Good night
Qiroen
The only thing that can cheer me up is food (specifically Japanese foods), friends, and animals
- Animals
- furries
- hoomans
- bushes
- some other crap
- Bread
Profile
- Work Place:InABush
- Gender:Female
Details
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Future goals
My future goal is to be an artist/animator 👍🏼
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Favorite color
Purple, black, baby pink, some blues
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Time spent online
More time than I should be spending :I
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Thing you interested in
Art, animation, horseback riding, etc.
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Things you always carry
My phone..... depression, anxiety and loneliness :^)
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What you eat when hungry
my own depression, anxiety, and extreme loneliness
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Future goals
to die
Oof ok
I'm gonna take some requests (don't know the number) but just because you commented first doesn't exactly mean it will be done [first]
😂 I usually just pick the ones I feel like doing
Also say if you want it to be:
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-Realistic-ish or cartoonish (most common style)
-shaded or normal
-head shot (more detail) or full body
-detail or not much detail
- or request for it to be done /çòďé īš "apple"/ (This will just tell me who ACTUALLY wants theirs to be done or not lol)
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Could you draw A BUNNYYYY chibi style would be adorbs
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Um, could you maybe draw lyra? https://medibang.com/picture/yu1809300319257440003713330 Whatever style that drawing is Full body if thats okay Detailed or not detailed i dont mind A P P L E
Quick question,
Ummm
What do you guys prefer, my more "realistic" style or cartoonish anime kind of style because I might take a few requests depending on which style you prefer.
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Realistic
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> Chesni Ok. I tend to do my more realistic style when my motivation is up :3 or when I wanna spend some time doing a good sketch or something
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Whichever you’re comfortable with is nice
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Either’s fine tbh
I'm REALLY behind;-; oh god
Sorry for the bad quality, I made this really quickly during lunch because I'm lonely
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> S-ingrate ;~;
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This is amazing!!
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> Qiroen I want to be shoved into the dirt and grow roots out of my eyes that worm through the dirt and suck up water from the ground and throat my eyes sockets to feed my dying brain and I want branches and leaves to sprout out of my back I want woodpeckers to drill holes in me and I want lumberjacks to chop me in half it sounds so fun ahahaha
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> S-ingrate Nu ;w; Wi-Fi shall not get hurt
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Frend, i have posted your gift. I hope it makes you feel better, cuz that’s what gifts do.
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Hey. All I’m going to say is. I’m here for you, I always will be. Yes, life is hard, but you can get through it.
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> Chesni I'm so paranoid rn
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How’s it going there, bud?
I wanna vent
But I can't
Because I have a very limited time on Medibang rn
But currently my feelings are:
Suicidal
Depressed
Anxious
Stressed
Worried
Afraid
Sad
Lonely
Misunderstood
Aaaaand I am really hating the way I look so...
Very self conscious
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Whoops! Did I say all of that? What I meant to say is
"I'm fine. Everything is okay."
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Please. Vent to me WHENEVER you need to. I promise I’ll never get tired of hearing you talk about how you really feel. I love you Amber and my love has NO ENDING. Im here for you whenever you need me. S-ingrate is too.
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You are beautiful, inside and out. I’m always here for you, love. <3
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Q... I love you so much, remember that You don't have to hide your feelings from me I'm going to keep telling you that until you do it
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And you have us to lean on when times are tough.
Made this in class
I still am in class so I gotta be a ninja and post this XD
Gonna delete it later
Bye
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> Qiroen Better than it was. Alright. I cant wait to talk <3
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> XxArrowFlightxX No, I don't ;-; I assume maybe late next week but who knows. Also, I'm doing .... Not bad but not good either In the middle I guess
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Hey do you know how long it may be until you get your ipad back? Also... how are you doing?
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> S-ingrate idk im just not satisfied with it so i figured others wouldn't be too
my friend is letting me use her phone rn so I can talk to you guys for a bit.
*choking noises in the background*
hello
im gonna answer some frequently asked questions i've been asked on literally every online sight i've been on within the past 2 years.
why are you so depressed?: how are you so happy? ;-;
who do you love?: suicide. its my name, after all :^)
besides depression and sadness, what other emotion do you feel?: uhhhhh
EXTREME EXTREME loneliness
and.... severe anxiety.
favorite color: used to be blue, purple, baby pink but now its purple, blue and black .-.
favorite animal?: sugar gliders, ferrets, cats, dogs
what is one word you would use to descirbble yourself?:
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depresssedanxiouslonely
favorite singer?: it changes every 2 seconds
why do you have to leave?:
well
1. parents
2. medibang is blocked on my phone but sometimes i can glitch it to make it work for a bit
3. medibang is causing my emotions to feel kind of stronger :/
4. I dont wanna annoy you all
hello?:
goodbye...?
