can I ask something
Is it bad that I hate my mom
Like truthfully I sometimes do
Like how she acts just seems awful to me
She doesn’t even try to understand my feelings?
Like isn’t that a parents job?
To help you if you feel bad?
My friends mom seem nicer than mine Idk
She always calls me a brat and I’m ungrateful for the things she does when I’m just not feeling great? Like do you call someone names if they’re crying??? Or being emotional? She also makes me feel awful about my body and clothes and makes such a big deal about how I look around her . Like I’m a prize or a example of how good she is.I feel like an awful ungrateful teenager and I know my mom tries her best sometimes but I don’t get it
She , in my opinion, could make things a lot better like a lot a lot but she doesn’t
Sometimes I wonder what she would do if I died or if I started harming myself .Would she blame me or my dad?Probably .She I feel like thinks she knows me 100%
I don’t ever get to tell her how I feel because I know she’ll make me feel guilty about being ungrateful or I’m an overly emotional 14 year old
Like just cuz my emotions are crazy doesn’t mean I make them that way and I want them too,it’s not my fault.
I sometimes really hate her
dragonspurr
i was 14 when i made this account
anyway
yea
Profile
- Work Place：HomewithmykittenPuddle❤️
- Gender：Female
Details
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Recommended gadgets
food water sleep happiness friends
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What you eat when hungry
toast uwu
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Favorite color
Dark blue or black
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Things you always carry
My phone and waffles
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Thing you interested in
Making friends ;^; and getting better at art
Uuuuuuuuugh
I’ve been needing to draw these for a while now and I felt bad that I hadn’t yet so I went and did them
qwq
Oof
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> Sock-baits backup Thank chu owo
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Holy moly these are gorgeous!!! Your art is absolutely stunning!
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> ☆~ԃɾαɠσɳ’ʂ ρυɾɾ~☆ Ohhh ok, thaks!
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> KieranTheLeaf I use this art app called ibis paint and it comes with a text tool that you can add and download different fonts from online It’s pretty cool and easy
so I’m bored
I have a lot to draw but I don’t want to -~-
so I’m gonna take 3 sketch requests and see if that puts me in the mood to draw
:/
Please give me links
Thank
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hMmMM i dont have anything i want u to draw, but maybe a custom? just simple tho Species: Mochi Raptor Gender: any Accessories: banana (any color)
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> Pixel Planet Sure! I’ll try at least
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Do you do humans?
um so I hope this isn’t needy to ask but , to my followers and friends, you guys mind maybe doin some STA for me? ( support that author)
like it doesn’t have to be anything big just like idk it’s up to you
don’t do it if ya don’t want to
it won’t affect me if you don’t
I’d like to reach 75 followers maybe this weekend
uwu anyways you’re all beautiful amazing people and I care a lot about you like really I do
I hope you guys know you can u know talk to me
I feel like this place has become a lil dead but I still wanna make friends cuz I have like no irl ones
<3 love ya remember you’re gonna make a difference
Small difference is still a good difference
You mean something to me
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yesyes I will well at least try too
So
My friend hasn’t said anything else about what she said
I’m too scared to ask -~-
So I guess if she wants to tell me she can
ugh
she’s like my best friend but idk what to tell her
THIS IS CAUSING ME SO MUCH STRESS AND ANXIETY
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> CoffeeGhost I wish I wasn’t ever Having a friend admit they like me is literally one of my biggest fears
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Ihavenoideahowtohelpineverbeeninthissituation
FUCK
Why
Does
This
Stupid
Drawing
Hate me
ARRRRGH ( are u ready kids)
FUCK NO
ugh
I can draw decently good wings one day AND THE NEXT
NO
FRIK CHICKEN
I’m so upsetti spaghetti
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> ʍʏǟʀȶɨֆȶʀǟֆɦ Thank u f
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> ☆~ԃɾαɠσɳ’ʂ ρυɾɾ~☆ i ficking hate ands. i will help you get revenge on that bastard of an ant
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f
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Big F
ANYONE WHO SAID THEY WERE ENTERING MY PFP CONTEST YOU HAVE 2 DAYS!!
I can give you more time if you need
1st PLACE WINS: 3 Free Custom adopts! Or requests
2nd PLACE WINS: 2 Free custom adopt! Or requests
3rd PLACE WINS: 1 Free custom adopt! Or request
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> CoffeeGhost and ty for the compliment :o your arts amazing as well!!
