So uh... I'm not really feeling good.. There is a lot of thing that have been going on lately... And I honestly hate my life... My family is so fucked up.. We are everthing bad you can think of.. There 4 members who are at least nice.. But my weekend was messed up due to my grandpa's abusment... My parents and I went over to help my grandmother to get out of there. And that's not the only thing my mother is an abuser.. I have been physical and emotionally abused.. However my real dad also does neglected abuse... I'm so broken inside and out.. I don't really have anyone to tell them about this.. There's no evidence... And I have "nice things". I JUST WANT THE PAIN TO GO AWAY!! I AM SICK AND TIRED OF THIS BULLSHIT! I AM TIRED OF BEING CALLED FATTY, USELESS, PATHETIC, BRATTY, RETARDED, OR STUPID!! I CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT.. I CANT FIND HAPPINESS!! THAT'S WHY MY FRIENDS AND PEOPLE WHO HAVE DATED ME ALWAYS RUN AWAY FROM ME! please make this pain go away.....