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Rant about meself

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Just a rant/ whatever you wanna call it about myself.
9999999- my art: so first of all my art SUCKS and I'll be proud of it for a little bit
....
Before completely hating it. The fact the the shading is so off point is just disgusting. I can never make things look the way I want to, I have plenty if experience to do It, but I can't make my stupid self do it.
2. My personality: soooooooooo
I hate the fact that I act so comfortable with my friends but when it comes to new people or when somebody randomly talks to Me, I either ignore them or just awkwardly reply and my heart rate increases by a lot. I get waaaaaay to anxious for the stupidest reasons and I am A HUGE procrastinator which kinda explains why I have pretty base grades.
Also I seem to have a lot of trouble saying no to people
Which can be pretty bad sometimes
3. My looks:
Ok
I don't COMPLETELY hate the way I look
But then I do.....
(Which is why nobody likes me XD)
I don't really have much to say here...
Oh also my hair, actually. I wish it was straighter. I get it straightened sometimes but I can only keep it that way for so long ;w;
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Anyways
There is a lot of things i hate about myself that I didn't put but oh well
You kinda get the point
If you actually spent a few seconds reading this
Well 1: why XD
And 2: you have earned mah respecc

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  • > InkLord Ooooooof

  • I can't straighten my hair anymore Mostly because when I tried it once I looked like a weird Hispanic surfer dude And two because I just looked really weird and I got made fun of it a lot lol Also, your shading is going to improve! If you feel discouraged, just take a lot at the first time you started shading. You'll feel a lot better because you saw your improvement. Also I am the complete opposite of your personality. Like, legit --

  • > Qiroen I'm so sorry....

  • > Rayfiism UwU I guess to put it all into a nutshell... the world?

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Tb be hognest
I didnt know yoi guys cared so much abouy me....
(I apologizr for my bad spelling)
But I puked a few times and I felt dizzy
Frick maybe I shoild try a diff medicine
I’m such a horrible person
I was hoping to die
I’m such a horrible person
I’m such a horrible person
I’m such a horrible person
I feel so empty
Look at all he pain I caused

I’m so sorry....

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  • DONT YOU DARE DO IT AGAIN QIROEN I LOVE YOU TO MUCH AND I’M ALWAYS HERE FOR YOU PLEASE DONT KILL YOURSELF I LOVE YOU AND WOULD MISS YOU WITH EVERYTHING I HAVE ♥️😭😭😭

  • > Qiroen I may be wise but wisdom does not garauntee greatness Smart and intelligent people tend to get into a lot of trouble, especially with crime and drugs

  • > Rayfiism I’m sure you would keep the child entertained for awhile XD Btw you actually seem like you’d be a good father U r wiiiiiiise

  • > AccaliaTheTrashcan Whatever does that mean

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Bye

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  • Qiroen, look how these two love you so much They've been spamming you saying how much they can't live without you Please don't go, it won't solve anything!! Suicide does not solve a thing, it only breaks things farther And I'm sorry if I sound harsh but please don't do anything to yourself, take a deep breath, rest if you have to, just don't leave us all You are too good of a person to just,, disappear like this You don't deserve to die

  • Please..

  • Qiroen.. please..

  • Quroen...

......

AWwWWwWwWWWWWWwWW
Hecc
I need help
My mom keeps saying she's gonna send me off to live with my aunt because my personality is "bad" although there isn't much I can really do
And I'm afraid she might actually take me away from my fam ;w; I'm nervous
(She has no idea what depression is, does she...?)

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  • > Rayfiism It's depression ;3; I can't help it

  • I did She said she's gonna get me counselling but she has no idea I'm afraid of people

  • I wish I wasn't busy... FRICKCAJFNA if your personality is bad the what does that make everybody else?

  • > CryBebe samee

Uh....vent....thing?

Oofers
You don’t have to say anything if you don’t want to
This is just some stuff I say to myself most nights before I go to sleep
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Imagine what it would be like in this world
If you weren’t there?
People will forget you in a snap, although it may not seem fair.
You’ve walked barefoot along jagged stones
Your happiness formed into an ice cream cone but melted
Away.
You know there are people out there that you deeply care about
But how long before their love goes whereabout?
Everyday you feel like a salmon, swimming against the current
But you know you will never be strong enough
To stay that way. And before you know it, you will be swept away.
What I’m trying to say is
If you stay
Eventually everything you know and love
Will be carried away.

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  • > Wisher1414 Idk. Idk who can help me.

  • Most salmon make it back, they don't give up because they know that in order to help their salmon and to get helped, they need to swim up stream. They also do it for the other salmon that they raise to eventually do the same thing. Don't you want to help others that were in the same situation as you? If people like you, that are in a state if danger just leave who will encourage them and really know what they are going through? Who is going to rise above the depression to pull other people out of it. There is ALWAYS a bright side. Maybe you need a salmon that has already swam the current to help you? Hint, hint.

  • > Asexuals Unite I’m not afraid I’m afraid of what’s gonna happen AFTER

  • > Rayfiism ThE sQuIrElLs WiLl LoVe ThE aCoRnS But still Your poems are really really good

Yee

Hi
Just Incase you didn’t see my last MySpace post, I’m gonna say it again.
I’m doing a giant collab with everyone who wants to join to celebrate my 100 followers special. All you gotta do is say you are gonna join and send me da link afterwards of your OC or something doing whatever with a white or transparent background.
If you have any questions feel free to ask me ^^
It doesn’t have a particular due date but get it in whenever you can plz

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  • > Deltatheprotogen Oki

  • mes toos (but its going to be another character of mine)

  • I'll join. ^^

YASSSSSSSS

HOLY SHITZOO IM AT 100 FOLLOWERS
when I first joined, I thought I would get 30 at the most XD I was so happy even when I got ten
followers but 100?!?!
ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ Welp if you would excuse mwah I gotta go start a giant collab thingy
If you wanna join, just draw your character (with a transparent or white background) and I’ll add it in. After ur done just send me da linkkkkk
*hiccup*
Hi

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  • > 🔹✴~✶૨αเɳ✶~✴🔹 Thanks so much!

  • You deserve them your art is AWESOME

  • > AccaliaTheTrashcan I really don’t but thanks so much!

  • > Two Golden Gears Ok! Thanks btw ^^