Yay! to day is my b-day,but I got to go to school to which the teacher will force the class to sing happy birthday......yay?

I just threw up
That’s great
My throat hurt
I’m starting to get a migraine
It’s super fun
And my mom just went off on me .-.
She said if I were to stay home I would have to put my laptop and phone up somewhere that way I wouldn’t be using them ._.
Like r u trying to punish me for being sick?
Sorry I threw up and I don’t feel good?
Is that what she wanted me to say?
Plus even I threw up at school who would pick me up?!
Not you because you can’t leave work!...
Oof...
She just called me and said she was sorry for yelling and that she was just tired and annoyed by my siblings this morning...
So yeah
I’m staying home td
But I’m sick :’)

I just threw up
That’s great
My throat hurt
I’m starting to get a migraine
It’s super fun
And my mom just went off on me .-.
She said if I were to stay home I would have to put my laptop and phone up somewhere that way I wouldn’t be using them ._.
Like r u trying to punish me for being sick?
Sorry I threw up and I don’t feel good?
Is that what she wanted me to say?
Plus even I threw up at school who would pick me up?!
Not you because you can’t leave work!...
Oof...
She just called me and said she was sorry for yelling and that she was just tired and annoyed by my siblings this morning...
So yeah
I’m staying home td
But I’m sick :’)

C u z w h y n o t

If Jack was a little kid xD
Also, Total Drama Island? Did you guys ever watch that as kids or whatever? I did, and I loved that show so much. But now they have a new one called Total Dramarama or something like that, where all the contestants are like, little kids and they go to a preschool? Wtf? That’s stupid and it doesn’t make any sense lol. CN is just running out of ideas smh

I am s h o o k
Guess people like low effort pictures
Lol even tho tysm for 50 stars qwq

What is asexuality?
(I’m so sorry, I’ve never known of it until now)
And um
Would heteroromantic cisgender asexuals be lgbt??
Same with heterosexual cisgender aromantics.
Mostly because some people think they are and some say they aren’t but I’ve never actually heard any reasons to back up the opinions yet.
(No hate to any asexual/aromantic identified people, I’m just very curious on what it is)

We all got internet personas
Internet personas we hide behind
We hide behind
We all got demons deep inside us
Demons deep inside us we try to hide
We try to hide
And I forgot who it is I truly am long ago
But, I'll keep searching for it while I can
—
I knew a boy who could outline a shape in a second
Thats display was eclectic in a way that was second to none
He had a hand that swam like fish in the seas
And a pen stroke that could bring any critic to his knees
It was beautiful
Flowing like the blood inside my arteries
He painted hearts as targets and was practicing his archery
Mastering the artistry he carried in his chest
Until at best it was a godsend and worst was a part of me
Until suddenly
Things began to seem different
Moods dissipated into blue and grey pigments
But surface-wise, his screen names were never inefficient as a method to communicate that happiness was with him
So a couple thousand people saw a perfectly innocuous complexion
While I was tryna talk him through depression
But lesson to be learned is that your heroes aren't invincible
Just normal folks who often need expression so pause and leave a message
(If you want they'd probably appreciate it)
—
Internet personas
Internet personas we hide behind
We hide behind
We all got demons deep inside us
Demons deep inside us we try to hide
We try to hide
And I forgot who it is I truly am long ago
But, I'll keep searching for it while I can
—
I knew a person who could cultivate the words that they aligned
In away that could coerce a train to fly
A perfect state of mind in which to learn creative rhymes
Until their person was a burden by the verses they designed and they began to lose their touch
The little quirks in all their writing became terse and uninviting
And ingesting any lettering they surgeoned into life instead of being entertainment was inert and just absurd and all the work was fucking tiring
And suddenly
They were writing less and less
Despite of their success they saw no light and second guessed the creativity they harbored in their heart
There's only so much fucking artwork you can make until you forget the way to start
So a couple million people saw some dipping in the frequency
Of music while they fought idiosyncrasy
But slept his mental illness and woke is some peculiar train of thought
That masqueraded as a symptom of a hindering delinquency
I hope that all these words have made you think of me
—
Internet personas
Internet personas
We all got internet personas
Internet personas
We all got internet personas
Internet personas
We all got internet personas
Internet personas
We all got internet personas
Internet personas
We all got internet personas
Internet personas
We all got internet personas
(Internet personas)
Internet personas
We all got internet personas
Internet personas