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> CoffeeGhost i did one for bluuto, and i had to rush it so it looked TERRIBLE so that might be why but idk
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> ʍʏǟʀȶɨֆȶʀǟֆɦ If your list is full, do the ones you want then Also, I bet you were close on those, your art is amazing
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question fo u :< https://medibang.com/picture/8o1907090351564080008705983/
WARNING YOU MIGHT DIE SEEING THIS SHIT
Top to bottom
3
21
37
42
53 ( I know it was 59 before but I only had 53 pages cuz I tore some out )
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do you mind if i do something like dis?
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but the dragons are pretty niiicee
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I picked well when I said 21. Those spiders are adorable uwu
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Tanks guys but this art is super bad
ok so last year I had actually joined medibang and I had used a sketchbook to draw most of the stuff and I haven’t gone through it in a while so
we get to do it together! ( if ya want )
The numbers are 1-60 ( I may have taken out some pages but we’ll cross that bridge when we get there)
Say a number 1-60
WARNING THESE WILL BE VERY AWFUL
LIKE SHIT OUT YOUR EYES BAD
I will post a another my space thing once I get enough and you can see all my garbage and improvements
uwu
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59 uwuwuwuwuwuwuwuwu
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21
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42
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3
I put a hat on my kitten and I don’t think she understands how it works and she’s stuck under it 😆
She’s so small 😂
AHHH NOW SHES MOVING IN IT LIKE A TURTLE LOL
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Tanks guys she says she lovs you too :3
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Turtle kitty alsoifinishedyourpfpentry
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this is mcfricken adorable
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all done with my second offer for you! https://medibang.com/picture/wq1907080114166270008705983/
Idk what music to listen to
If ya have any suggestions just tell me the name and who it’s by or link it or smthn idk
I need music to draw
( also I don’t like country sorry)
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Mcfucking ugly but heres ur eggo boio https://medibang.com/picture/0p1907072336040420008705983/
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The Moss by Cosmo Sheldrake...? I don't think it's country
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idk sum music by Billie Eilish? i luv her :>
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Mamas gun by glass animals Or literally any song by Gorillaz
I just wanted to give everyone a heads up that my pfp contest ends if four days!
I haven’t had any entrees yet so...
Ya but I’m excited to see them! :D
So anyway
Hv’y’val’b’dn’?
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> ☆~ԃɾαɠσɳ’ʂ ρυɾɾ~☆ TY >:DD
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> ʍʏǟʀȶɨֆȶʀǟֆɦ Good tanks and it’s all good I don’t mind and I saw it ITS BOOTYFUL
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all done with my first offer! here ya go (its ugly) https://medibang.com/picture/ee1907071056155230008705983/
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> ☆~ԃɾαɠσɳ’ʂ how r u :>
How do you make a toy house account thingy?? I’ve been wanting to make an account but idk how
Oof
Ima kermint deathpacito
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> ☆~ԃɾαɠσɳ’ʂ ρυɾɾ~☆ Npppp
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> Pixel Planet Ohhh ok thanks for the info
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I got one as a payment for an adopt
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> ☆~ԃɾαɠσɳ’ʂ ρυɾɾ~☆ Someone who has a toyhouse already has to give you one
GOD DAMIT AMERICA MY FAMILY GIVES NOT SHITS ABOUT BEING AMERICAN UNTIL TODAY AAAHHHHH WE HAVE TO WAKE UP AT FUCKIN FOUR IN THE MORNING TO GO SEE A BALLOON SHOW AAAAARRRRGGGGH
( I hate Fourth of July)
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> CoffeeGhost Eh it was ok they blew up the balloons but they didn’t take off into the sky so that sucked
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> ☆~ԃɾαɠσɳ’ʂ ρυɾɾ~☆ Oh I'm sorry to hear, but hope the show was good
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> CoffeeGhost I had to go
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Sorry about that Do you need to go, or is it one of the family things?
I’m doing a pfp contest and if any of you guys want to join check out my latest post!
https://medibang.com/picture/ex1907040232281710009801653/
I can’t draw :,(
My kitten scratched my fingers so they hurt uuuuugh
But I still love her
She’s a demon tho
I don’t think my hands have ever been more destroyed.... except that one time 🤔
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Hope they heal soon alsodemonkittyneedstobenicekitty
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> Roka Revalelairhin Thanks :>
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Ouch . Getting hurt on your writing/ drawing hand sucks so much. I hope your fingers heal up soon .