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> Suicide Bye 👋🏼
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> XxArrowFlightxX I gtg I'll talk to you later
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> XxArrowFlightxX Samsung but when I get my iPad back I can use it there too. I don't think my parents would mind
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> Suicide Do you have a number? Would u be allowed to give it to me? Do you have an apple phone?
ok I couldn't draw the goodbye drawing so imma just say that now ;w;
my stomach REALLY hurts right now so maybe I should have gone with 4 instead of 8
but anyways
i'll be on every now and then. Not posting or anything, just to reply to some things....
yeah, a lot of you wont miss me I can tell XD
so imma just take the remains of my shattered heart/life/soul/etc and jump off a cliff. Bye!
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Whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
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Stop.... Please stay alive.. We love you..
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> S-ingrate maybe...but I don't know what
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> I will be gone soon at least 3. No, you have not made it toxic. 4. I’m annoying, you’re quite the opposite.
Oof
Well
I'm done
Like actually done.
I'll be back someday I hope.
It was nice knowing you all
You helped me in so many ways but I never was able to return the favor. All I did was COMPLAIN. I might post a goodbye drawing later but idk.
This isn't the ideal way of saying I'm leaving but I'm really depressed and pissed rn.
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> I will be gone soon at least And please try at get skype because it’d be AMAZINGLY convenient XD Goodbye amber I’ll talk to you soon, I’m sure of it. ♥️
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> XxArrowFlightxX okay ^^ as along as your here, so will I
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> S-ingrate yeah, message me your gmail and ill see if it works when I get it back
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> I will be gone soon at least Please do gmail me. It’d mean the world to know your still here ♥️
One time my sister cut my finger in half with a very sharp knife ;w; I can show you the scar if you want proof.
The end!
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I need to slap your sister now.
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OOF
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*ScReeCheS*
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:)
*sigh*
Goodnight.
*sets huge bottle of mixed emotions onto my desk for tomorrow*
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Gnite!
Even in the happiest of times
Suicide
"Suicide" rings in my ears
From the moment I wake up till the moment I go to sleep.
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Do not even think about it
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I understand.. Please don’t..
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Qiroen..
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Don’t..
*coughs*
Hi how are you
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Read the first letter of every line
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> S-ingrate Hm?
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> SuicideisallIthinkabout Bad :)
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Me? How am I doing? Well, I'm . Fucking Idiot Needs Euthanization
Well
Sucks to be cancer
Ėśpèćìàļĺý whęņ ýòü ďôňť hāvę äņý ľóvéď øńéş
Ah haaaaah.... :^)
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The problem is my "traits" are nothing like me myself
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> Pasteli ;3; tysm
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WRONG I LOVE YOU AND I KNOW YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU I SHALL LOVE YOU TILL EVERYONE DIES HERE I LOVE YOU
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;-;
I always end up in the same position I was in before :^)
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> Rayfiism mhm
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> Toxic to humanity I really hope we can find a way to keep in contact...
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> Rayfiism true lasting happiness is also a fantasy to me mainly because i never experienced it and I never will, knowing I might have to leave you
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> Toxic to humanity I would go through whatever you gave me if you were better in the end... I'm happy for Monday. Even if we never see each other again, if there's a chance all this can stop and you'll finally be happy, then I'm willing to sacrifice my own wishes. I'll miss you so much. But if you're happy in the end, I won't protest.
This is Lantern
😪
She is 1 of the 3 OCs I'm gonna draw just so you guys know what they look like. The others are:
Aloe (F)
Driftwood (M)
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> Rayfiism Kinda ;w; Thank you btw
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you're so good at snouts is this a new snout style I see?
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SPLICKITY SPLACK FRICKITY FRACK WHAT IS GOSH DIGGITY DARN IS THAT AMAZING PERSPECTIVE OADIFHAOSDFHOASDH
*falls off bed*
The annoying one has awoken...
