does anyone know how to get to the "author" area? ive been there before and have no idea how to make it pop up again, is it something thats behind a profile customization or something? if anyone knows what im talking about, plz help
derpdog
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I play video games non stop, occasionally I’ll draw but that’s mostly it.
I play video games non stop, occasionally I’ll draw but that’s mostly it.
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https://youtu.be/uRMqIg1H6Ww
read if you want i dont care anymore, our stupid damn president is gonna start the next world war, i cant stop thinking about thr end of the world/apocolypse, none of my siblings do anthing with me, i've lost all inspiration and motivation to draw, i dont wanna die, i cant do anything right, no one pays attention to any of my posts, i may just delete my medibang account or create a new one, i think people just dont care enough for my profile now or anything about me. I feel like shit 24 7, the thought of everyone's death and losing everything breaks me down. I cant deal with this shit anymore. Im barely on discord now, i waste my life on YouTube all day, and the list goes on. I want all this pain to go away without anything being harmed, sadly thats not possible. i hope everyone else has a good day (or night, its night here) and isnt like me. I'm deperessed, sad, and have no life.
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Project drawing #1
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ask me crap
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Meet an oc I'll be using a lot
I'm drawing again and got some insporation, I decided to do a project. To my discord friends, I will not be on for a while, and I'm wasting so much paper in my notebook. I hope you guys are having a wonderfull day! See ya'll in a few hours/days! I also have homeschool so that'll hinder my drawing project some.
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i'm a sad sad person. the 3ds is slowly dying, earlier i discovered that on flipnote you can no longer acsess the flipnote DSI library anymore and that it has been discontinued, i can still use flipnote. i also murder things in monster hunter stories when i'm sad, or feeling down. it doesnt help much. I'd be surprised if u actually read all this.
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i cant even spell either
i'm a sad sad person. the 3ds is slowly dying, earlier i discovered that on flipnote you can no longer acsess the flipnote DSI library anymore and that it has been discontinued, i can still use flipnote. i also murder things in monster hunter stories when i'm sad, or feeling down. it doesnt help much. I'd be surprised if u actually read all this.
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i cant even spell either
the notifications didnt magically disappear either
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also you can turn notifications off in the settings
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I have 822. :/
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A gift to Galladegirl105
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A gift to Galladegirl105
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RIP my stylus pen (read desc)
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I don’t check them for three days and this happens...........
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It’s ok to be broken......because whatever is broken will be fixed...unlike me.....
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I’m broken.......in many ways........ but....I love you guys.....
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So I was just casually drawing while sitting on the couch and I decided to stand up. Then I looked down ‘cause idk why but I was lucky I did. THERE WAS A PROBABLY 20 ANTS AROUND MY HOOVER DAMED FEET AND STILL MORE GOING BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN THE KITCHEN AND THE LIVING ROOM. So I just jumped over the couch and fell over :T. Oof. *cri* It was so beautiful QwQ. Now my chest hurts. Im just really paranoid right now ‘cause I think there’s ants on me.........I hate bugs so much .-.
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I messed up a lot on yours, Petal......I’m very sorry.
Mistakes:
-mouth smudged so it looks like HP ate someone
-hair
-hair color
*cri*
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What’s wrong?, they ask.
I say nothing.
What’s wrong?. they ask.
I say nothing.
What’s wrong?, they ask.
I say nothing.
What’s the matter?, they ask.
I say nothing.
What’s the matter?, they ask.
I say nothing.
What’s the matter?, they ask.
I say nothing.
Are you ok?, they ask.
I say nothing.
Are you ok?, they ask.
I say nothing.
Are you ok?, they ask.
I say nothing.
You’re stupid,annoying,etc., they say.
I talk.
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I text.
I wait.
And wait.
And wait.
And wait once more.
Nothing.
I wait days.
Nothing.
I get up.
Walk.
Say hi.
They say hi.
I walk in.
A day goes by.
You should leave, they say.
I say nothing and walk away.
Months pass.
Nothing.
I wait.
Years pass.
Nothing.
I don’t wait.
I cry.
And wait again.
And cry again.
Why do they leave me?, I cry.
No reply.
Nothing.
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Up at 5 am cuz of a sickness :/
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I feel like I’m not loved anymore. And I mean friends loved. (My fam will always love me.................idk about my dad though....).
I just feel like I’ve been good to everyone I meet irl or on the internet but after a few months, everybody just dumps me like I’m nothing. And, I hate it. It hurts me. Then I start being an idiot and cry or whimper thinking, “nobody likes me anymore. I’m too annoying and such an a**hole...”. It really hurts, you guys. I wish I could’ve been better...
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RIP my stylus pen (read desc)
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All my fwiends are leavin’ to school (internet fwiends) :’0
*cri*
Oh well, have fun in school u guys! And plz don’t fail >:’0 (I’m serious.)
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Damn. I'm only behind a screen, but I hope everything clears up for you. When I have no inspiration, I watch a guy on YouTube all the time and he's amazing. His name is Peter Draws, and he has a lot of things that'll help with that. He's also very calm and funny, he gets deep into some things, but he's great. Anyways, I suggest him and I hope the best for you. ❤