(Vent) STOP LYING TO ME!
2 years ago
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I REALLY wish people would just stop telling me that I'm a good person. I know it's not true. Earlier I said some things that made me look even worse than I am when I didn't mean to and I really regret it. I apologized to the person I ended up upsetting but they never responded. That's okay. I don't deserve to be forgiven, anyways. I just hate how everyone lies to me about me being such a good person. JUST TELL ME THE FUCKING TRUTH! JUST ADMIT THAT I'M AN ASSHOLE WHO DESERVES TO BURN IN HELL! JUST TELL ME!!! I swear, I hate myself so much for being such a jerk. I want to off myself because of it. I'm tired of hurting people. I'm tired of saying things that make me look bad. I'm tired of making mistakes. I'm thinking of just deleting all my socials and offing myself because after what happened, I just can't live with myself. I'm a horrible person and I wish people would just fucking admit it.
No, you can keep commenting on my posts. I just really wasn't in a good state when I posted this. But I'm feeling better now for the most part. I still feel a little bad about a lot of the things that happened the day I posted this but I'm also still trying to let it go.
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