My anxiety is THROUGH THE ROOF rn
Too much overdue work
I HAVE to turn it all in tomorrow
I didn’t even get started
I had 2 days
I need to go to bed
Frick you, Qiroen, go die in a hole
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I’m gonna go die now
Goodnight
Qiroen
Uwu
The only thing that can cheer me up is food (specifically Japanese foods), friends, and animals
The only thing that can cheer me up is food (specifically Japanese foods), friends, and animals
Genre
- Animals
- furries
- hoomans
- bushes
- some other crap
- Bread
Profile
- Work Place：InABush
- Gender：Female
Details
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Future goals
My future goal is to be an artist/animator 👍🏼
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Favorite color
Purple, black, baby pink, some blues
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Time spent online
More time than I should be spending :I
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Thing you interested in
Art, animation, horseback riding, etc.
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Things you always carry
My phone..... depression, anxiety and loneliness :^)
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What you eat when hungry
my own depression, anxiety, and extreme loneliness
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Future goals
to die
the thing about animals is that they can never hurt you with words. That’s why I love them.
Extremely busy
I am currently closed for commissions. May be open later. I do accept requests but they might not be done on desired time
I’m doing a Q and A! You can either ask my OCs or me.
I’ll answer almost anything XD
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> Rayfiism That’s tall XD Compared to me
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> Qiroen Really? I'm 5'6" and I feel short ;w;
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> Rayfiism Oh, yes for both Btw I’m 5’1 ;w; I feel like I’m pretty tall tbh
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> Qiroen Oof that's alright you don't have to say names just say yes or no im curious XD How tall are you?
I feel so siiiiiiiiiiiiiiiick
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I'm sorry. .-. I hope you feel better soon~
Dusk: yo no habla espanol
Me: I didn’t know you speak Italian
Dusk: ....
Me: :) *mentally dead inside*
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> Rayfiism A friieeend of mine
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Whos dusk
Why do I gotta be so depressed all the time?
;w;
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> Rayfiism This child knows that if she ever falls out of love it will hurt A LOT
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> Qiroen This child is also very loved child
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I’m sorry...
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This child be suicidal child No explanation to be given
It crushes me to see so many people struggling with their lives and all I can do is just type reassuring messages to them, hoping that that would be enough to stop them.
We all care about you and would do anything for you
I am MORE than willing to die for somebody to live
Just please...answer us.
We want to help.
Losing you would mean we would lose others as well.
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I couldn't agree more.
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I agree.
Goodnight once again
I love y’all <3
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Good night!!
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Good night, pal
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Love ya too DONT LET THE BULLSHIT BITE
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FKSJCKSKCJA goodnight sweet bean I love you so much *glomps&
Uhh....do you guys need more time for the contest entries or quitting the contest?
XD idk just curious
They were due yesterday but I can move it again to the 21st
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan It's ok! ^^
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Sorry;-;
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Oof.. Yes please ;-;
Oh my gooooooooood in almost at 100 followers
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> Rayfiism Qiroen loves you too!!!
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> Qiroen LDU GFILDAUGFILDF I LOVE YOU
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> Qiroen LDU GFILDAUGFILDF I LOVE YOU
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> Rayfiism Yes! Thanks so much! <3
I find a weird
How one moment I can be happy, content.
Oblivious to the fact that depression
Is just taking a nap but it will soon wake up.
Cutting is in a way like smoking to me.
I want to stop, but I can’t. Something about it...just makes
Me feel better even though it’s not actually good.
You guys comfort me...but the thing is that people in
Real life don’t care. There is only so much words online
Can do. I need somebody in real life to help me. I have
People in real life who can relate to me but don’t even lift
A finger to try and do anything about it.
Or they just don’t know how to.
The get mad because they don’t know how to help but
You see, I don’t know either.
It’s like being trapped under ice, but those above just watch.
Eventually I will either drown, or freeze to death.
Others just can’t seem to see that
Because they are already above the ice.
I am in the middle of war between life and death
But you see everyone dies in the end.
Death is superior to life
Death always finds a way to win over someone or something.
You guys are great help, but I always seem to come back to the same position I was in before.
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I wish I knew you irl. ;3; I'm sorry..
I feel depressed
My throat hurts like hecc
And I just made some new cuts
I don’t want anybody to worry though
Because this is what I deserve
I want to exchange my life
For eternal freedom
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please don't hurt yourself... It's all gonna be ok, just... push through all the pain...
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I'm so sorry.. please.. stop hurting yourself..
Wake from a dream
Where I was stuck losing my teeth
Lucky for me, it was all fake and not what it seemed
Where, oh, where do we go next?
Haunted pillow beneath my head
Where does it go...?
Oh, where does it go?
Oof it looks bad
But it was just a doodle
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> Inferno Ty!
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I’m in love
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> finchberry Tysm <3
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whoa dude, i love your new profile picture! and this gif looks amazing! <3
Qiroen loves to cut, oh yes she does :^)
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> Qiroen Child.. stop it.. please..
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan I wish I could say yes But I opened re opened some old cuts so that hurts .-.
