I'm happy to say that I have FINALLY learned to accept myself for who I am and not worry about what all the naysayers have to say about it. It feels like a weight being lifted off my shoulders! I wish I would have done this sooner! But I guess sometimes, we have to learn things the hard way. I finally no longer feel the need to change just to fit in with everyone else or to please others. In the words if Wheatley, "Do you have any idea how good this feels? I did this! Tiny little Wheatley did this!" I finally realized that I was blaming others for my pain and that even though it happened in the past, I was holding myself back so I am willing to take responsibility for it. For years, I was praying and praying for this to happen and it finally did! Thank you all for helping me through this and being there for me. This is probably one if the best things that's happened to me in all my sixteen years of being on this Earth. I'm just so glad that I made a change that finally feels right .