Plenty crazy and somewhat experimental
7 months ago
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I feel as if I’m very emotionally and psychologically unstable… Not crazy, just someone who easily gets depressed, frustrated, can’t find a reason to climb out of that pit and keep sinking deeper and deeper… which causes me to “run away” and waste time. It’s my life isn’t it? Why can’t I appreciate and enjoy it?… the simple answer would be — I can. Chasing my dreams, figuring out who I am… these things I know will give meaning to my life and actually doing what I want will bring out all of the emotions I have locked away or repressed. Living while being true to myself will actually be LIVING. I know, I just stated the most obvious thing and yet this obviousness is something I can’t manage to do.
Thinking that I’m a failure or something similar is just another strategy or excuse to run away, so I need to do the obvious. I need to live in order to live and give meaning to my life. The end.