AccaliaTheTrashcan
Uh, hi I’m Accalia. That isn’t my real name, but that’s what you’ll address me as. Facts about me:
I’m a depressed nugget (QwQ)
Dark Colors Are Awesome
Oversized anything is amazing
I am constantly cold even when it’s 100 degrees out
My art is trash why are you here
Instead of looking at my art,
Go follow:
GalacticPetal
AshuLykoi928
kawaii.pocky
Zander the doggo
Cavavos4
CryBebe
FernFern
S-ingrate
Qiroen
Pasteli
They all have better art than me.
Also, Background by AshuLykoi928 :D
And PFP by Pasteli ^^
I’m a depressed nugget (QwQ)
Dark Colors Are Awesome
Oversized anything is amazing
I am constantly cold even when it’s 100 degrees out
My art is trash why are you here
Instead of looking at my art,
Go follow:
GalacticPetal
AshuLykoi928
kawaii.pocky
Zander the doggo
Cavavos4
CryBebe
FernFern
S-ingrate
Qiroen
Pasteli
They all have better art than me.
Also, Background by AshuLykoi928 :D
And PFP by Pasteli ^^
Genre
- Anime
- Fantasy
- Animals
- Anime Chibi
Profile
- Work Place：Me
- Gender：Female
Life Event
- 07/2018 IjoinedMedibang
- 09/2018 WiFiNiceCounter-100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
Details
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Favorite music
MM, I like pop, and piano, and a little country. ;3
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What you eat when hungry
Air
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Favorite color
Dark Purple, duh. :3
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Time spent online
Too much.
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Future goals
Becoming a singer, and a better artist.
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Pen tablet
XP-Pen G640
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Things you always carry
Phone, money, depression, anxiety, paranoia, guilt..
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Favorite animation
Anything by JaidenAnimations.
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computer
Mac.
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Favorite TV show
Steven Universe
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Thing you interested in
Dying
My first ever post on Medibang. :3
Capacity
2
hours /
Day
Maybe
I'm a little busy but idk
AMERICA EXPLAIN
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> @LaZyLawless_ Yes!!
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Oo
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Because your art is amazing D U H
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WOOOOO!!!!
Like my pfp?
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
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Good doggo, very magic
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G o o d d o g g o
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Doggo
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I see your? hand
Accalia: My main OC
The: -.-
Trashcan: People have called me a trashcan
and me and my art are trash
so ye
That's how my thing originated!!
(My name was originally AccaliaKlaw77, but I changed it.)
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I got my katana, take me to those people and I will murder them
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I will go on the dark web and hunt them for you so I can murder them
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WHO CALLED YOU A TRASHCAN I WILL MURDER THEM
So, last night, something happened. I’m going to call them audible hallucinations. I was laying in my bed, and then I heard a voice that sounded like my mom and it said “Disappointed” and it echoed. Then a bit later, I heard another voice. I don’t remember what it said, but it was make and kept like.. echoing throughout my ears I guess? It was weird.
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> @LaZyLawless_ Ye ;w;
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I also hear voices, it happens everyday though so it's kinda normal It's pretty scary huh? Especially in the middle of the night
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You didn't tell me about the second time!!! Also, I hear voices in my head too sometimes, but they only happen when I move my head and I think it's the wind in my ears. It only lasts a split second.... so if you have those... just letting you know
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Something like that happens to me too, I always here my mom saying my name and it echos. Meh idk weirrd
Just keep bottling it upJust keep bottling it up Just keep bottling it upJust keep bottling it upJust keep bottling it uphelp meJust keep bottling it upJust keep bottling it upJust keep bottling it upJust keep bottling it up
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan WeLl ThEn PoUr It OuT >:v
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> Useless piece of crap No I’m never giving you the bottle Or anyone
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If much rather have you poor it out than bottle it up .... If not At least give the bottle to me.
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It’s not healthy. I would know.
APPARENTLY EVERYONE WANTS TO F**KING LIE TO ME LATELY.
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> Tealtea550 My dad has been hiding something from me.
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???? Tell me what's going on
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FUCK LIARS I AINT NO LIAR MA'AM
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Just through this account
What do you guys think is “signature” about my art?
And what do you guys hate about my art?
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The "left leaning" tendency.