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QIROEN ARE YOU OKAY
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> GalacticPetal ;3;
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HAVE A SORE THROAT
:^)
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Oof same
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> Rayfiism Nuuuuuuuu
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> Two Golden Gears Nah, it’s fine X3
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ME TOO
Alright, I’m going to sleep.
Goodnight everyone!
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Goodnight I love you so much pease don't hurt yourself
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Goodnight!! I need to be going to bed, but here I am 😆
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Gnite boo
ALRIGHT GATHHER UP
:v
Qiroen is making YouTube channel
But Quroen needs help naming YouTube channel
Qiroen wants to know if you guys has any ideas
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Qiroen
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> Qiroen xDD
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan Hm Good idea XD
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Qiroen.
Every Tuesday I cut myself. It feels nice but I get too carried away. If anybody sees, I blame it on my rabbit but no rabbit could make those kind of marks. I showed my friends but guess what they did? They laughed. Soon, my arm is gonna be too full to cut any more. Try cutting deeper, I say to myself. These cuts remind me how bad of a person I am. I can be really really depressed but i don't say anything. They don't care. Next, my plan is to write a letter to the world telling them their mistakes, and let the chair fall. I take my last breaths and whisper to the moon, "my spirit is yours now, love." Even as I just hang there, my screams and calls for help are just
d e a d
S i l e n t.
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Please.. Don't hurt yourself.. Please.. Are you okay...? Want to talk..?
http://www.strawpoll.me/16454924
Why does this happen every.single.time?!?!
Each time I go somewhere like on a road trip or something I end up breaking a dish. A month ago, I broke all the bowls in my house while I was tryna microwave a baby potato and eat it with a knife ;-;
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Oof
1. War
2. Starburst (bursting celebrities)
3. Delta
Hope y’all like em!
I feel REALLY REALLY sick right now ;-; also, sorry for the bad quality and lighting. I’m using an old lamp light and my frickin ipad’s camera would not focus for its life.
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Bursting celebrities xDD Also, tysm!!
Hi guys
I’m back with some g o o d news again
Today I learned how to tie a noose
....yaaay!...
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Qiroen.. are you okay..?
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Check your PMs please..
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NO CHILD NO
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Don't choke on it
Hmmm.....
It doesn’t get any more stressful than this I need to write 27 words with their definition, 10 pictures and print them out, and 15 sentences all due today. ;-; for me it’s 6:20 and school starts at 7:50. Oooohhhh boy, kill me now would ya?
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> Qiroen Oof I feel your pain.. I'm sorry
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The life of a quiet procrastinator
I can’t I think of the right word???
Anyways I’m taking some requests I’ll be doing on paper. Idk, I can’t find much motivation to do things digitally. I’ll be taking....idk, 3 or 5? Maybe more.....depends. Send me a link and when I get done from showering I’ll reply :v
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*Traditional Art*<--- I think that's the word :p
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https://medibang.com/picture/wd1809071038466750006731865 Him please owo If that’s okay ^^
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> Rayfiism Yep, I do. I’ll get started tonight and finish it tomorrow!
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> Deltatheprotogen Ok!
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Sorry had to oof
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YEAH I'M CRABBY-
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oof
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I'm not that evasive....or possessive
I find myself thinking about this one person
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Like a lot
*cough* help meh
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> Rayfiism But like.... Ahhh, Nevermind. I'm sorry
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Qiroen.exe has stopped working
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> Rayfiism Pretty much
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I mean I comment on every myspace you make right?
Oh my god
M y
A r m
H u r t s
Mistakes have been made ;-;
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I CANT TALK ON HERE BUT IM BEING REBELLIOUS AND SAYING THAT YOU CANT BE DOING THIS TO YOURSELF AND IT HAS TO STOP AND I CARE ABOUT YOU SO MUCH IT HURTS AND I’LL TRY TO TALK MORE WITH U AND SHAE1410 BYE ♥️
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> Rayfiism 😢
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> Qiroen You poor thing ;×;
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan From last night
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Arguments with me are one-sided XD
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> Two Golden Gears Oof
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Oof m y l I f e
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AHAHAHAHA That happened to me. They never came to help :)
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan I love you both so much
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> Qiroen So are you. Never forget that, love.
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan Of course! Even if you don’t think you are good enough, you sure are for a lot of people
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> Qiroen So are you. ^^
Idk about you guys, but the the thought of being loved makes me so happy in tough times
...But then it doesn't XD because I will never be luvd
I like the thought if actually being cared by but each time I do, My heart hurts.
I will love but probably remember those relationships until way after you have long forgotten them because I cherish them. (._. I kinda regret my wish for my birthday *random thoughts start floating into my head*)
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I luv ya too •3• as a fwiend
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I love you!! And I will never stop my fren *huggles* I’m never letting go .-.
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> Qiroen> Qiroen> Qiroen> Qiroen They all say that because it's true!! How can I prove it!?
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> Rayfiism But that's what they all say ;3;
> Rayfiism WAIT WHAT~~
100 FOLLOWERS LUV
Hey Qiroen the wait is always worse than the impact and if tomorrow is a rough day I'll be there to help you through it <33
Good luck child