I'm nothing.
I'm such a b*tch.
I don't deserve to live.
I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.
I should die..
AccaliaTheTrashcan
Uh, hi I’m Accalia. That isn’t my real name, but that’s what you’ll address me as. Facts about me:
I’m a depressed nugget (QwQ)
Dark Colors Are Awesome
Oversized anything is amazing
I am constantly cold even when it’s 100 degrees out
My art is trash why are you here
Instead of looking at my art,
Go follow:
GalacticPetal
AshuLykoi928
kawaii.pocky
Zander the doggo
Cavavos4
CryBebe
FernFern
S-ingrate
Qiroen
Pasteli
They all have better art than me.
Also, Background by AshuLykoi928 :D
And PFP by Pasteli ^^
I’m a depressed nugget (QwQ)
Dark Colors Are Awesome
Oversized anything is amazing
I am constantly cold even when it’s 100 degrees out
My art is trash why are you here
Instead of looking at my art,
Go follow:
GalacticPetal
AshuLykoi928
kawaii.pocky
Zander the doggo
Cavavos4
CryBebe
FernFern
S-ingrate
Qiroen
Pasteli
They all have better art than me.
Also, Background by AshuLykoi928 :D
And PFP by Pasteli ^^
Genre
- Anime
- Fantasy
- Animals
- Anime Chibi
Profile
- Work Place：Me
- Gender：Female
Life Event
- 07/2018 IjoinedMedibang
- 09/2018 WiFiNiceCounter-100000000000000000000000000000000000000000000000
Details
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Favorite music
MM, I like pop, and piano, and a little country. ;3
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What you eat when hungry
Air
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Favorite color
Dark Purple, duh. :3
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Time spent online
Too much.
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Future goals
Becoming a singer, and a better artist.
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Pen tablet
XP-Pen G640
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Things you always carry
Phone, money, depression, anxiety, paranoia, guilt..
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Favorite animation
Anything by JaidenAnimations.
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computer
Mac.
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Favorite TV show
Steven Universe
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Thing you interested in
Dying
My first ever post on Medibang. :3
Capacity
2
hours /
Day
Maybe
I'm a little busy but idk
I’ll be back in 2+ hours byyeeeeee!
(Yes, I made that title to scare you. I’m sorry.)
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Bit*
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan Lol it did scare me but when I read the whole thing I laughed a bot
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> FluffyTheMajesticSeaFlapFlap Okay.
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan A week or so
Can someone tell me why I still exist-
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Because God saw an opportunity for a great person, and he made that opportunity come true.
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You exist ‘cause there’s a reason And please last with us... Btw, why is everybody venting now?? I mean will too——
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> Rayfiism Don’t know how long that’s going to last tho
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You exist because you were strong enough to make it this far.
I'm tired.
I'm tired of living in this f**king toxic family.
I'm tired of being scared because I've been hit so much, that I'm afraid when someone lifts their hand.
I'm f**king tired.
I want to die.
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NO DONT DIE we need you 0^0 And same but I FUCKING tired of school Even if it’s the second week (for me)
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> Furfuel I’m so sorry.. TwT
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I feel you 😭
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> Rayfiism I agreed completely
New OC
I’ll do it digitally later
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*have
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By the way, y’all fit any name suggestions for her? Owo
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Alooooooovreeei
Look at my awful art
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thats pretty good!
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THE MOST REALISTIC HORSE---
My friend is forcing me to eat-
I mean I didn't eat breakfast but still-
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> Kigiraffe101 Same
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I never eat breakfast
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My mom does that to me
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austin forces me to eat..
When you’re drinking through a straw..
Does that mean you’re just inhaling your drink????
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Y E P!
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Вот это вопрос 😞
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😓😓😓
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No not really, unless you drink through your lungs.
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You may not feel good enough, I get the same feeling sometimes but, Did you know Jesus died for you on the cross because you ARE good enough, and he loves you!
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Yes you are you're more then good enough you might feel like you're not but you are, you are wonderful and beautiful, and we love you more then anything!
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Yes you are!!! You are always good enough! You might feel like you're not meeting expectations but you are more wonderful than we could have ever hoped for <33
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You will always be good enough!
I have so much to do
It’s a ticking time bomb
I CAN’T GET IT DONE IN TIME
I’m letting everyone down..
I’m so stressed..
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As a fellow stresserssss I will tell you the advice I can never get myself to listen to and that is that we are a lot more forgiving than you think we are and if you need to take a break, we will ABSOLUTELY not hold you back <3
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It’ll be ok, my friend.
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No you're not letting anyone down we all understand!
50 FOLLOWERS????
WE GOT 10 FOLLOWERS IN 3 DAYS-
I love you all so much tysm Ilysm!!
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I used to have 50
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CONGRATULATIONS!!! I 100% agree with Rayfiism!!!! vv
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YES YOU DO YOU DESERVEMORE
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I don't deserve you all.. TwT
Song maybe??
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Pain
It hurts
No gain
From this worthless piece of-
Pain
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Pain
I tried to hold it back
But the tears they kept on coming
It was quite a fallback
Quite a backtrack
With this heavy backpack
Of emotions
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This sucks ;3;
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> Rayfiism Is it really? I tried xDD <33
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And that start rhyme (hurts and worth-)
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it's all gonna be ok... Life is tough, but it's also so amazing...!
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Oh Accalia it's great and I see that multisyllabic rhyme scheme <333
I THINK I JUST HAD THE BEST NIGHT OF MY LIFE-
I was screaming and singing so
much my voice is hoarse
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> Doku Candy Ty!! :3
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How awesome!!! I'm so glad you had a good time!!! <3
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> Pixel Planet Ty! It’s okay ^^ I only know 1 person who is a Taylor Swift fan
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Not a Taylor swift fan, but I'm really happy for you!!!!!