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There's something about how you shade. It looks kind of like you airbrushed it (Digitalart; not all of your work, but most of what I've seen has this kind of shading.) I don't hate it, but I think there are better techniques you could use. Whether you want to add shading or not is up to you though.
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> GalacticPetal Thank you for the advice. ^^
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Something I think is very signature is the way you draw bodies. There is nothing I hate, but I think the face could be moved up on the head just a little bit.
Hahaha.
I’m okay.
I’m okay.
I’m okay.
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I’m okay.
I don’t want to stab myself rn.
Nope :)
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> Qiroen NU
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How did you even start to feel this way? Why? Suicide is never the answer..
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Whatever you do, don’t hurt yourself. I’m here for you.
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*stabs myself before she can stab herself* Nu more
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan It's an addiction shaeheheahaha
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> Rayfiism no.
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan SACRIFICEIDHEHEAHAHA
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> Rayfiism no-
•pick a number and I’ll answer them honestly•
1. Name
2. Height
3. Weight
4. Age
5. Birthday
6. Girl best friend
7. Guy best friend
8. Crush
9. Ever fell in love?
10. Favourite food
11. Last text sent
12. Battery percentage
13. Eye colour
14. Addiction
15. Favourite song
16. Favourite animal
17. Favourite colour
18. Shoe size
19. Sing in the shower?
20. One wish
21. Best time of my life
22. Country I live in
23. Pets
24. Plan on getting married?
25. Favourite subject
26. First kiss?
27. Insecurities
28. Ever self harmed?
29. Who I love
30. Miss anyone?
31. Hair color
32. Relationship status
33. Last song I heard
34. Biggest fear
35. Believe in ghosts?
36. Something I hate
37. Favourite TV show
38. Favourite movie
39. Favourite book
40. Favourite food
41. Jealous of
42. Zodiac sign
43. Middle name
44. Worst habit
45. Number of siblings
46. Name of siblings
47. Any sports?
48. Talents
49. Embarrassing moment
50. Future career choice
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan okie
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> AshuLykoi928 Yeah it's a trend thing going around on here
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan Also can I copy this and also do it?
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan T~T
I nominate
Two Golden Gears
kawaii.pocky
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> Rayfiism No it’s fine??
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I'm a terrible friend..... I's os rory I was too budy with quroenn..
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I swear I'll write an essay when I get back from school love~ <3
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You push through, even when it’s hard. You’re creative, and so amazing.
Anxiety, Paranoia, and Depression walk through the door.
“How you doing? Good for once?
Have some problems.
Plus crippling depression on top of that.
Severe social anxiety!
And paranoia that everyone hates you. Have a good evening!!”
Me:
Me:
Me: *cries*
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>anon I do kinda feel that too But, okay thanks for making that clear.
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;0; dont cryyyy
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> Furfuel It's a roleplay group thing ask AuxAquine
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> Qiroen Okoe!
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> Rayfiism Usually other people create one and you ask to join or create your own but idk You can ask Inferno to join theirs if you want :3
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can I join??
Featuring:
Nyx
Autumn
Accalia
Andddddddddddddddddd
Rain (Vixen's new name)
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> InkLord Nyx: Watching thunderstorms Autumn: Cooking Accalia: Drawing Rain: Flying ^^
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan Nyx seems like the one to bring the party lmao What are your favorite hobbies??
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> InkLord Nyx: BLACK. Autumn: Dark Purple!! Accalia: Dark Blue Rain: Yellow
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan What are your favorite colors?
I haven't eaten breakfast or lunch-
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan I’ve gotten immune to the hunger feeling too.
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> InkLord I don't understand it either-
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan I seriously don't know how you can do that--
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> InkLord I like the feeling of hunger, and I've basically gone immune to it
I know I should be doing schoolwork..
But schoolwork is boring .-.
So
Hi
How ya doing
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan ikr heres three common school emotions I have (hint im obsessed with a boy band named why don't we go check them out) 1. I wonder what the why don't we boys are doing 2. plz kill me, I don't know anything im gonna fail the test 3. GET ME OUTTA HERE!
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Im bored tooo :"3
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> Furfuel That's good and ew school
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> Two Golden Gears OOF
I have an art bag that has all my art supplies in it and stuff,
And I weighed it..
IT WEIGHS ALMOST 15 POUNDS
DEAR GOSH
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My backpack is heavier It want to break my back
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Omg X3
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Skinny ass mofo
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Heavier than me
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> Pasteli Some of the things I've said to myself, and some of the things my friends have said to me. It was in the past though. I've forgiven them. It still haunts me though..