Someone shoot me with a sleep dart
I wanna go back to sleep
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> Toxic to humanity No You Are Not
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan Yes I Am
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you are not annoying
Yey
:^) it's about that time I go unconscious
But I'll see y'all in the morning
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Love you~~ Have a good sleep~~
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See you qiroen <333 love you
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Goodnight boo!
What do you think about my art that's good and stands out and what do you think I should work on...?
I wanna know so when I leave I can practice
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Make the nose a bit defined
I'm sure you have other things to do than listen to me complain
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Jeez, you're still here?
*wheeze*
anyways
The right part of my jaw really hurts and I'm still depressed (not anything new)
:^) there
You have it
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>anon I decided to stay because I'm already leaving on Monday :/
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Oh nu ;-;
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Oof .-.
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> æricalFlight >:000
:^)
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You okay? Want to talk?
XD lol
Goodmorning
I had the weirdest dream last night...
So I was on a trail with horses but we were in bushes and I suddenly ran through the bushes onto a lake. There was a giant wooden house to the right and I my horse turned into a motorcycle and I road into the lake but I could run on water. I kinda freaked out because I hate lakes because I'm scared of all the fish and seaweed so I drove to the house. Behind the house there was a wolf pack howling but the wolves were carrying groceries for some reason. I ran inside the house and my friend was right in front of the door playing Minecraft. There was a white dog in the house already and it attacked me and i just laughed
that's all I remember :)
Anyways I'm still depressed
How are you
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan Depressed chirren :^)
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> Rayfiism <3 you too I'd like to talk but I need to start getting ready for skool. I'll talk to you in a bit?
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Da hecc- and are you okay love? I'm still depressed as hecc :')
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Would you like to talk?
Kk goodnight
*jumps off a cliff*
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Gn precious!
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When I wake up I want to see your face...
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*Gn
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*grabs* NOT TODAY Fun child
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> Pasteli I won't My parents took all the scissors/knives a way from me ;-; sadly
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Do not cut yourself
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> Useless piece of crap I'l do anything...
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Drop it..
I am:
Pissed
Triggered
Angry
Disappointed
Depressed
In pain
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> Useless piece of crap See? Proof
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> Rayfiism XD Oh Right
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> Useless piece of crap Of course! You know how many times I accidentally click the unfriend button
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> Rayfiism You do?
Depression: *slaps*
Anxiety: nah I'm pretty sure we should dump her in the trash :v nobody like her, after all... and her heart is pretty much shattered.
Depression: you're right. She's useless.
Depression: *dumbs Qiroen in a trashcan full of paranoia*
Anxiety: *seals the lid with extra stress*
Me: it's a great life :)
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> Qiroen NANI?!
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Please fucking answer Qiroen
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https://youtu.be/L33djEEMEE8
Brontëëë
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Oof I decided not to leave because because I'm already leaving on Monday
pick a number and I’ll answer them honestly•
1. Name
2. Height
3. Weight
4. Age
5. Birthday
6. Girl best friend
7. Guy best friend
8. Crush
9. Ever fell in love?
10. Favourite food
11. Last text sent
12. Battery percentage
13. Eye colour
14. Addiction
15. Favourite song
16. Favourite animal
17. Favourite colour
18. Shoe size
19. Sing in the shower?
20. One wish
21. Best time of my life
22. Country I live in
23. Pets
24. Plan on getting married?
25. Favourite subject
26. First kiss?
27. Insecurities
28. Ever self harmed?
29. Who I love
30. Miss anyone?
31. Hair color
32. Relationship status
33. Last song I heard
34. Biggest fear
35. Believe in ghosts?
36. Something I hate
37. Favourite TV show
38. Favourite movie
39. Favourite book
40. Favourite food
41. Jealous of
42. Zodiac sign
43. Middle name
44. Worst habit
45. Number of siblings
46. Name of siblings
47. Any sports?
48. Talents
49. Embarrassing moment
50. Future career choice
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> Rayfiism Wowowowow
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> Qiroen Fricco Amber and Ember wowowo
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> Rayfiism Grace but I prefer to go by Amber
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Hi
I'm taking a break from Medibang
Just letting you know
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> Rayfiism No it's just Idk... how so no say it.... My heart hurts???
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> Qiroen parents?
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;-; Take as long as you need... Pleasecomebacksomedaythough-
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> Rayfiism I'm sorry
'Night! ówò/