just nothing
1年前
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Without fear, hate, joy, sadness
I'm not free to express myself
I'm not free to feel something
Every action, every step I take, I must do perfectly if I don't want to lose control of myself.
She advised me, and the other one imposed it on me
The youthful self that lies in my mind keeps me cool and calm
My aggressive self keeps me sane and controls me by losing my mind
Everything so that the part of me that hides inside does not suffer
So that he doesn't succumb to her...
She who wakes up when everything goes wrong
When everything no longer has a solution
At that moment where only she can take care of anything she sets her mind to
My darker and more malicious side
My most macabre and sadistic version.
At times like this I think about who I really am
If I am a part of a whole or if all of them are me
At this point it doesn't matter anymore, none of that matters anymore
I only know that I have to finish my work for her
Even if I have to destroy everything in the process