if you don’t like complaining/“venting”, please, save the time of your life and don’t read this.
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hey, sorry i didn’t post anything. i felt, and still do, very unmotivated.
i forced myself to draw this.. thing? just so i can “explain”, or y’know, complain about something.
i’m sorry, i usually hate doing things like this, but it’s going to be the last one for a while, don’t worry.
i hate myself for being a jealous asshole. if i see someone be remotely better than me at something, i get mad, and don’t feel like doing anything because i know it’s not going to be worth it. i hate being like this, because, this person is my friend and yet, here i am fucking bitching. i feel so ashamed of my art. i’m never proud of what i’m doing. everyone is so original and, if not, then they’re a little bit proud of their drawings. and i wish i was them. i don’t feel like doing something i like anymore. and taking a break would be stupid.
i’m sorry.