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Qiroen
The only thing that can cheer me up is food (specifically Japanese foods), friends, and animals
- Animals
- furries
- hoomans
- bushes
- some other crap
- Bread
Profile
- Work Place:InABush
- Gender:Female
Details
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Future goals
My future goal is to be an artist/animator 👍🏼
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Favorite color
Purple, black, baby pink, some blues
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Time spent online
More time than I should be spending :I
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Thing you interested in
Art, animation, horseback riding, etc.
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Things you always carry
My phone..... depression, anxiety and loneliness :^)
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What you eat when hungry
my own depression, anxiety, and extreme loneliness
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Future goals
to die
Hello
Choose a number between 1 and like....60 and I'll post it no matter how bad it is
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> Qiroen I bElIeVe In YoU
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59
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> InkLord Took me long enough to get 50 XD
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35
Good
Morning
Fellow
Medis
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Ok, I had the weirdest dream last night.
So I was in my room on a bunk bed and my sister was on the floor with my rabbit but there was a pink telephone next to him. The phone rang and my bunny answered with a deep voice and my sister ran out of the room screaming. The next thing I knew there was a sock puppet climbing up the ladder and it said "buggles" in a deep voice (no clue why) and then I woke up.
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I'm weird
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My household in a nutshell
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o-o good morning?..
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Wth
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PFFFFT what even tho X3
Sorry
Sorry for spam
I gtg to bed ;-; goodnight
*cries self to sleep again*
Picture:
Something almost every hamster owner has to experience. *triggered* and it's right on my bed next to my pillow, too ;-;
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> Rayfiism This is just an up close shot x3
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Goodnight~ Don’t let the hamster bite
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> Qiroen It looks huge
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> Rayfiism It's a toy cat I've had it for so long lol
Because I feel like an absolutely useless piece of crap
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You are fucking precious ma'am
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You are fabulous I L O V E Your, Masterpieces, And ur super noice and kewl!!
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Qiroen, you're one of the strongest people I know. You've been to the darkest places and you've come back every time. And that's not luck. I can assure you it was YOU who got you to where you are today, alive and breathing. You should be proud of yourself. I love you <3
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Your art is fucking goals Your beauty is fucking goals YOU ARE FUCKING GOALS
*appears*
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want to die
*disappears*
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> Qiroen Yes Yes I do
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan ;-; No U don't have to
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> Qiroen IMMA GO BUY YOU MORE DEN
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chALD-
Hi
I just swallowed 2 pills of something to see the reaction (yes, I know I'm a stupid idiot)
:/ so far nothing too bad but a few cramps here and there and the fact I'm stressed AF.
Why am I telling you guys this?
Because
I wanna distract myself
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> Qiroen NU
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan If you do it I'll swallow the whole thing of pills
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan N o stAp it nO
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan *le smack* No Never
I absolutely LOVE iced pumpkin spice lattes ^^
Idk why but they make me happy XD
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OOOFFF PLEASE CHECK SHAE1410’S MESSAGEEEE XD THE ANXIETY IS MURDERING MEEEE HEHE IM SUCH A REBEL DOING THIS AHHAHAHAHA WATCH ME GET IN LIKE MOUNDS OF TROUBLE :P Bye
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> Experiment 7 YASSSKSNCNENCKK
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I love me a double chocolate chip Frappuccino
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan >:0 you should want one
DEAR HAMBURGER GODS I JUST SAW A CATERPILLAR ;-;
I frickin hate those ugly creatures
I show no mercy towards them
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> XxArrowFlightxX I got my IPad taken away from me yesterday and that's what I use to send emails and such ;3; I might be able to do it on my laptop but idk. I'll see what I can do when I'm home from school!
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HEY I NEEEEED TO TALK TO YOU TEXT SHAE1410 I THINK I FOUND A WAY TO TEXT YOU AND IM SUPER EXCITED BYE
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My new religion is hamburgerism
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;-;
Hi
There's something in my eye
Idk why
Or how
But I'm telling you now
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When I post random crap like this, that's how you know I'm at school and I'm bored XD
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> Rayfiism No it was something else that time lol
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Is it the mascara again?
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hewwo o3o
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Hello fren~
So
I won't be on much...at all anymore starting next Monday or sooner. I don't wanna talk about it because it makes me cry but you can ask Rayfiism.
(;3;)b just letting you know....
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Wait you guys are a thing now holy shit- *ahem* Take as long as you need ^^
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I love you too.
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> Rayfiism <3 Ilysm
This picture be greatest quality picture Qiroen could get because hamster wouldnt.stop.moving.
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potato
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> Cavavos4 It might be weird if I have a bunch of bandaids on my arm tho
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> Qiroen I use Band-Aids to cover em
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> Cavavos4 Nu You can't 7w7
DTA open species?
This is just what it looks like. You can draw it traditionally or digitally with the colors if your choice (preferably beiges, greys, Russian blues, earthy colors.)
What do you think about these species? Is there anything I should fix or add to them? Would you guys take them if they were adopts?
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> Qiroen Oh ok Plz excuse my unawareness But thx!! I would totally participate
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> Inferno Draw to adopt You have to draw it to get it It's like an adoptable
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> GalacticPetal Can chu explain this whole “DTA” thingy ._.
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Ifriccinlovethis
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:)
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> Rayfiism Nu Ur royal
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> Qiroen I'm a peasant. :)
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> Rayfiism No X3 It's a meme *wheeze* Sorr y
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> Qiroen wait you're a guy
Sorry for spam)
Does anybody remember Otter Pop?
