(Vent) I want to be little again.
3년전
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Yes, this is still related to how I gave up on my age regression. After my aunt came over the other day and pressured me to start acting more like an adult, I've been too afraid to go back to regressing. It was a healthy coping mechanism that helped me tremendously but I'm too fearful of what my family will think if they find out. I won't tell them about it because they most likely wouldn't understand it/accept it. But I'm scared that they might find out and see me as immature for it. I miss being a little (age regressor) but at the same time, I feel like this is best because I can't be a kid forever. After all, I'm turning 18 next year. I'll legally be an adult and my family will possibly expect me to fully abandon my childlike qualities and live the way they want me to. I'm sad that I gave up on something that helped me so much but you know what they say. "If you love something, let it go." I'm just too afraid of seeming immature to my aunt.