So these are the ones I really liked and I want you guys to choose some of them (limit is 5)

Fantasy
College
Highschool
Insanity
Mafia
Paradise
Pirate
Space/Galaxy
War
Super Natural
Damaged

And yeah that's all the AUs I like and again can you plz help me pick out 5 to do/ draw?

Okay so the one in the lead is Space/Galaxy so if you got anymore you want me to do so here is the AUs I rlly love but I don't want to do all of them (maybe)

Fantasy
College
Highschool
Insanity
Mafia
Paradise
Pirate
Space/Galaxy
War
Super Natural
Damaged

Girlfriend came out as straight. She told me that she pretended to be bi to fit in with me and our gay friend. Who does that????? Who just pretends to be bi and lull us into believing it?? She wasn't even bicurious! She straight up told me that she did it to fit in. I've never felt romantic feelings for her, I tried really hard because she kept me under the impression that she really liked me. I don't know how to react??

You occupy space. You have mass.
Ya know what that means?
You Matter.

Drip drop
From the ceiling
Drip drop
I have a feeling
Drip drop
The words collide
Drip drop
Another one dies
Drip drop
Another word spoken
Drip drop
Another ones broken
Drip drop
Love me now
Drip drop
Even when I’m down
Drip drop
Stop this pain
Drip drop
There’s goes the rain
Drip drop!!
I don’t feel!
the same...
Drip drop
Please make it stop
Drip drop
I have to do it until I drop
Drip drop
Make it stop!!~
I’m begging you
Begging you!!
Please!!!
Help me out!!
*Pause*
Drip drop
Back to the top~
They won’t stop
Drip drop
Love is dead
Drip drop
Another gun to my head
Drip drop!
Love is dead!
Drip drop!
Another gun to my head!
(I want to but idk .-.
Oh and I’m about to post another poem btw •w•)

I’m going to do my homework on the bus since I had softball practice last night :>
K bye

My mom let me keep my phone surprisingly. It hurts to type tho. This hospital room is weird lol, I have a window like right next to my bed but it’s behind me??? Idk it’s weird. I still won’t be on as much since I need to recover and all that. But I am okay guys. I’m... better than before but still not all okay. I want to that Ray for being so kind. He’s a really good friend, AND I DIDN’T NEED THAT SHOUT OUT >:0 but I appreciate it :> Thank you Ray, for being such a good friend, even if we don’t talk/know eachother that much. I can’t draw bc again, it hurts. But, I hope to be back asap. I love you guys so much, you know that right? Okay, Imma go bc my mom said I need to rest. <3

I'm getting better slowly. It's been nice taking a break. I've gotten to hang out with my girlfriend this week, which has been very nice. It's been great not stressing out about getting requests done and art out. I'm not posting for a few more days. I'm still checking out posts, and might update my MySpace. I'll be back soon, don't worry. ❤️

I guess you guys deserve an explanation.
Why I’m going away for a little while...
Well, I did something bad. To myself.
And I have to spend a month in the hospital to recover.
Idk if I’ll be allowed to have my phone for a while
Idk when I’ll be back
All I know is that you more than likely won’t hear from me for a long time
I’m sorry, I’m okay now, but not okay enough to be out in the world right now.
I’m already here at the hospital, but my mom is probably gonna come in and grab my phone soon..
I love you guys so much, and I already can’t wait to be back

These are the thoughts I had in the 5th grade:
Why did she leave me?
What’s happening?
When will she be my friend again?
Now:
....when will everyone else I love leave?

How bitchy/rude am I? On a scale of 1-10? Idc if you go anon or what you say, I’m taking it as constructive criticism :> And if you do go anon, I’m not gonna be mad at ya! I’m not gonna be mad at anyone, I just wanna know.