If so, you are one of the greatest people on medibang
X3
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I thought you were talking about Otter Pops, those frozen popsicle things lol
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> CryBebe Xd
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> Qiroen Oh— I’m dumb xD
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> CryBebe My OC
You run out of toilet paper in a public restroom ;-; save me
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> Rayfiism I'm dumb lol
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Oops I accidentally went on anonymous.
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> Qiroen what
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> Rayfiism Nwnxncnekdkkclwmd
Idk
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WOAH IT LOOK SO MUCH BETTER
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*still better than any of my realistic art in general*
Goodnighttt
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I’m even more late ;w; Night
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Goodnight Love <3
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Nooo! I was too late!
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Night my friend uwu Till tomorrow
Brontë: an excited cat
Acer: a dried out worm
Essence: "stop blinking
Loki: *drives car into a lake*
Zayhne: "who tf ate my taco?!"
Driftwood: "I wish horses were real..."
Aloe: *walks into a thrift store asking for a burger*
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> XxArrowFlightxX HAPPY BIRTHDAY, ARROW ❤❤❤❤
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> Qiroen OOOO U REMEMBEREDDD ♥️ Thanks Byeee misss u I should be able to text u this weekend without being a risky biscuit Byyee
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> XxArrowFlightxX OH HI Btw I didn t name it yet ;3; I'm almost done with your birthday gift but it might not be done tomorrow because of skooool but I miss you too ❤
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What did you name the one drew you? Hehe I may get in trouble for this bye Answer please tho 😂 I miss u Qiroen ♥️
Very quick doooooodle :v
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> GRIMAXx Awww tysm ^^
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> Rayfiism UwU Oh, it is? XD Ok then dark bluueee...?
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Why is it so good ;^; And it's just a sketch or doodle at that That's quality
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> Qiroen uh my scarf is scarlet
Helllllllllllllo
So I'm bored
Like really bored
Like so bored I'd actually be fine going outside (that is really rare)
So I'm doing a Q and A about myself!
The only thing I'm not gonna answer is my address but that's obvious XD
I'll answer questions like favorite food, color, etc, etc.
Also, should I do a truth or dare thing?
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> Inferno What do u mean? XD
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> Qiroen Mhhmm
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> Rayfiism UwU Oh oof
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> Inferno ...colour?...
Lmao
I feel so lonely and stressed rn 😂
*cri*
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> Rayfiism UwU Oki ;3; Love you too
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I'll take a shower and then we'll talk, alright love? I love you so much ;w;
One last thing before I go,
You guys can unfollow/ me if you want.....
I don’t deserve any of you guys
I’m grateful,
But I don t deserve you.
I’m sure you guys don’t want to follow me either.
I understand.
Just know I love you all.
Apparently I’m going on a trip alone with depression and anxiety decided to come with.
Perhaps the place we are going will seem nice, and I might stay there.
Some of you will know what I’m talking about.
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> Qiroen see through that plan... you know more than one life depends on it... I think I'll add mine to the list.
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> Rayfiism UwU Come come back one day
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> Qiroen you plan to what?
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No...
You don’t know how much I want to die right now
I wanna try overdosing again but maybe more
Or cutting myself because that helps
I want to end it all
I want somebody to shoot me
I’m alone in this big world
They say I’m strong, but I’m really not
No
You have no idea how much my heart hurts
I can’t take it
I won’t take it
I will end it all
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I’m taking a break from MediBang.
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Take a break, but don’t hurt yourself..
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Please.. Don’t hurt yourself...
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Take a break, take all he time you need to clear up your head, just don't hurt youself, please,,
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Take all the time you need, dude. Please don’t harm yourself, I wish you luck.
*bangs head repeatedly on a wall*
Make
It
Stop
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I’m so sorry..
:)
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> Deltatheprotogen Im not sure
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> Qiroen Oh...is there anyway i can help?
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> Deltatheprotogen Life is happening Life is making me feel HORRIBLE for no reason
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What's going on...?
Why are you reading this??
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Well since you chose to read this have another vent :)
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Every day
From sunrise till sun down
There is ALWAYS gonna be something bad.
As if things weren't bad enough already.
As if life just was using you as it's TOY.
I'm like a flower.
Give me water, I'll last a day or two
But stop watering me, and I'll die.
But I want to be left alone.
That's part of the problem.
I want to be left alone because i don't wanna put stress on you guys.
I wanna take the pain,
Not have you guys take it for me.
The world was built for the strong
The weak is usually left behind.
So my question to you is:
Why do you keep supporting a weak, idiotic thing like me?
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Because you're a flower that's the last of its kind And without you, our entire ecosystem would collapse I depend on you WE depend on you.
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BUT STILL
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That sounded stupid nevermind
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Well, lets say we didn't. You said the weak are left behind....so why are you still here? Its becuase its an illusion. Thinking that you are nothing, but if you open your eyes, Youll see, that in reality, youre really ahead
Should I do a full face reveal?
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> Rayfiism UwU Ya
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Are you gonna do one?
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Only if you're comfortable love <333
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y e s
Hi
K, I don't wanna go in the ocean any time soon XD
I'm watching The Meg
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> Rayfiism UwU It's like one of those movies where you dont wanna watch it but then you do and you kinda regret it afterrrr
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Ooof please don't feel you have to watch movies that scare you because I know you need sleep love
Ahaaaa
I forgot to say
GOODMORNING
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> Qiroen Wow okay I hope you're refreshed today!
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> Rayfiism UwU Ehhhhh kinda??? XD I woke up 8 times and then I sleptwalked to the other side of the room and fell asleep on a chair
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> Qiroen Hoooh a sleepover? Did you sleep?
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> Rayfiism UwU I'm doing good uwu I'm still at the birthday party
> Rayfiism XD heck
> AccaliaTheTrashcan Why have the horse when you can have me~ pfffffFFFFT
I want the horse
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