I never thought I could finally feel my time running again... I'm glad I'm still alive and I couldn't express how much I appreciated being alive and the process I have been going thru to get here.
Looking back, eventho RM have never met me or he could never heard abt me, his words always made my day. I'm grateful for my family, my friends for how I am still here today.
And it finally got to me, how my world isn't just black and white, it's also grey.. and how sometimes, I don't need to go fast and could just, take it slow.. finding yourself is a long process, as well as repairing yourself...
I have always afraid of driving alone bcs I once tried to get myself into accident but now, I have friends that could always ride with me (eventho my driving is reckless) and mono have always been my driving album..
Anyways, I drew a new Sei design, symbolizing how I'm in the midst of healing and how RM meant so much to me.
I wish I could meet him and let him know how much he meant to me..