Ok ok let me explain
Yes this is supposed to look insane each part mostly has a reason
The eyes are to show me being able to only look at one thing, my goals. The other eye covered by the heart is by want for love.
The sharp tongue is exactly that. Me wanting lash out at others but the snitching is there to stop it,.
The snitches on my face and neck are scars from my childhood still healing.
The eye bags are like mine and how bad they can make me feel and exaggerate them.
The horns are a reference to my other drawings where I use the horns to symbolize what I felt like some people saw me as. This evil mean person When I really wasn't trying to be I just didn't know how to deal with all the hate I had stored up in me. Half of that is still true but the other half isn't so half of the horns are still there.
Lastly, the pins keeping my eyes open. That shows how much stuff I have seen and learned that I don't want to but it's like forcing me to keep my eyes open to it all.