(Vent) "Is this what you wanted?!" LEVEL 1
3年前
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My mental health has been really deteriorating lately. A friend of mine is suicidal and no matter how much I try to help him, it never seems to be enough. I'm not able to regress anymore, I stopped mainly because everyone hates age regressors, which has led to me being overly stressed. I've been pulling my hair out like crazy and now I have a huge bald spot on my head, which makes me look ugly as fuck. I hate all the stress. I hate how I look. I hate having to sacrifice my happiness/sanity 24/7 just to ensure everyone else's happiness. I hate living like this. I hate having everything I do never be enough. I hate overthinking everything all the time. I hate it all. I'm so done with everything now. I just can't do this anymore. I cried myself to sleep last night because of all of this. Why does everyone want me to be in pain?! Why does everyone hate me?! Why can't I just be myself without being judged 24/7?! Why can't I be happy again?!
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