of my life you psychotic bitch"


0w0

Now i cant stop stabbing my arm with a led pencil to relive the fact that i did something that stupid


Feels nice tho

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  • > catato_cat Lol

  • > ■YE SEUL IS AN ALIEN■ I dont use the graphite to hurt myself only the plastic tip I only do it hard enough to leave a small mark xD

  • Just go light with the pencil, you could hurt urself plus be care full as led is poisonous

  • > Creektehgato Or place bandaids/use rubber bands to snap against your arm/wrist. Heals faster and has the same pain you'd probably get with that.

Apology and vent

Connor i am sorry so i deleted the post









Vent
I pretty sure i dont have depression (the doctor ssys the same)
But it hurts
I cant bring myself to draw
I cant focus
I cant even get up

I want to be put out of my misery
But my parents wont get me medication for this because apperently im fine


This is a stupid vent im sorry
I heard cutting helps...
Hopefully my cuts get infected
And i die.

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  • No cutting isn't good! It's bad, it makes everything worse. Try to distract yourself.

  • And im going to tell you what you told me "practice what you preach"

  • And its hard to stop Sometimes or possibly you'll sleep deprive yourself just to make time to cut and then go to sleep with a bloody wrists,its not good cat,trust me

  • Cat you listen to me,after you make that first god damn cut you will get hooked on it,youll looose so much blood to the point where you turn pale,shake all the time and are nauseous all day judt like i am

CONNER READ DIS

remember when you messaged me this

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  • > catato_cat sureeee

  • I want to help you all as much as I can!

  • > Īłł ťřý țó ģėţ bəțţėř♡ You told me that things would get better Because of your support i was able to get up I just want to inspire you that you can get better. You just need to heal. Give yourself some time, talk to ur loves, talk to your friends. Do not think about anything related to the situation. Please, i need you to be strong. Be strong for cunty.

  • Hm?

Im sorry

I was gone from medi because my health worsened after the overdose
I had to go to the hospital so they could give me oxygen so i wouldnt die in my sleep
I had to stay therr for a while because i was in pain
I had no access to electronics
It still hurts when i breath but now im well and back :')

If im not active, dont worry

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  • anon stfu im just concerned over them -_-

  • HONEY IM GLAD YOUR OKAY ;_;

  • OH THANK GOD I THOUGHT U LEFT ME!!!! ;~;

  • AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA ARE YOU OK I thought you got better I didn’t realize you went to the hospital..... Well the important thing is that you are alive now and all of us care about you

Im not dead

Yesterdays suicide attempt was me taking 50mL of Cetirizine
The max dosage in 24hr was 10mL
the overdose would kill me in my sleep
It would make me suffocate painlessly
I had to stay up most of the night until my breathing returned to normal function
I couldnt explain how scared i was

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  • Please don't You still have so much ahead of you and there are so much people that care about heavily including myself Please don't do that again

  • DO NOT DO THAT AGAIN THERE ARE PEOPLE THAT CARE DONT. EVER. OR NO CHEESE FOR U

  • Please don't do this again Cat. We were all very worried

  • Shit dude I'm not sure if you're okay or what But talk to me if you're feeling like this I actually cut myself last night and broke skin but I stopped because I was scared my mom was gonna hear me. Like I said, talk to me if you have to

Kms

Im suicidal
My friend threatened to punch me in the face
She says its my fault for her anger issues
Its making my depression worse(anons, i was diagnosed by a professional)
I want to die
The positive thoughts get blocked out by the negative

I want to die
I feel unsafe

I also hate being female



😞🔫

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  • > catato_cat I know some close friends of mine who have cut themselves A LOT. I've told them to stop and I've kinda been like a therapist to them. They haven't cut themselves in over a month. Why am I telling you this? Because of me being their friend and making them smile, (From what I think I've been doing and what they've been telling me. I honestly never know if I'm even helping or not :/) they have been "less depressed". Find someone like that to you! It might help! :3

  • > (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ M.E. Mirrored Echo ♥ I understand, but this is killing me I cannot live like this I wont kill myself But the depression will never leave

  • Cat! What about the future? What about all your followers who love you? Please don't kys..

  • >anon I try all the time but my sad thoughts turn it all sad. Im too weak to fight it anymore Im sorry