Mmmmmm not too ok today but ya know what dat ok it's ok to not be ok sometimes hah. the description is depressing feel free to skip this time around.
I originally was going to make a drawing based off Life Itself by Glass Animals buuuut motivation just...kinda...left me lol.
It's one of those songs I relate to but really wish I didn't.
Go listen to it, it's really good and the meaning is a bit different than what I got out of it but it's still really good. To me it sounds a lot like burnout and gifted kid syndrome and the cynical cheekiness used to try and not be affected despite everything you say to yourself and others.
Lately I've been trying to hide my stress but school and life are just...agh...
I often equate my value to my grades and what I can do for others and lately it feels like I don't have much value if you catch my drift.
I'm trying to not let it affect my art and account too much but tonight my brain gave me an extra kick in the ass.