(Vent) "I dont wanna grow up..."
2年前
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I know I talk about this a lot but my mental health is still not that great. I keep finding reasons to not age regress anymore (If you don't know much about it, there are lots of videos on YouTube that explain it) and it's all driving me crazy. First it was assholes saying it wasn't healthy and that it was pedophilic (It isn't), then it was gatekeepers saying what I can and can't do and now it's more jerks saying that self-harm and suicide are better alternatives. And I'm still not ready for my childhood to be over so I'm still dreading my 18th birthday. And because of the pressure from my aunt and uncle (They don't like how childlike I am at my age), I'm trying to act like an adult just to get them to shut up and finally accept me and treat me with respect but it's been really wreaking havoc on my mental health. I wish I could regress again without worrying about what others think. I wish I could be a little kid again. I wish I could go back. I'm not ready for my childhood to be over.
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