On my way to a Taylor Swift concert!!
I’m so pumped
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I'm so happy for you! Be sure to take pictures r something if thats allowed I've never been to a concert lol
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:0
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Nice
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> GalacticPetal It’s an early birthday present xDD
Don't you just love being SUPER SUICIDAL-
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Being suicidal is a big boi suck
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Yes
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you ccan talk to me if you need..
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totally ;-;
One time, I was happy. Care free.
It was the amazing times of my life.
Now, it’s cut after cut.. tear after tear, and thoughts of suicide.
What happened?
What happened to me?
What happened..
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Life happened. Yes, life is tough, but it’s also filled with endless joy and beauty if we can get through the pain!
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As we get older things get more difficult... Problems... Making friends... Talking to your family when needed... Telling secrets... Hell, even life... It sucks... But we’re all here to do it together dear Just know ur never alone
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...
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Accalia...
I’m not important
I’m not good enough
I’m ugly
I’m fat
I’m useless
I’m trash
I’m worthless
I’m a idiot
I’m a terrible human being
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You’re such a great friend!
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None of these r true!! You. Are. Worth. It. Plus ur an amazing person and one of my closest friends!! Don’t ever forget that dear!!~
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You are amazing! you're great you're beautiful you're wonderful you have a purpose! we love you!
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NO YOUR NOT! Do not think of that! You are worthy You are beautiful You are important Your family will cry till the end of their lives
I don’t want to tell my mom because she’s already stressed out enough
;w;
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> Deltatheprotogen> Deltatheprotogen> Deltatheprotogen Thank you owo
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I hope you get better!
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> CryBebe Thanks ^^
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> Doku Candy Tysm <3
Life is like a bucket of water. It starts off easy, with a few drops of water. As life goes on, the bucket begins to fill. More and more. That’s when, it overflows.
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True
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I agree
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.....
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> Deltatheprotogen And basically the pressures of life.
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> Pasteli Owo thanks
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> Rayfiism Frick. I tried doing that. Now time to make the neck even thiccer and shorter
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YEAH AMAZING WORK d(>0<)b
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Awwwwww yes
No one loves me
And no one ever will TwT
*cries in corner*
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Just know, JESUS LOVES YOU!!!
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NO! WE LOVE YOU! -Millions of hugs from all your friends-
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WE ALL LOVE YOU AND YOU NEED A HUG I GIVE HUGS *INFINATE HUGS*
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WE ALL LOVE YOU!
Gun chirren sleep well
My phone is at 1% ;w;
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Good night, should fight, would write, hood light what am I even
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Good night!
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Gnsd
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oof-
I’d take everything in the world that is bad, everything that’s bothering you, and put it on me to make everyone happy. <3
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I would too!
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan I don't either but sacrificing yourself and never recieving replies is too costly
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> Rayfiism But I don’t matter.
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Word from a self-sacrificial masochist Take care of yourself. I still struggle with this so much, but you are important too... don't go down the route I did and suffer silently because everything everybody else goes through is so much worse so I should shut up and stop complaining... This isn't what you're doing now per se, just a warning if you're feeling self-sacrificial. Just want to look out for you
People lie to me.
Why do people lie to me?
Do I not matter enough for you to tell the truth?
Am I nothing to all of you?
I’m just a stupid, ugly, idiot, aren’t I?
I’m such an idiot.
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The only person who is lying, you lying to yourself by saying these horrible things about yourself. If you need to talk at anytime, I’ll be sure to get back to you whenever I can.
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> kawaii.pocky *sniffs* Thank you so much..
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Don’t think things like that. We’re all here to help. You’re always free to talk to us. You matter to me. You matter to all of us. We all love you! Think of positive thoughts to bring you back up! You can do this! *huggles*
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You child are now lying to yourself
WIP of kawaii.pocky’s gift
I’ll eventually draw it digitally ^^
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How do you delete art? :'(
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> Rayfiism Thanks owo
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IT LOOKS SO GOOD A suggestion is to make the neck thicker and shorter, but MAN THAT HAIR
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> kawaii.pocky Omg thank you x33
A smol fraction of my face
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I’m ugly your eyes will burned
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HA!, I bet your beautiful. I'll post a pic of me to
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> AccaliaTheTrashcan M U R D E R
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> GalacticPetal o.o
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> Rayfiism I bet your hair is bootiful <3 And thanks.. ^^
Please give critique on my art. I would like to improve ^^
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> Rayfiism It's okay. ^^
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> Qiroen Thank you. I appreciate it. ^^
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I forget to all the time, I'm sorry
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I follow people but it's really inconvenient to find where the newest art by people I follow is. I just check myspace and comments, but rarely check out the art because idk how
Go follow Rayfiism. Right now. https://medibang.com/author/3195442
He has amazing art, and is a great person. ^^
Love you Ray~!!
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> Rayfiism B e c a u s e y o u d e s e r v e w a y m o r e f o l l o w e r s
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NDISBCOSBSIA why am I getting shoutouts
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Sorry for spamming ^^;
40 followers? Thank you all so much!! Adoptables will be out very soon!!!
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Congrats!!!
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> Rayfiism No, I don't! You do!
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YOU DESERVE 10 TIMES THAT MUCH
Should I die?
I don't deserve to live.
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Of course you deserve to live!!
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No! You’re awesome!
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Hell naw
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Nonononononononononononononono!- You definitely deserve to live more than I do :[
No you don’t deserve to die.. You are important
Please don't just don't We love you Please don't
Talk to me dearrr
look i realized something yesterday, no matter how many people call you a bitch or an asshole its because they don't really know you and they want to call others out to hide their insecurities. You are not a bitch. you are my friend. OUR friend