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But the most important question is.. WHO IS SAYING THAT TO YOU?!
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Accalia......... you’re... you’re such a great person.... Sometimes I feel like... I shouldn’t have online frieands.... But... You’re one of the people that makes me happy here.... You make a lot of us feel good... You make a lot of us want to stay here... I’m happy you’re here.... You’re such a great person....
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Listen to me. You are an amazing person. People who bring you down don’t deserve you. Honestly, I don’t deserve you. You deserve way better than me. But I’m here for you. No matter what.
Still got these two .-.
If anyone wants them
Everybody’s just lying to me
I’m not perfect
I’m not helpful
I’m not beautiful
I’m not amazing
I’m not good enough
And I’ll never be
Just let me die
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Please don’t...
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We dont just tell you that carelessly! We say that because you mean something to us. And I'm sorry I don't pay attention to you. But you have some amazing art, and probably animation too. Not everyone is perfect. And we all never will be. We just have to keep trying and we have to accept the way things are.
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You're not perfect. We're all not perfect. But you are helpful You are beautiful, inside and out You are amazing in so many ways You are, you truly are good enough Ad yeah, you'll never be perfect, but you're already everything else So no, I won't just let you die. No thank you.
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I won't let you die even if it kills me
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JPWyES2nTAA
*feels smack me in da face*
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-feels smac in heart- cri everytime
Echos inside my head of my inner demons
Taunting me
Telling me that I'm worthless
That nobody likes me
Words hurt more than cuts
Cuts can fade away
Words stay ingrained in your soul
Ruining you
I change myself
For my inner demons
And other people
Just to feel like I fit in society
Constantly changing myself
Putting on a mask
Pretending I'm okay
When in reality
I'm being torn up by my inners demons
Chained up inside my own head
I try running
But there's no use
You can't run from your own thoughts
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But.. That doesn't mean to stop living. That means to get help.
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...
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AcCAlIA NOT YOU TOO
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Ho. Ly. Crap. That's deep
I
want
to
commit
self
die
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I don't ;-;
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don't hurt yourself! We all care about you!
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*cries harder*
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I feel bad because I laughed a little when you said self die instead of suicide.....I'm such a bad person But please don't
Physically, I act all happy and smile.
Mentally....
I’m f**king dying.
But I’m okay ^^
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You oway fren?
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But you're okay????
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Don't look like you're okay...
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Hmmmm
I can’t breathe
I’m depressed
Stress levels: through the roof
Ohboi
Ilovemyselfandallmyproblems-
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What's up???
*Wheezes* these are finally done
Cowl (TAKEN): Owl x Cat
Lizion (TAKEN): Lizard x Lion
Ravenix(TAKEN): Raven x Pheonix
Raver (TAKEN): Raven x Deer
Watark (RESERVED for Zander The Doggo): Wolf x Cat x Shark
Foar: Fox x Bear
Folfion: Fox x Lion x Wolf
The deadline for drawing them is 2 weeks from today.
:3
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan Oh ok
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> Hai Nope. I like to give people plenty of time ^^
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan In 2 weeks? Not earlier?
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> Hai Bai> Hai Bai Yeah sure! Please draw it in 2 weeks tho~
oH BOI-
DEPRESSION
Everyone’s favorite!
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*hugs and kisses*
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*huggles* ;3;
My birthday is in 3 weeks yay~
also
I'M ALMOST FINISHED WITH THE ADOPTS-
I actually mean it this time.
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> Rayfiism UwU still gonna finish it
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Awww it's alright you had like a one day notice <33 you dont have t o <3
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> Rayfiism UwU no it's okay.. I still haven't finished yours ;w; I feel like a terrible friend
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HHHH knowing me I probably won't get enough motivation to draw you a birthday gift I'm a terrible frind
I have so much mucus in my throat it's making it hard to breathe..
oof
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan Yis
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> Rayfiism UwU nu ;w;
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan I bet your voice still sounds better than mine
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Also adopts are coming today.. ye ;w;
> Açai No promises.
Fuck, Accallia Don't do ANYTHING to hurt yourself While I'm gone
I know how it feels, to say that you're fine when you aren't... But it'll get better along the way, I promise.🙏