Y’all tell me to “stay strong”,”don’t die”,etc. But I CANT. IM SICK OF THIS! I JUST DONT WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE!! ALL I KNOW IS THAT IM JUST A F***ING WEAKLING WHO HAS “AMAZING” ART AND HAS AN “AMAZING & SUPPORTIVE” DAD WHO “CARES” ABOUT ME. I ALSO HAVE A “RICH AF” MOM WHO CAN AFFORD EVERYTHING!....it hurts, u guys. And it never gets better tomorrow or the day after. It just worsens and everytime my family harrases each other it breaks my heart. My mom even told me just now that my dad is planning on getting revenge on her which means my sisters and I might not be able to live with her anymore or that she’ll go to jail. I can’t stay strong. I can’t be happy. It just hurts so much and I WISH it stopped. “Go to a therapist, Tiny” someone would say. My mom doesn’t even have the f***ing money for that since she’s BROKE. And let’s not start on my other parent.......Guys. Please. I don’t know what to do anymore. I just can’t.

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TinyCY 6 years ago

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Maybe September or October. Seems like the best times to do it. Besides, if I were to go, everybody will be like “Nooo!!! You’re loved!!!!” but in reality you guys really don’t care. I know it. An hour later you all will be forgetting me and my art. And even my irl friends will do that. I can really sense that. Nobody loves me besides my family. I never had a boyfriend or girlfriend. I never had a true friend. I never show my actual feelings to the public. Everytime I talk to y’all or my real life friends, I can sense that you all don’t care and deep inside you would love to just not be friends with me. I can truly sense that. And I’m used to that. I’m just tired of holding back that I really don’t want to go forward either. I just want it all to stop.