I have picture day today... woo-
*Kayla burts through the door*
Kayla: FUHCK PICTURES!! WE DONT EM FOR THAT PIECE OF SHIT SCHOOOOOOOOOOOL
Couldn’t of said any better myself .-.
I also have to present and I’m super anxious about that ;-;
But the only thing I’m looking forward to is softball practice after school :D
Kayla: Yee -w- Imma outrun everyone -w-
Shut up -3-
(I have no clue what just happened but I just woke up xD)
And here’s a pic that I took just now :3
But the sky is already turning blue .-.

I’m crying atm. I just finished the final episode of Adventure Time. After 8 long years of watching that show, it’s finally over. And man, it was a punch in the gut.
But a good one.
—————————
https://youtu.be/Xr53S9vIbCE
[Verse]
Time is an illusion that helps things make sense
So we are always living in the present tense
It seems unforgiving when a good thing ends
But you and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
-
[Chorus]
Singing will happen, happening happened
Will happen, happening happened?
And we will happen again and again
'Cause you and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
Will happen, happening happened?
Will happen, happening happened?
And we'll happen again and again
'Cause you and I will always be back then
-
[Bridge]
If there was some amazing force outside of time to take us back to where we were
And hang each moment up like pictures on the wall
Inside a billion tiny frames so we can see it all, all, all
-
[Outro]
It will look like, will happen, happening happened?
Will happen, happening happened?
And there we are again and again
'Cause you and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
Will happen, happening happened?
Will happen, happening happened?
And there we are again and again
'Cause you and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
That's why
You and I will always be best friends

I’m crying atm. I just finished the final episode of Adventure Time. After 8 long years of watching that show, it’s finally over. And man, it was a punch in the gut.
But a good one.
—————————
https://youtu.be/Xr53S9vIbCE
[Verse]
Time is an illusion that helps things make sense
So we are always living in the present tense
It seems unforgiving when a good thing ends
But you and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
-
[Chorus]
Singing will happen, happening happened
Will happen, happening happened?
And we will happen again and again
'Cause you and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
Will happen, happening happened?
Will happen, happening happened?
And we'll happen again and again
'Cause you and I will always be back then
-
[Bridge]
If there was some amazing force outside of time to take us back to where we were
And hang each moment up like pictures on the wall
Inside a billion tiny frames so we can see it all, all, all
-
[Outro]
It will look like, will happen, happening happened?
Will happen, happening happened?
And there we are again and again
'Cause you and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
Will happen, happening happened?
Will happen, happening happened?
And there we are again and again
'Cause you and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
You and I will always be back then
That's why
You and I will always be best friends

(Or good morning for my fwiends in the other continents other than the USA)
Demon Hatter- (‘Cause the way she talks is kind of cute)
“Night night fwiends. No bad dreams. Good dreams only. Me sleepy as well. Bai bai.~”
(￣w￣)

Is this book xD We have to read this book for class and- HAHA! It’s so fuccin weird

“If I say the wrong thing, or where the wrong outfit, they’ll push me right over the side!”

“If I say the wrong thing, or where the wrong outfit, they’ll push me right over the side!”

That’s what the world is to me
Glasses on or off
Eyes opened or closed
-
People’s faces are a blur in my mind
People’s voices are a blur in time
Someone help me
Someone help me
-
I can hear them screaming
Calling my name
Asking for me to come back
To come back to reality
-
My reality is filled with sirens
And beeping
And useless tests
And tubes that keep me alive
-
I’m barely breathing
Please, cut the cord
I can’t live like this
End my suffering
-
But thwy can’t hear me
Because of this damn tube
Clogging my throat
Helping me breathe
-
I don’t want to breathe
I don’t want the power to be on
Unplug it
Unplug me
-
Let me rest in peace
Let me visit my relatives
Who all suffered the same fate
Of this fucked up disease we call cancer
-
Just a lil poem I wrote in class :>