I’m changing my kittens name
Yea
My mom is making me change her name from Puddle
To
Dede
Dede is short for
Demon
Because that’s apparently what she is
Most of the time I just call her kitty or mini kitty ( she’s really small)
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Nice name especiallyforanevilkitty
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> ColorsAndCats™️ 😂 👌😅
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> ☆~ԃɾαɠσɳ’ʂ ρυɾɾ~☆ Sounds like me
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> ColorsAndCats™️ Ikr but she attacks anyone and anything
Bored bored
Boredy borrred
Ugh
I have things to draw
But I’m not feeling very creative:(
Heelp
Ma brain
Is insane
Oof
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uwu thanks chu guys for de help
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> ~dragon’s_purr~ Do you have any pets or a breed of dog/cat that you really want?
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Search up these songs/musics to help - Creepy circus music - Nature - Spacey music - Technical - YouTube Mixes
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> ╰☆☆FLOOFIESTBOI☆☆╮ I ~ N ~ S~ P ~ A ~ R ~ A ~ T ~ I ~ O ~ N
Why did medibang delete my request pic???
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I guess I can’t finish the requests because it deleted the comments :/ sorry guys
Ugh 😑
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It did the same to my requests post, it's because you probably didn't add a drawing and it was all words I guess if you want to post something with only words, you still have to add a little drawing so medibang doesn't delete it
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It probably thought it had no drawings on it
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Noooooo
Oc of mine
His name is Ares
My friend made him a boifren but I don’t have a picture of him
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oh shiet we protec him now
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He precious boi
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Aw thats so cute!
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:0 that's so good!! Cute!
I FEEL LIKE SHIIIIIIIT
DEAR LORD LET ME DIE AHHHHHHHH
QWQ I WANA DIEEEEEE
( ok I’m done crying sorry )
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I was just feeling sick guys sorry I didn’t mean to make you worry I’m fine now sorry 😖
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What happened? You don't need to die! *gives long healing hug*
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Whats happenin!!
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No die No
I found this shit
Have
A
Nice
Fucking
Day
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Oh gosh
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Oh that's a good ass gif You too
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Hahaha omg what- And you too
OK SO WHEN I WAS POSTING THE ADOPTS IT WAS 3 IN THE MORNING SO I FUCKED UP ON THEM IM GONNA REPOST IT IM SO SORRY UGGGGHHHH
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Noooooooooooo
I have posted my adopts.... that took FOREVER
I just want to say good night!! I love you all you’re al special don’t forget that!! Have sweet dreams <3
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Good night cutekittyyy
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> Roka Revalelairhin OMFG THATS SO FUNNY 😂 🤣🤣
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The last part made me think of this https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=Zq9gy6MFrl4 I'm sorry.
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Goodnight!
I’m making some palette adopts soon.... 🤷♀️
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Cool ilikethatkitty
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yee yee
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:3 yeet thank
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I haven't gotten an adopt in months!
I hoe you guys don’t mind pure posts ... I got a new kitten recently she’s super cute
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wholesome energy is radiating from every way I look at it
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Dude that’s the purest thing on earth
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> ~dragon’s_purr~ Oh wow that really fits her!
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> Hai Bai PUDDLE IS A CRAZY NINJA
Hey you beautiful people! How are you? Tell me any time you want or message me~
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> ~dragon’s_purr~ EEEF ITS FINE! IM BARELY ON ANYMORE AND I EVEN LEFT FOR A WHILE BUT IM GLAD YOURE ALIVE MY DUDE
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> ★Auzzie★ It otay! I’m glad you’re doin good! I’m pretty good too ;3 thank 4 askin
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> Astro_Not YEEEAAA ITS MEEEE IM ALIVVEEEE SORRRYYYY I LEEFT
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DUDE THAT YOU STARFALL? IS THIS THE RIGHT PERSON? ITS ME FLUFFY AND I THOUGHT YOU DIED. IF ITS NOT YOU AND IM COMPLETELY WRONG THEN HELLO RANDOM STRANGER.
Well, I don't have a mother that does that, my dad does yell when she works late/isn't here. Just know we care and love for who YOU are, not the one your mom makes you.
> ☆~ԃɾαɠσɳ’ʂ ρυɾɾ~☆ Your welcome!
> Brekkiesマグロ Thank you and I’m sorry your mom does it too
Your not alone..i also have a mother who's critical on how i freaking dress and how my style is..tbh it can really piss me off..but hang in there bro, its normal for you to feel anger and hatred. But sometimes i understand its hard to deal with these kinds of things. But my advice is that you tell her or your dad on how bad she's making you feel..and see if you can get in touch with your feelings to her or your other family members! Your not alone! We all care for ya! Hope this helps!