i saw the things you guys are making for me and stuff. and I saw the comments in those posts. I'm not mad or anything I just want to give an explanation for some things. first about not answering comments. I'm kinda anxious, and sometimes it makes me feel paranoid to answer them because I don't want to seem dramatic. and I don't wanna wast anyone's time. I'll get outnof the habit if anyone really thinks it's important. I'm sorry about that its my bad. as for.. other stuff. I'm sorry for generally just posting it in the first place. I shouldn't be making my problems everyone else's. I'm sorry for that too. if you really want to know the truth about me and why I am this way. some things in real life make me feel like I shouldn't exist. like I should hurt myself, so I do. people have threatened to do things to me irl as well. like to throw me off the roof, or cut me, or assault and r**p me. and that stuff kinda made me anxious and paranoid. My city isn't safe. loveyouall.